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Oranges are probably really too much to drink.

But I don't know if she "said these things because she was drunk" or "I got drunk because I wanted to say these things", so I can't force her to sober up the pills. Thinking about the previous conversation with Vanessa, I also knew that Orange probably also had a lot of psychological pressure that she usually didn't mention at all.

"How do you think you can get closer to your true self?"

In this case, it would probably be better to let her speak out, right? Thinking about this, I decided to follow her for the time being, and then listen to her quietly.

Anyway, there are no things that must be done right now.

"But I don't know." Orange shook his head, and then waved his short, white and tender arm: "You see, such a body, no matter how you look at it, is it not 'real self'?" ”

"Uh...... At least mentally stay true to yourself? I replied with some uncertainty.

To be honest, I am not convinced that this answer is correct. It is impossible to separate the body and the spirit, just as the body can get drunk and lose control mentally. If you live in this kind of body for a long time, your spirit may change accordingly.

And as I said before, until now, no one has the power to return to the original world. It's almost impossible to return to the original world in a short period of time.

Not to mention mastering such power, there is not even a "possible way". The remaining game system gives everyone the feeling that they are being played with by some force that they simply cannot resist, not to mention that the current body is not the original body, and the connection between us and the "earth", that is, the real world, has become less and less blurred over time.

There are also some players who are already married in this world, and for them, the authenticity of this world is probably unquestionable, right?

I even have a friend who is married to a native and is now pregnant. If it were her, I'm afraid there would be no thought of "returning to the original world" anymore, right? Otherwise, I don't know what the child in her belly is going to think? Is it true to exist zài? Is it a false deposit zài?

If we consider it from this perspective, then I who live in this world, who stand and walk on this continent, is undoubtedly real. Both the body and the soul are real. You can feel the smell of the wind, you can smell the land, you can really touch a thing, you can feel the magic flowing slowly in your body and soul......

Which side is real?

Not to mention oranges, I will constantly think about this kind of question when I am not thinking about anything in my spare time, but I never push myself to the point where I have to come up with an answer, nor do I express my confusion in excessive means.

If you really can't figure it out, just empty your mind and read something. However, not everyone can adopt the same attitude as I do towards changes in themselves and in the world.

"As for oranges, I actually like them very much on the earth, or I yearn for such a world." Orange's voice interrupted my self-directed thoughts, and Orange's tone was not as energetic or even a little nonsense as before, but became a little soft, like a little girl who wanted to be comforted after being bullied.

"It may sound ridiculous, but Orange is actually a little yearning for this kind of life, and it's good to be able to sell cute or something within the range that other people accept, and it's good if everyone likes me or something. I want to be seen, I want to be noticed, I want to be like the high-profile magical girl protagonist in the anime - it's ridiculous, right? Obviously he was originally a boy. ”

"There's nothing funny, is it?" That's all I can do to comfort her.

Orange's tone was obviously serious, although it was a little difficult for me to accept, and this kind of childlike values and lifestyle had never been considered by me personally. But that doesn't stop me from understanding her and respecting her choice. Since this is an "impossible" world, nothing that happens should be considered "abnormal".

Of course, like those "murderers", the guys who severely affect others are different and must be severely punished. However, Orange's behavior is obviously still the most basic moderation. Although occasionally coquettish and cute, but after all, it can still be skillfully mastered to the degree of "not interfering with other people's business". Let's put it this way, if Orange is really a loli, then her storage zài is simply "dreamy" - cute, coquettish and won't willfully disturb your business...... It's a pity that it's a pervert. Ah, sorry, that's a bit of a smooth statement.

In short, this kind of orange is actually not bad. The only thing to be sure of is, does she really want to be like this?

I tried to guide her with questions.

"It's just that in what mood do you feel like this? Want to be one of those people? Or is it just role-playing? Or is it just to escape some sad thing-"

It would certainly be nice to take this opportunity to learn the specifics of the quarrel two weeks ago. I try to keep my expressions more natural and not to ask questions that are too explicit.

"If you want to pretend to be something different because you're sad about something, you probably can't do it. Do you still have to try to adjust your mentality before making a careful choice? ”

"Orange isn't running away!" Orange seemed to be a little dissatisfied with my statement, and her voice became higher than usual: "Isn't it an escape if you don't recognize your current body and reality?" I'm cute, right, and I'm longing for cute girls, so I think that's enough. ”

"Do you yearn for it, or do you yearn to be?"

……

Silence.

One question left Orange completely speechless.

After about ten seconds, Orange finally replied: "Orange thinks that 'yearning' and 'yearning to be' may be similar, and Orange also thinks that there are some things that you won't know if you don't try...... If you can't accept your present self because you're immersed in the memories of the past, then maybe it's the biggest self-deception. ”

"Oh? Since that's what you think, why don't you give it a try? I'm sticking with you. I replied in as gentle a tone as I could. What I thought to myself was, "Maybe the addiction to selling cuteness is also a kind of secondary two diseases?" ”。

Of course, I would not say this kind of thing in front of people, who are peaceful, honest, kind, and compassionate.

"Besides, hasn't Sister Kolotia always played the role of 'priest'?"

I was stunned for a moment, but I didn't expect her to pull the topic to me.

"Me? Probably not......" I shook my head: "For the time being, I will explain to you about the Holy Light, so that I can help you get through this boss." Then I can go back as much as I can. At that point, it won't matter to me that everyone forgets about the Light Faith or anything like that. ”

"But, apparently, Sister Kolotia lives in the church."

"Hmm, that's it...... I'm just looking for a place to live for the time being. ”

"Eh......" Orange's expression looked a little disappointed.

But in fact, I'm only halfway there.

"But that's just the beginning."

This is the second half of the sentence, but for now I don't want to tell anyone else about this secret.

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