Chapter 162: Confide
Ning Xiaofan was honest in front of Aunt Xiang, and he was embarrassed to make eye contact with her, so naturally he didn't notice the chill in Aunt Xiang's eyes.
Ning Xiaofan sighed and continued, "Seriously, I don't know why I have this bad problem...... I remember when I was very young, I had it. I've been struggling all these years, but I don't know who to talk to. Sometimes, I have a bad habit for myself, and I can't sleep night after night......"
With the beginning, Ning Xiaofan seemed to have found someone to talk to, starting from when he was a child, starting from the first time he saw the bra of the aunt in the welfare home drying in the courtyard
As he spoke, his tone became low, very decadent, very depressed, and his eyes showed a look of confusion and distress from time to time......
At the beginning, when Ning Xiaofan was talking about the process of her fetish, there was still a cold light in Aunt Xiang's eyes from time to time, but as she listened, her gaze gradually softened.
From his low, frustrated tone, she could feel his confusion, his hesitation, and his deep distress.
Later, Aunt Xiang was completely immersed in his narration, and in her mind, the scene of a skinny toddler stealing an aunt's bra from a welfare home always came to mind.
At that time, how old was he, how old was he, what did he know about such a young child? And how can you become obsessed with a woman's bra? Perhaps, what he is obsessed with is not a bra, but his mother's **...
After Ning Xiaofan finished speaking, although the long-hidden secret in his heart was released, he was still hesitant, and he didn't know how to overcome the bad problems he had since childhood.
"Aunt Xiang, am I bad? Is it the kind of pervert you say? I...... I don't want to do that, but sometimes I just can't control myself, what should I do? What to do......"
Ning Xiaofan muttered in his mouth, the secret that had been buried in his heart for many years was vented, but it could not relieve the pain in his heart, and there was already a faint mist in his eyes,
He wanted to cry happily, but he didn't want Aunt Xiang to see his weak and tearful side, he covered his face with both hands, trying to stop his tears, but how could he resist the out-of-control emotions that had been suppressed for many years of helplessness and pain.
His shoulders kept shaking, and the hand covering his face could no longer hold it down on the hundred ways to die of the concubine.
He cried, although he covered his face and didn't make a sound, but Aunt Xiang could feel that he was crying sadly.
In Aunt Xiang's impression, although the young man in front of her looks very shy and sven, he has always been very optimistic, giving people a very sunny feeling, but such a sunny and optimistic little man will cry so sadly in front of him.
His silent crying was so painful, so helpless, it made her heart tremble, and at the same time, it also made her heart rise with a touch of inexplicable pity.
The poor child Aunt Xiang's nose was sour, she sighed softly, moved her delicate body lightly, stretched out her hands to wrap her hands around his shoulders, gently took him into her arms, and comforted him softly: "No, Xiaofan, you are not a pervert, it's not your fault, really, it's not your fault, if you want to cry, cry out loud......"
Listening to her gentle words and feeling her warm embrace, Ning Xiaofan seemed to have found a place to vent his emotions, and the tears in his eyes couldn't be stopped, and he buried his head in her arms and cried happily......
After a long time, Ning Xiaofan gradually stopped crying, and after a hearty cry, the emotions that had been pent up in his heart for too long were vented, and his mood gradually calmed down.
His mouth and nose were buried in her pair of towering **, and a rich fragrance filled the mouth and nose, but he did not have the slightest sense of charm, on the contrary, this fragrant mind made his heart warm, indescribable comfort, indescribable peace, he wanted to keep it like this, forever......
However, Ning Xiaofan soon felt a wetness in Aunt Xiang's warm arms, sticky, with tears, and even snot.
Ning Xiaofan was slightly embarrassed, slightly reluctant to leave her embrace, raised her head, and said with a smile: "I'm sorry, Aunt Xiang, I ...... Got your clothes wet......
Aunt Xiang looked at the tears on his cheeks that had not dried, and looked embarrassed, and said softly with pity in her eyes: "It's okay, I cried, and I feel better?"
"Well, it's much better......"
Ning Xiaofan took a breath lightly, and reached out to wipe the tears on his face with his cuffs, but as soon as he wiped it, he was held down by Aunt Xiang's jade hand.
"How dirty, I have a handkerchief here......"
Aunt Xiang snorted in her mouth, turned around and took out a snow-white handkerchief from the jacket placed next to the inflatable pillow, she didn't hand the handkerchief to Ning Xiaofan, but gently wiped it on his face.
Her movements were very gentle, smelling the fragrant fragrance of the handkerchief, Ning Xiaofan's heart was warm, and she let her gently wipe her tears for herself.
Aunt Xiang wiped the tears on his face, took a closer look, and smiled: "Okay, it's just that the eyes are still a little swollen......"
"Thank you, Aunt Xiang." Ning Xiaofan thanked him very sincerely.
Aunt Xiang smiled lightly: "What is there to thank, we are a family, and if you are so polite, you will see the outside...... However, in the future you will live in the lady's house, then...... That problem really needs to be fixed. ”
After listening to his story, Aunt Xiang had sympathy for him and expressed understanding, but she, as the housekeeper beside his wife, had to remind him.
Ning Xiaofan heard her mention her embarrassing ** thing again, and her face was a little red: "Aunt Xiang, I will change it, and please help me keep it secret, okay?" ”
Ning Xiaofan said, his face was a little red, his own problem was really unsightly.
Aunt Xiang thought about it and nodded slightly: "I can help you keep it secret, and in the future, I will try to remind my wife not to dry their underwear outside, if you can't see it, you won't think about it......"
Ning Xiaofan couldn't help but sweat, she went to remind, didn't she let her godmother know in disguise, and couldn't help but say: "Aunt Xiang, you don't need to remind, I'...... I'll keep my hands in check. ”
"Can you control it? You've told me so much before, not when you see a woman...... Underwear, can't you control it all the time? Aunt Xiang said, her face was also a little red Chinese 1892.
"This..."Ning Xiaofan is a little short of words, in the face of the temptation of a woman's personal belongings, he really can't guarantee that he can control it, he doesn't want to deceive Aunt Xiang, so he doesn't dare to blurt out a guarantee.
When Aunt Xiang looked at him like that, she knew that he couldn't control herself, and sighed lightly: "Your bad problem is really a headache, we have to think of a way, lest you make a mistake when the time comes." ”
"What can you do? By the way, Aunt Xiang, you once said that you can help me overcome this problem, do you have any good solutions? ”
Ning Xiaofan looked at Aunt Xiang with a blank look, and while his heart was full of anticipation, a strange feeling also rose in his heart. Growing up so big, he didn't expect to be able to discuss such an unspeakable ** thing with outsiders, not to mention, he still discussed it with a beautiful and familiar surname, which was something he couldn't even think of before.
Ning Xiaofan's heart was full of expectations, but Aunt Xiang was in trouble, what she said before that she could help him overcome that bad problem was just a calculating word, and the purpose was nothing more than to know if he was really a fetish? Is it really perverted? If it was true, she wouldn't be polite, maybe she would evaporate this kid in the world, so as not to have an unstable factor in Madame's family.
It's just that Aunt Xiang has a good plan in her heart, but after listening to what he said, seeing him so hesitant and distressed, in the end, this big boy is still crying so sadly, no matter how you look at it, it doesn't look like a pervert, but like a bitter child full of bitterness, in this way, not only did she have no intention of calculating, but she had a trace of sympathy and pity for him.
Fetish sin is not death, this little man has been an orphan since he was a child, his surname is Chunliang, he fetish, how can it not be because he lost his mother since he was a child. What's more, in addition to fetishes, this little man doesn't have any other bad habits, and in her heart, this little man is still saved.
Now the problem is here, Aunt Xiang looked at Ning Xiaofan's eyes, she could feel that this little man really asked her to help him overcome this bad problem, the key is that she couldn't figure out any way to come out.
In the middle of her thoughts, Aunt Xiang's eyes blinked and said, "I can't think of any good way for a while, this has to rely on yourself, rely on your self-control." ”
When Ning Xiaofan heard this, he couldn't help but be disappointed, if he could control it, why did he need her to help him overcome it.
Aunt Xiang looked at him with a disappointed face, and also had a headache, thought for a while and said: "Xiaofan, let me ask you something, I have seen a lot of men with fetishes on the Internet, who like to collect women's underwear, you ...... Do you have a collection? ”
"Uh, no" The topic was too embarrassing, Ning Xiaofan's face was unnatural, and his cheeks were very red.
Aunt Xiang saw that his face was flushed, and her own cheeks were also very hot, but she couldn't avoid it, so she could only pretend to be casual and said: "It's good if you don't have it, then your problem is not serious, that is, you just like to watch it, or...... Or take the ......" Aunt Xiang couldn't go on, and she couldn't say anything about "playing with her underwear".
Aunt Xiang didn't say what she said later, but Ning Xiaofan knew what she didn't say, so she was embarrassed and said vaguely: "It's probably like this......"
"That'...... You just look, can't you do it if you don't take it? Aunt Xiang blushed and continued to ask.
"Perhaps...... Okay......" Ning Xiaofan replied in his mouth, so embarrassed that he wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into.
"No, maybe, do you have to answer yes or no?"
"It works."
"Really? Are you sure? ”
"This ...... See how to say it...... If it's just drying outside, I only dare to watch from a distance, and at most when there is no one, I look closer, and I don't dare to take it. ”
With the questions and answers of the two, the embarrassment disappeared slightly, and the mentality was somewhat natural, but both of them tried not to mention the embarrassing word "women's underwear".