The underestimate here does not mean that Qiu Gang looked down on An Yinong before, he can afford it, he feels that An Yinong, like many comrades, is working hard.

But there are many people who can do hard work, but after you have worked hard, you will be said to be a traitor, not only by enemies, not just by ordinary people who don't know about it.

You may also be called a traitor by your comrades, your comrades-in-arms, your organization.

This kind of grievance in the heart will not be understood by people who have not experienced it.

You fought for your country, you went through a lot of dangers, others don't understand you, but your comrades understand you, and you can tell yourself to persevere, because someone is fighting with you.

But the situation of An Yi Non is not, the situation of An Yi Non is likely to become, you have experienced the struggle of life and death, and no one understands you.

No one can understand you, are you wronged?

This kind of grievance, in Qiu Gang's view, is huge and can crush a person.

Seeing Qiu Gang looking at him with concern, An Yinong said to Qiu Gang: "Do you know what they taught me at that time, what is the biggest enemy of us who do latent work? ”

"Feelings." Qiu Gang said.

"Yes, it's feelings, but do you still think so?" An Yinong asked Qiu Gang.

Feelings are the number one enemy they have to face when they do latent work, and this is what many seniors will say to their juniors.

Someone told An Yinong, and Qiu Gang naturally told the comrades below, but now it seems that feelings are not.

Not being understood, or even understood, by your own people, may be the more difficult problem.

An Yinong said to Qiu Gang: "I have overcome my feelings, so I can also overcome these, besides, it's not that no one knows what I do, don't you know?" ”

Seeing An Yinong's state at this moment, Qiu Gang knew that An Yinong was thinking very clearly, and he knew that he didn't need to persuade An Yinong.

Qiu Gang said to An Yinong: "I will report the organization truthfully, I will do everything possible to help you speak, I will tell the organization that this matter was discovered by us together, and everything was completed with cooperation." ”

"No, you don't." An Yinong said to Qiu Gang.

"No, you're for the organization, can't I just say that for the organization?" Qiu Gang could not tolerate Anyi's rebuttal.

An Yinong knew that Qiu Gang was trying to help him, if Qiu Gang told the organization that he was acting alone, even Qiu Gang would hide it.

Then the organization's suspicion of itself is greatly strengthened, because there is a contradiction between himself and Liu Peng, and he may hold a grudge and kill people because of the contradiction.

But now Qiu Gang is willing to say that it is his plan with him, and it is his cooperation with him.

Together, they found that Liu Peng and Huixin Grain Bank had problems, and the two discussed this plan to get rid of Liu Peng, just to avoid causing trouble to the organization.

Qiu Gang came out to say this, which is much better than directly saying that An Yinong did it.

"Thank you." An Yinong felt that Qiu Gang was really for himself, and Qiu Gang also knew that An Yinong killed Liu Peng without telling him, and it was really for himself and for the organization.

Otherwise, after An Yinong found out, he could have told himself, and then he ignored this matter, and An Yinong would not end up like this.

Qiu Gang shook his head and said, "You don't have to thank me, although I will tell the people in the organization like this, the organization will definitely keep it secret." ”

"Liu Peng's death is death at the hands of traitors, Liu Peng is a hero, and the organization will not deny his identity." Qiu Gang said.

"It doesn't matter, as long as he dies and can't bring losses to the organization, it's okay to give him the title of a hero." Although An Yinong said this, he was still uncomfortable in his heart.

Because many real heroes, after they die, they have to bear the name of traitors.

And it may not be a time to memorize, it may be a lifetime, think about it this way, An Yinong feels that it is not worth it for those people.

But these are things that there is no way to do, and An Yinong will not feel that the organization does not announce this matter, which is to protect Liu Peng.

There was a lot of consideration for the organization, and now that people from the Soviet Union were involved, Aninong could understand the organization's approach.

"It's just that you have to understand that you are the 'culprit' this time, and everyone in the organization will know about it. The talents that the organization has worked so hard to cultivate have died in the hands of you An Yinong, do you understand what you are facing? Qiu Gang asked.

"You've said it many times, I know what I'm going to face, not being understood, being misunderstood, not being trusted, and in the end I don't even have a chance to be rehabilitated."

When An Yinong first said these words, he still looked indifferent, as if he didn't care at all.

But the more he spoke, the more nervous An Yinong's tone became, and even some trills appeared in the last word.

An Yinong knew that he didn't control it well, he smiled at Qiu Gang a little embarrassed, under Qiu Gang's gaze.

An Yi smiled bitterly and said, "Okay, I admit it, I'm not as chic as I said." ”

"I'm afraid, I don't know what awaits me at that time, I don't know when the time comes, look at today's things in my mood at that time, do I still think it's worth it?"

"But I know that now I have to do it, and now I feel like it's all worth it, and there's no going back, isn't it?"

An Yinong wants to let himself do it first, what will happen in the future, when will he encounter it in the future, and then look at today's things.

Whether you feel that it is not worth it or not, it doesn't matter anymore, because you have already done it, even if you regret it in your heart at that time, you can't change it.

When the time comes, I regret it, not that I feel that today's choice is incorrect, but that today's choice is the most correct.

When the time came, An Yinong did not explain it, but Qiu Gang understood.

The organization's misunderstanding, suppression, and even ......

may make An Yinong regret today's events and make An Yinong's heart full of hatred, but today, what An Yinong wants to tell Qiu Gang is that he doesn't need a way out, what he wants is to break the boat.

An Yinong had already spoken to this point, Qiu Gang nodded and said: "I understand, don't worry, as long as I live, no matter when, I will stand up and speak for you." ”

"Then I won't thank you." An Yinong said with a smile.

"It is I who should thank you for fighting hard and winning as soon as possible." Qiu Gang said.

An Yinong looked at Qiu Gang and said, "If I say that I am a little afraid of victory now, do you believe it?" ”

The desire for victory, what these people want most is victory, and this is not to think about it.

But An Yinong said that he was a little afraid of victory now, and Qiu Gang knew that An Yinong was under a lot of psychological pressure, because no one could explain what he had to face.

However, An Yinong immediately smiled and said: "Just kidding, victory, I've been looking forward to it for a long time." ”

Qiu Gang knew that this was a joke, and An Yinong was also eager to win in his heart, but the words of the joke contained some sincerity.

"As long as I live, this matter is not your business alone." Qiu Gang said.

"Hmm." An Yinong did not persuade Qiu Gang, because it was disrespectful to Qiu Gang.

Qiu Gang said: "I'm afraid the organization has received the news, I'll go back now to report, you said that you found a radio station in Huixin Grain Store." ”

"Then our words have a lot of credibility, and the organization should understand Liu Peng's true identity, so you don't have to worry too much about this matter." Qiu Gang said.

In fact, what Qiu Gang has been worried about is not the current thing, what he is worried about is this matter, which will bring those troubles in the future.

An Yinong said: "I understand, and Liu Peng also asked the boss of the grain store to win over Hu Mo. ”

"It also proves who they are." An Yinong said.

"By the way, the kite's code name, it's impossible to come back because of this incident." Qiu Gang felt that he had to make this clear to An Yinong.

Although the code name of the kite was handed over because of Liu Peng, and now Liu Peng has such a problem, but the code name cannot come back because of this.

"I know." An Yinong said.

"You just know, I'm leaving, the organization should be in a hurry." Qiu Gang said.

"Okay." An Yinong and Sun Xiaolong sent Qiu Gang away.

Sun Xiaolong looked at An Yinong in front of him, and An Yinong asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Engong, you said you did this......" Sun Xiaolong didn't know how to speak.

"Are you trying to say it's worth it?" An Yinong asked.

Sun Xiaolong nodded and said, "Yes, is it worth it?" ”

An Yinong pulled Sun Xiaolong's shoulder and said with a smile: "Of course it's worth it, those who died for victory, they are all dead, do you think they are worth it?" ”

"We are not dead yet, we may see victory, we may feel the joy of victory, that feeling of revelry, that feeling of national celebration, we can all experience, do you think we are worth it?" An Yinong asked Sun Xiaolong.

"Engong, I don't know the truth, what you mean is that the dead can't see anything, and the living may see it." Sun Xiaolong said.

"Yes." An Yinong said.

"It's worth it." Sun Xiaolong nodded heavily and said. It's worth it, it's all worth it.

Sun Xiaolong just listened to An Yinong's description of the joy of victory, and Sun Xiaolong felt a kind of excitement and pride in his heart.

So when it really came to that day, Sun Xiaolong felt that everything was worth it, and compared to such a grand scene, these things were indeed nothing.

But An Yinong knew in his heart that such a grand scene, such a joyful scene.

It is composed of things that many people can't see, those things that are not things.

Without these things that seem to be gloomy under the grand scenes, they will not bring out the grandeur of those grand scenes.

"I'll see, I'll see that day." An Yinong said to Sun Xiaolong.

Sun Xiaolong clenched his fist and said, "We will definitely see, we are together." ”

"Yes, we're together." An Yinong and Sun Xiaolong's hands were clasped together, and the two of them laughed.

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