Not today, sorry.

I've been running into a lot of things lately, thinking about more things, and taking up too much time for the tea cat, which also leads to little time left for this book, but it's only three or two hours at night, which is the author's own problem, so I'm sorry.

Let's talk about the current situation, I didn't plan to say it at first, because it will always make people feel like they are selling pathetic.

Since September 27th, my mother has been in poor health and has been refusing to go to the hospital, as for the reason for not going, there are both mental and financial. Later, my little sister and I persuaded for a long time before we were willing to go to the hospital, but the doctor said that it was a heart problem, and I needed to be hospitalized, and I was about to have surgery.

Of course, I stayed up at night, of course I couldn't sleep, and the tea cat who hadn't encountered too much turmoil since I was a child, the whole person was in a trance, but I didn't forget to explain it to my book friends, and then the update became 4,000 words a day, and since then I have become a shameful 2Klux Klan.

There is no need to say some details of hospitalization, and the girl went to the emergency room in the middle of the night to do things like the tea cat finally realized the three or five flavors, which can really be described as a miscellaneous hundred, these things the tea cat has never wanted to say, and everyone should not like to hear such words.

However, no matter how muddy the tea cat was at the beginning, at least they all came, and now that my mother has been discharged from the hospital, everything is okay with my daughter or something.

It's just that after the serious illness and chaos, the economic pressure came one after another like the floods after the great drought, and then changed the mentality of the family and the tea cat.

The family is not rich, but it is also well-off, but for more than a month, the tea cat has known that everything is an illusion, it is just an illusion based on the safety and health of anyone in the family, once any person has a problem, the family is over.

Tea cat only then knows, why people say that it is necessary to be famous as soon as possible, not only to be famous as soon as possible, but also to make money as soon as possible, just like this time my mother is sick, if my father is also sick because of taking care of my mother...

As long as I think of this possibility, the tea cat will have insomnia all night long, and that feeling is like the sky has fallen.

Because my dad is here, I don't care about temporary gains and losses, I don't care about my little income, so that I can enjoy my life and do what I like to do.

However, let's not talk about any calamity, just talk about the age, the age of the two is really not too young, so their burden, it's time for me to carry it, my parents have been children for more than 20 years, and in the future, when I grow up, I will also become the day of my parents, and it is also the day of my daughter and this family, as long as I am here, this day will not collapse.

I'm sorry, I'm drunk, but I'm indulgent, and with this night and rain, I'm also emotionally enriched.

After talking about the problem of weak updates during this time, and then going back to the plot of this book, many book friends may have seen it, this book started from the tea cat to the 2K party, and the water injection is becoming more and more obvious, this tea cat will never admit it.

Well, at least I didn't admit it until today, because that was also the story that I spent a few days a day thinking about the direction of the plot and yarding it down, and I was stubborn and paranoid at the time.

I don't want to break the change, this is my paranoia, I have always had a deep fear of the word broken change, even if it is just four thousand words a day four thousand words hanging, I don't want to break a day, once I thought this was responsible for the book friends, but also responsible for myself, and then I figured it out, this is my selfishness in trouble, don't be a watch and set up a memorial arch, book friends don't want to see the bad books that have been seriously injected with water, for people who have been supporting tea cats, this is the biggest irresponsibility.

Guys like Mu Mu are starting to be inactive, and I know how hurtful this approach is.

Tonight, the tea cat finally can't write, even if it's squeezed out a little bit, every time I write out, I feel like I'm committing a crime, full of guilt, and my daughter-in-law discussed for a long time, and finally decided to stop for a day, or even two or three days, of course, it may be more long, if it's an old book friend, you know what this kind of words mean.

It may be that the tea cat is extreme, or it may be that the tea cat has been too nervous in the last month or two, or it may be that the conscience has finally stopped water, no matter what it is, now the tea cat has to rest for a few days.

Then, of course, I will come back, because my day is still helping me to shelter from the wind and rain, helping me to protect the little hobby and profession of writing, and learning and trying will continue, better and better.

Another: May you get as old as possible, remember, make money as soon as possible, young age is really capital, there are many opportunities to make mistakes, don't be afraid of making mistakes, I'm afraid that you don't even have the courage to make mistakes, don't be the same as the tea cat, a waste cat. (To be continued.) )