I remember when I first started, I wanted to write lighthearted and funny essays, although there was a little bit of intrigue, but it wouldn't be like it is now.

I remember not long after I signed the contract, that is, when I was recommended for the second time, there was a large group of people who scolded me for being a virgin or something, and they kept scolding for days. may be young and vigorous, I couldn't get angry for a while, so I changed the outline and changed the heroine to a villain. But when I realized it was wrong, it was too late to change it back.

I'll admit I collapsed. I also admit that I didn't write well, and I'm sorry for my editor-in-charge. But what I want to say is that although I failed, lost, and pounced this time, I will still write this book.

I have endured a lot of hardships, and I am not afraid of failure. After all, there is no one who has not made mistakes.

But I believe in myself and I will succeed in the future. In addition, I am currently preparing an outline for the next book, but I don't know if I should continue to use this pseudonym. Will this book have any bad impact on my other efforts?

Of course, I don't want to DJ because the last book has already been closed because I can't sign a contract, and I don't want this book that I've been preparing for three months to do the same.

I'll keep going, no matter how ugly you call me.

As a passive nerd, I may fail, but I will never be completely defeated.