Hu Lai pushed Ao Tianjiao away, dusted off his clothes with disgust, and said, "Uncle is not gay, stay away from me." ”

After Ao Tianjiao shrugged and sat down, she said, "Friend, what did you see that time twelve years ago, why did you suddenly seem to have become another person, just like now." ”

Twelve years ago, she was 9 years old, Ao Tianjiao was 8 years old, and the youngest Hu Lai was only 7 years old, at that time Hu Lai's personality was no different from that of a normal child, also unrestrained and innocent, but one day, when Ao Tianjiao and Wutong went to Hu Lai's house to find him, they found that Hu Lai was in a daze against a tree at home, this stay was a day and a night, when Hu Lai's parents consulted almost all the famous doctors in China in one day, and invited several people in Yanjing to their homes, But I still can't figure out what happened to Hu Lai.

When the sun shone on Hu Lai's face in the early morning of the next day, his eyes finally blinked, and Ao Tianjiao, who had been guarding his side, noticed this subtle movement for the first time, and woke up Hu Lai's parents who were waiting in the house.

Glancing at the two childhood friends in front of him, Hu Lai pondered for a moment and said, "At that time, I seemed to see the future. ”

"The future? How so? Ao Tianjiao frowned.

Carefully recalling the childhood memories that were already "more than thirty years" ago, Hu Lai shook his head and frowned: "I can't tell, I was playing in the mud in the yard at the time, and I heard the sound of the wind blowing the leaves a little strange, so I looked back at the big tree in the yard, and it turned out to be like a dream, and when I woke up the next day, I almost couldn't remember what I had experienced in the dream." ”

"Dreams?" Wutong was puzzled, and continued: "But then I heard that Grandpa Hu ordered someone to cut down the tree, and found some Taoist priests and the like to do it, and we were still laughing at them for being superstitious at the time, but now"

"Sycamore!" Ao Tianjiao glanced at her coldly and stopped her from speaking.

Wutong pursed his lips, although he was dissatisfied, but he didn't say anything more on this topic.

"It's not superstition, you two don't have to hide it from me, I know some of these things."

"You? We also learned later, at that time, Grandpa Hu's practice was suggested by my father and Wutong's grandfather, and Grandpa Hu himself didn't believe in this, so"

Hu Lai gestured to him without saying much, and said: "It's okay, when it comes to that memory, I don't remember much, but after waking up, I often feel a lonely and desperate mood, afraid of staying alone in the dark, and some memory fragments that do not belong to me will often pop up in my mind, in those memory fragments, there are countless enemies in front of me, in addition to darkness around me, I have never seen enemies attacking me, and finally, I am overwhelmed by countless enemies." This is one of the most memorable episodes of me, and after that, it was like a demon, I was afraid, afraid of being alone, I needed many, many people, to stand with me, to face with me, at that time, I didn't have any concept of death, but I was full of fear of that image. ”

In his previous life, he never told anyone about this memory, if he wanted to say that he had mentioned it slightly, it was only Tingwu alone, just the specific details, but he didn't mention it, after just being reborn, he was also wondering, could it be another dream, if it was a dream, why is it so real?

Whether it is before or after rebirth, everything is so real, it can be said that it is completely different from the scene when he was 7 years old, and there is another possibility, and one possibility that he would rather believe, is to see the future.

If he really has the ability to see the future, for some reason he may have seen an unclear future when he was a child, and when he gets older, he may see a clear future? If this is the case, is everything before rebirth illusory? Are they all just a possibility for the future? And this possibility, as long as you choose to enter the space fleet, can become a reality? And now that you have chosen to abandon your entry into the fleet for service, will it develop into an unknown possibility?

All of this was his baseless inference, and he hadn't thought deeply about it before, but this matter had gone beyond common sense too much, and even in his previous life, after there were many unreasonable [things], he didn't tell the Xuan brothers and sisters in detail about this matter, in his opinion, maybe the incident in his childhood was the starting point for him to become a commander, but it was definitely not a major event that needed to be traced to the end.

It's just that now, when Ao Tianjiao suddenly mentioned that incident, Hu Lai also had a ridiculous idea in his heart, but this idea needs to be verified slowly in the future, the reason and connection between the two things, he doesn't know, but they undoubtedly have a huge impact on him, after the first thing happened, he chose to rely on the power of [people], and after being reborn, that is, now, he chose to believe in himself, because

"Betrayal!"

Hu Lai felt a pain in his heart, in his previous life, he was just crazy superstitious about the power of [people], but he selectively forgot the sinister nature of the human heart. In the last few years of his previous life, after the exchange of interests between the top leaders of the alliance, when he gave up on him, Hu Lai was only lost in his heart, but his guilt for the death of his friend tormented him all the time, when the human world was full of insults against him, he didn't care at first, when public opinion began to deteriorate, just to purely slander him, he began to have anger, and finally, when waves of people took to the streets and walked downstairs, he looked at the faces that were either excited or angry, There was only one thought in my mind.

"Am I just giving up the last chance to rescue you for the sake of these people? Oh, what an irony, listen to Xuan, I regard them as relatives and friends, and they regard me as enemies! Hahaha, I don't even know who to save and who shouldn't, and I still think of myself as a savior?! Ridiculous, ridiculous! ”

In the last two years, Hu Lai was crazy, and only after getting the news of Tingwu did he regain some sanity, if Tingwu didn't return, he didn't know what kind of existence he would become, maybe he ended up crazy and depressed, but it is more likely that all those people who were previously regarded as "savable" people by him were sent to purgatory!

Hu Lai is undoubtedly smart, but among smart people, there is always some madness in his bones, since the changes in his childhood, he has been suppressing all his emotions and desires, when this depression is triggered by guilt, anger and remorse, it is very likely to lead him into the abyss and become another Hu Lai, a peerless demon who will bring endless disasters to the human world.

Even if this demon has not yet awakened, and even the deity is still under house arrest, it is not difficult to destroy this seemingly peaceful new world in front of him with his ability, at least, there was a good opportunity at that time

The opposition between the transcendent and the mortal ruler!

Before the return of listening to the dance, everyone already knew that the nine days were dead, and after the transcendent once again lost the leadership of absolute strength, although it was calm for a period of time, but, without the pressure brought by the invasion of external civilization, there would be chaos after three or five years, this is the inevitable struggle between the transcendent and the ruler, neither side can fully trust the other, and the war is still unavoidable, although the biggest possibility of fighting to the end is that both sides have suffered heavy losses, and then the two sides infiltrate each other and rule jointly, but once there is Hu Lai, who has been crazy, intervenes, He is completely capable of making the situation complex and uncontrollable, and there will be no peace in the human world.

However, all of this collapsed after Tingwu returned, Hu Lai regained his senses, and the transcendent did not dare to mess around after having an absolute leader, and the biggest guilt in Hu Lai's heart was also slightly filled in, and he finally realized how dangerous his existence was to this world, fortunately, Tingwu came back to end all this, and he hadn't seen her for a long time, see her again, just leave

"Friend, you don't seem to be in a beautiful mood right now?" Ao Tianjiao just glanced at Hu Lai's clenched hands, and knew that he was controlling his emotions, as well as his trademark little movements.

Hu Lai smiled indifferently and said, "It's okay, it's just that some things are still very messy, and I need some time to sort them out." ”

Yes, sort it out, no matter what he experienced in his previous life, it was just the past, how to do it now is what he needs to consider, in this life he will no longer be the self-righteous person, in this life he will live for himself, he will improve his strength, at least he must reach the height of the nine days in his previous life in order to save his life when the ruins invade, and the lives of those who should be saved, as for those useless people, what do I have to do with it?

At this time, Hu Lai is like coming from one extreme to the other, even if he can usually talk with others with a smile like an ordinary person, but his bones are full of indifference, indifferent to the gains and losses of others, and even the life and death of others, even if he doesn't want to admit it, deep in his heart, the thick anger still can't be dissipated, this is not because of his own retribution, but because it is his own stupidity that sacrifices the people who are really worthy of his maintenance, but leaves a group of scum! Even if they are just being used, he still can't let go of the best friend he abandoned, not so much resentment towards others, but for himself in his previous life, full of hatred, which is also the most difficult knot for him to untie.

Therefore, he does not want to follow the old path of his previous life, but chooses to strengthen himself, as long as he can reach the height of the nine heavens in his previous life, before the invasion of the ruins, even if he can't help humans, he won't help humans resist the invasion, he can also let the people he wants to protect live safely and happily under his wings!

This is Hu Lai's lifelong wish, and on the premise of realizing this wish, he also wants to solve another puzzle left by his previous life, that is, extraordinary technology!