readx; Chu Yun smoked vigorously, Lin Ruoxi didn't make a sound, and accompanied him silently,

It wasn't until Chu Yun finished smoking this cigarette that Chu Yun said, "Girl, do you want to take advantage of the moonlight to go out for a walk." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Lin Ruoxi glanced out the window, there was no moonlight, and even the stars couldn't hold back the light, but she still nodded,

The location is still Pinghu Park on Yunhua Road, now the time is a little late, the sky is already dark, by the way, there are fewer people in the park, but occasionally I will see a couple of couples, hugging and hugging among the trees, thinking that he and Chu Yun are also such a combination, Lin Ruoxi can't help blushing every time,

Maybe in normal times, Chu Yun would have opened his mouth to laugh a long time ago, but today, the uncle was surprisingly silent,

Lin Ruoxi could see that his heart was related to monkeys, but she didn't know if it was appropriate for her to ask.

After walking around Pinghu for about half a circle, Lin Yatou's patience was finally exhausted, obviously an uncle, pretending to be deep, she asked unceremoniously: "Are you worried about monkeys." ”

Her subtext is, isn't it all agreed, what else is there to worry about,

Chu Yun smiled dumbly, he took Lin Ruoxi's hand, walked to the bench by the lake and sat down,

"Girl, I'll tell you a story, are you interested?"

Lin Ruoxi pursed her lips, but she didn't interrupt Chu Yun's words,

In Chu Yun's story, there is also a teenager, who was 16 years old that year.

He met a group of friends in the game, that era was very simple, there were no high outrageous housing prices, there was no car and no house to marry a bride, at that time, he wanted to grow up quickly, out of the shackles called "home",

The boy felt like a bird in a cage, physically locked in this little cage, and they told him what to do, or perhaps to what not to do,

He is a bird in captivity, but his heart longs for the sky,

There will be an opportunity for everything, for the teenager who has been suppressed for too long at that time, the opportunity to change the unchanged daily life is that a person recognizes his talent,

In that era when e-sports was considered a plaything and a fool's dream, it was not easy to do this.

And the other party is still an adult, he swears that his talents can blossom and bear fruit, and he can move towards a higher and bigger stage.

The young man thought that even if he was deceived in the end, he would admit it, who was young and not frivolous, he just wanted to see the vast and boundless sky, he wanted to break free from the shackles on his feet, and wander above the clouds of freedom.

The more he did this, the more he ran counter to his family's expectations.

At the beginning, he could still rely on concealment, but it was impossible for the truancy records and absences to be buried in the paper all the time without being exposed, but his persistence and stubbornness did not make this matter any better, but made the quarrel escalate again and again, making the relationship between him and his family more and more stiff.

Rebellion was the main theme of that era, and teenagers, like the young people of that era, longed for freedom and chased their dreams.

He didn't understand why his father was so against him, he didn't listen to a word of himself at all, he never took even a second to understand his hobbies, his dreams, in his father's eyes, as long as he thought it was wrong, it must be wrong, what kind of thinking is this, hasn't dictatorship passed for decades,

Therefore, in the eyes of the young man, he and his father are completely people from two worlds, don't talk about any communication, it is impossible, he is eager to prove himself, prove his talent, and prove that his choice is right.

He didn't say it, maybe he didn't understand it himself at that time, what he wanted to do most was to make his father identify with him,

This opportunity will finally come one day,

It was a final election of Warcraft, and those who won could go to Beijing and compete for the first place in the country.

The night the teenager got the one-way ticket that he had dreamed of, and the night he got the promotion spot, the teenager clearly remembered that he was so excited all night that he couldn't even sleep at all, and every time he forced himself to try to let go, a scene would pop up in his head: he was holding the trophy high on the stage of the crowd, and the e-sports fans below were shouting his name......

Dreams, it seems, are within reach,

But in this world, in addition to dreams, people look down and encounter more setbacks.

The boy didn't think that when he told his father about it in a somewhat ostentatious tone, he was met with a refusal that could not be turned around, and not only that, after that, the boy was confined

The boy felt depressed and couldn't breathe, his life was a puppet with a thread in his father's hand, he resisted madly, he roared desperately, but for his struggle, there was only his father's cold gaze and hot slaps,

So, the boy thought of "running away",

At that time, there were not a few people who ran away for their dreams.

The boy also wants to be like them, relying on his own efforts and determination to hold up a piece of the sky, compared to this small cage that can't accommodate his dreams, the boy would rather face the rain and wind outside,

He secretly took out his private savings, not enough part, he asked his buddy who had been taking care of him to borrow it, he felt that this feeling was a big adventure in his life, with a little fear, with a little confusion and nervousness, but more for the endless longing and excitement for the future, this emotion could not be suppressed, as if it would burst out of the small chest at any time,

Despite a lot of preparations, this plan was not realized in the end.

The boy thought too much about the words parents and adults, and his abnormal behavior obviously did not hide from his serious father, that day, the train to Beijing was about to leave, but his father blocked the door,

It was the most hysterical time in memory, he completely broke out, desperate, he pushed his father away, he found that his father was not as tall as he remembered, and his strength could not even catch up with his growing self, he was overjoyed, and the last obstacle disappeared, when he walked towards the door, his father said to him: If you walk out of this door today, and from then on the father and son become the end of the world, his heart hurts, and tears fall down uncontrollably, but the natural stubborn temper, But he dragged him out without stopping,

He kept taking steps, slowly, but firmly,

When he finally saw the blue sky above his head, when he finally felt that he was holding his fate, fate played a joke on him,

The father spat out a mouthful of blood and fell heavily on the cold floor,

The boy's world turned into a gray-white freeze frame, and the moment before, the hope of running to the future was shattered, and he stood there dumbfounded, watching his mother anxiously calling for help, and then watching the adults who kept pouring in, and supported his father to leave,

At this point in the story, it's time to end,

But at the end of the story, there will always be an ending,

Many years later, my father was older, and the boy was finally an adult.

When the family was finally able to eat around a table with harmony, my father would occasionally talk about the rebellious past with apologies and feelings, but the teenager who grew up just smiled and said that it was just an unrealistic dream when he was young.

Who should apologize to whom, he is no longer young, he is already very clear,

No one did anything wrong in this matter, and neither my father nor myself did anything wrong.

Lin Ruoxi listened quietly, she didn't stupidly ask, who is the young man in this story,

She just asked him: Is the monkey the same as the boy in this story?

Chu Yun shook his head with a smile and looked at the starless sky,

"Pity the hearts of parents all over the world, but what's wrong with chasing your dreams."

Lin Ruoxi looked at him quietly, waiting for him to finish that sentence,

"That's why I can't convince the monkey to turn back."