This is the second time I have come to the hospital this year, the first time was in Nong'an and this time it was in Fuzhou. Fuzhou General Hospital is a military hospital, and the number of patients in the hospital in my small county town naturally cannot be compared with here. Looking around, the inpatient department is densely packed with people, the beds in the main hospital are not enough at all, and the corridors are full of simple beds.

When I showed up in the inpatient department, many people looked at me with a kind of surprise, and it seemed rare for ordinary people to visit patients with carnations, lilies, daffodils and other flowers, roses, and bright red.

Su Daniu took me to the nineteenth floor with a familiar car, which was much quieter than the hustle and bustle of the surgical inpatient department downstairs. However, it has a very heavy and oppressive atmosphere. Almost all of the patients were bloodless, and one by one they shook before my eyes, like the white impermanence of the underworld.

Su Daniu took me a few turns, and finally stopped in front of a single room, pointed to the sign outside the ward, and said, "That's it." ”

I glanced at the sign on the right side of the ward, and the three words Han Luxue deeply stabbed my eyes.

The door was ajar, and I was standing at the door and didn't know whether to knock or not, when I suddenly heard a slightly hoarse middle-aged man's voice from inside: "Xiaoxue, you've been staring at the computer for more than an hour, it's time to rest." ”

As soon as the man's voice fell, the voice that was familiar to me finally sounded: "It's okay, I'm not tired yet." Dad, Dad, come and see, this is my senior, isn't it handsome? Hurry up, his killer move, Rakshasa three styles! ”

"Well, handsome, very handsome." The middle-aged man said softly with doting in his voice: "Xiaoxue, you really have to rest." Otherwise, if you don't look beautiful in the future, your seniors won't like you. ”

"I ......" Xinxin's voice was filled with sadness: "Dad...... Do you think I really have a future? Hehe, don't look at him now, I won't see him for a long, long time in the future. ”

"How so?" Hearing Xinxin say this, tears welled up in my eyes almost all at once, and I calmed down my emotions, and I didn't care whether it was polite or not, and gently pushed the door open.

"You're—" A middle-aged man stood in the ward, slightly stunned when he saw me.

Instead, a middle-aged beautiful woman next to him stood up, nodded to me, and then smiled at Mandala and Su Daniu: "Miss Li, Miss Su, you are here." ”

"I remember!" Without waiting for the mandala to speak, the middle-aged man suddenly patted his head, and then excitedly pointed at me and said to his heart: "Xiaoxue, who do you see coming?" ”

"Senior?" In fact, Xinxin had already seen me, and when she saw me stepping in, Xiao Nizi got into the quilt and covered her head.

"Xinxin, what are you doing here?" I nodded to the middle-aged man, then walked to the head of the bed of Jun Xin and said with a wry smile: "Am I so scary?" ”

"Woo woo, of course not!" Junxin's voice came out of the quilt: "Senior, I'm too haggard now, you will be disappointed when you see me!" ”

"Who said that?" I try to make my voice as sincere as possible: "Xinxin is the most beautiful and gentle girl I have ever seen, so I will not be disappointed!" ”

"Really?" A crack was exposed in the quilt of the concubine's heart, and she looked at me secretly.

"Of course!" I handed over the fiery rose: "If you don't accept it, then I'll give it to Su Qin." ”

"No way!" Concubine Jun Xin seemed to be startled, and lifted the quilt: "I know you like Sister Su, but if you want to send it, you have to wait for me to leave!" ”

My heart suddenly soured, the original black long hair of the concubine on the hospital bed turned yellow, her eyes were deep-set, and her little face was even extremely white! I really can't give myself two mouths, in fact, I have already found out that Xinxin's face is wrong, but I haven't thought about leukemia from beginning to end! If I had given her a little more care and reminded her to check earlier, things might not have ended up the way they are today!!

"Xinxin, what stupid thing are you talking about?" With a smile that I thought was handsome, I sent the rose forward again, and said with a smile, "Isn't it just anemia, it will be cured soon." If the medical level of Fuzhou is not good, let's go to Beijing and Shanghai, and if Beijing and Shanghai can't do it, we will go abroad! In short, you have to recover your health as soon as possible, my Heavenly King Gang and Jinyiwei are still waiting for you to help me! ”

"Hmm!" Maybe I knew that I was lying, but the concubine didn't expose me, she looked at the bright red roses happily, and chuckled: "Senior, are you courting me?" ”

"Of course!" I peeked at Xinxin's parents, and saw that they didn't have anything special, I first nodded solemnly, and then my head was congested for a moment, and I knelt on one knee with a rose in my hand, just like those marriage proposal plots on TV, I said heavily: "Xinxin, be my girlfriend, okay?" ”

The whole ward was silent for a moment, perhaps knowing very well in my heart that if it weren't for her illness, I'm afraid I wouldn't have made such a move in this life, and if it weren't for her illness, I'm afraid we wouldn't really have anything to do in this life.

A thick sense of loss flashed in Xinxin's eyes, and the little sister looked up at Su Qin, and chuckled: "Sister Su, I accept it...... Hehe, will you shoot your senior afterwards? ”

"You're thinking too much." Su Daniu pretended to smile lightly: "He is like a baby in your eyes, and he is not even a fart in our eyes." Wanjun, did you say? ”

"That's right." Mandala stood with Su Daniu without hesitation this time: "Xinxin, you hurry up and take him away, otherwise we will all be annoyed to see him!" ”

"Oh, why do you say that, senior!" A bitter smile appeared on the pale little face of Concubine Junxin, and she took the bright red rose from the bed with a smile and said to me, "Although I know that you are lying to me, I am also really, very happy! ”

"Nonsense, we didn't lie to you." Standing up slowly, I didn't care about her parents beside me, sitting on the edge of the bed of Jun Xin's concubine, reaching out to hold her extremely thin body in her arms, and gently whispering in her ear: "Xinxin, I'm sorry ......"

"Huh? Did I accept you, you are very touched? The little bird raised her head and stretched out her dry little hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes: "Hehe, I cried when I was moved......

"Uncle Han, Aunt Han, Wanjun and I haven't eaten yet, and we are not familiar with this neighborhood...... Could you please take us out for a bite to eat? Su Dayu asked seriously.

"Oooh." The middle-aged man nodded again and again, and said with a smile: "There is nothing good to eat near the main courtyard, otherwise let's go farther, I know that there is a restaurant that tastes good." ”

"Well, let's go." Su Daniu nodded and smiled: "Xinxin, my sister is going to eat, and I will accompany you after eating." ”

"Okay." Concubine Jun Xin straightened up from my arms, waved her hand, and said, "Pay attention to safety, don't forget to pack for your seniors." ”

Su Daniu smiled slightly, took the mandala and her heart's parents, and gently closed the door for us when she left the ward.

"Xinxin, are you tired, do you want to lie down for a while?" No one and I spoke, just hugged each other quietly. Half an hour later, I asked softly, fearing that she was too tired.

"You know, it's just anemia, it's okay if you don't exercise vigorously." Junxin's little face was pressed against my chest, her hands wrapped around my waist, and she whispered, "Senior...... I'm afraid...... I'm afraid that if I let go of my hand, I will only be able to experience your temperature again in the next life...... I ......"

"I haven't heard that anemia can kill people." I pinched Jun Xin's nose and said with a smile: "Mindset is very important for the recovery of the disease, so you have to be happy every day, you know?" ”

"Hmm!" Concubine Jun Xin looked up at me, and there seemed to be a glittering light in her eyes: "Senior, after I recover, can you put on a wedding dress for me with your own hands, and let me be your wife, and be your wife?" ”

"Nope." I shook my head.

"Oh." Concubine Junxin's delicate body trembled, and she lowered her head in some disappointment.

"I said no, it's not that I don't want to, it's that I have to ask your parents first!" I lightly picked up the chin of the concubine with my index finger, and said with a smile: "In case your parents don't agree, I can't rob my relatives!" ”

"That's it!!" Junxin's concubine suddenly turned from worry to joy, looked at me expectantly and said, "Then what if my parents agree?" ”

"Then of course I will dress you in the most beautiful wedding dress and let you be my most beautiful bride." I sketched a beautiful blueprint for my heart: "Remember when we first met? You said that you want to travel all over the great rivers and mountains of the motherland and appreciate the customs and customs of various places...... Well, at that time, I will take you to make your dreams come true. ”

"Really?" Concubine Junxin's breath was a little short, and she looked at me with longing.

"Of course!" I felt sour in my heart, and said seriously: "If you want, I will ask the doctor's opinion later, and we will leave tomorrow." ”

"I don't want to." Happiness bloomed on the little face of the heart: "I am very satisfied to hear you say this." I know that your career has just started, and I can't hold you back now! ”

"It's okay, the company has a wasteland, and there are no ways for them in the game, so I don't have to worry about it!" I said.

"Then don't." Concubine Jun Xin said with a smile on her face: "The national war is about to start, you definitely don't have time." ”

"Heart, you ......"

"Senior, don't say it, even if you have time, I can't leave the hospital now." Concubine Jun Xin kissed me lightly on the cheek: "If you want, you can take me on a trip in the game!" ”

"Hmm." Junxin and concubine Xin are such characters, what else can I say about the things she decides?

I spent the whole day with Jun Xin and Concubine Xin, we talked about games, life, ideals, and even talked about getting married and having children in the future...... At five o'clock in the afternoon, the little sister who had been tired for a day curled up in my arms, and fell asleep quietly after a while.

In the past, I never had the luxury of expecting anything to grow old or to be long, but today, I really want to pray to the Buddhas and Bodhisattvas to stop there. It doesn't matter if you can't stay, even if you can slow down a little bit, a little slower......