04 Can you be friends?
A solemn and cloudy sadness precipitated in the air, and the atmosphere of powerlessness and helplessness grew stronger and thicker as time passed.
I don't know anything about the "nightmares" they mention, but it's clear that they won't be good: aggressive, contagious, and even threaten their own friends and relatives in the end.
Incubus...... What is that? Is there a return of the scourge of the dead?
"I hope Lord Kolotia will take care of his soul." Milena said in a low voice.
"Definitely." Ellie lowered her head slightly.
The atmosphere was so heavy that I wanted to say something to lighten up, but I didn't know what I could do or what to say. Just as I was thinking, "Whoever it is, notice me quickly," Milena finally remembered me: "By the way, Ellie, Bishop Furman asked me to bring you a helper." ”
"Helper?" The silver-haired girl, Ellie, looked at me with her big beautiful emerald green eyes, and then, her pupils began to dilate.
This look of seeing my favorite prey reminded me of what Milena had warned me before, and subconsciously, I took a step back: "So, that ......?" ”
"Woooooo......oo This kid is so cute! What is your name? What do you like to eat? What kind of clothes do you like to wear? Almost instantly, Ellie crouched down with the sound of the wind, looked at me with a radiant expression, and asked a series of questions, with a smile of excitement on her face.
Wait, wait, what about your grief!
While it's a good thing that my presence can bring happiness to others, now I'm already feeling threatened by the pleasure of others.
I tried to maintain my calm expression, suppressed the corners of my mouth that had been accidentally pulled, and tried to make my expression look more like a "smile".
"Ellie? You have to be moderate, the kid looks like he's going to cry. ”
"I won't be scared to cry." I immediately retorted, then turned my gaze to Ellie, "I don't remember any of those things. The name was also just gotten...... It was Colos, Milina who gave it to me. ”
"...... Kloss?" Ellie was stunned for a moment, looked at Milena, and then turned her gaze back to me, "That's a good name, it's a good name." ”
"Not to mention anything else, Koros also received the blessing of Lord Kolotia. Her healing spell level may not be below yours. Bishop Furman asked me to bring her over and see if I could help you. ”
"Huh...... Huh?! Ellie, who was squatting and looking at me, raised her head and looked at Milena with a puzzled expression: "This kid, isn't he here to be a doctor's encouragement, but a doctor?!" ”
"Where is there a doctor to encourage such a profession!" In response to Ellie, it was Milena's "dong" hand knife, well, well done.
The conversation quickly became gag-oriented, and the atmosphere was not as heavy as before. But with my ability to seem random, perceive the mood of others, that disguise doesn't make much sense.
Hawkers, forget it, since you are treated as a child, it may not be a problem to pretend to be a child by taking advantage of the trend, and enjoy a little "you can be coquettish and you can pretend to be stupid".
Sad things, especially sad things that you don't know the specific situation...... Sure enough, I still don't want them to mention it.
The rest of the time, at least on the surface, was pleasant. However, Milena still seemed to be a busy person, and it wasn't long before Ellie and I got to know each other before she left.
This room is actually Ellie's dormitory, clean and tidy, the space is also very spacious, furnished with the warmth of a girl, there are two beds, the empty one is probably my future location.
Because my arrival was also sudden news for Ellie, she didn't prepare much. Although I think the simple and clean bed is good, she must prepare some soft mattresses and the like, and she is a very kind person. Although a little bit overly enthusiastic.
"What does Kloss want to do now? Take a break or go for a walk? I'm going to go to the major regions of Sunny City to post your missing person notice, do you want to go together......"
"Looking for my parents......"
To be honest, I don't have any intuitive idea of the words "father and mother". It's better to say that if such a person appears, it will be fearful. Because I have lost all my memories and I am no longer "me", if I have been entrusted with too many things...... I'd rather be a newcomer like I am now.
However, such thinking is not reasonably permissible. I don't think anyone else can understand my feelings at the moment, but I have to. If there were people like my parents, I think I would have followed them - although at that point, the psychological strangeness would have made me very uncomfortable.
Why am I aware of other people's feelings and even thoughts? Even if I don't have a memory, I'm sure it's not something that ordinary people can have. Even after the fear of this ability being known to others, I was reluctant to mention it to others about my negative social impact.
"Don't you want to go?"
Nodding his head.
Ellie was silent for a long time.
"I don't have any memory, so I'm actually very unsettling, right?"
"It's not uneasy...... I'm calm, calm ......."
"Lonely?"
"Please don't say that about me."
"Hmm. It's okay, Kloss just needs to wait here. Ellie smiled at me, "It's okay to call me sister in the future?" ”
“…… I don't need that level of comfort...... I feel like I'm mentally mature. Although this body seems to be a little younger, it ......"
"But no one says mature people aren't lonely, right? Actually, it's better to say that everyone is lonely......" Ellie interrupted me with a slight increase in her voice. She stared at me with a serious glint in her emerald green pupils as beautiful as jewels: "A child like you, whose memory is as clean as a blank sheet of paper, is actually the easiest to attract others. If I could, please let me be your friend. No matter what the future holds, can you get your memories back, and can we continue to work together? ”
"Ah...... This one sounds a bit insensitive. I shrunk my shoulders and tried to look away.
"So, what's the answer?" And yet Ellie was still staring at me.
"Hmm...... OK. ”
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Oh, the number of clicks is unimaginably low. If that's the case, I don't even have the strength to update......
I'm going to open a new pit! New pit! This book is really a weekly update! Weekly Update! (Shake.)