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Kidnapped other people with their own ideas alone.

Pretending to be idle deceived a friend who believed in him.

No matter what the reason, no matter how I explain my actions, what I do is what I do, the facts themselves are irrefutable.

Ever since I realized that I had this ability, I kept telling myself that if I used it, I would eventually push myself into loneliness. Guarded by everyone, no longer trusted by friends, he can only wander in this world as an alien, huddled alone in an empty corner, looking at the place where he should live from afar.

It's not something I'm hoping for. However, if others learn about my current abilities, maybe only Biffin, who has no privacy about me, will be willing to stay by my side.

The being, called "Shadow", gave me more power than he could have imagined, just as he had promised. Especially with "Biffin" as an intermediary, every day I can feel a change in my own strength that is deeper than "level".

Just now, just by making eye contact, I was able to understand Vanessa's emotions, and even some of her intentions and thoughts.

Although Vanessa deliberately kept herself from thinking about it, she was still unconsciously wary. Moreover, it is obvious that when I came this time, this unconscious vigilance was even stricter than before.

The human mind is composed of a series of contradictions, but the final result can be called "the judgment made by the person", and the process of thinking should not be counted as the criterion for judging. However, when such things can be felt in subtle ways, the fatigue that can arise when communicating with people is indescribable.

If it weren't for the success or failure of the plan, I really wouldn't want to do that to my friends. Whether it's trying to use spells to probe Vanessa's thoughts, or pretending not to know, using Vanessa's trust in me.

There is no doubt that I did something wrong. At the beginning, I was planning to "bury the secret after this once", but I didn't realize that "burying the secret" was much more difficult than I thought. That's right, I think I can't control it on all levels.

Just give up.

Let people go as if nothing had happened. Isn't it easy to do that?

But......

I'm not reconciled.

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At the inn table, Kolotia finally finished her diary and retrieved it in her backpack.

Humans are still social creatures, and although Kolotia's personality is a little indifferent, she is actually not a truly indifferent person. If there really isn't anyone to chat, it will still feel a little lonely.

Staying in the house all day and reading a book, Kolotia already felt a little less comfortable.

Colotia felt that she had done it all on her own, so she didn't tell anyone, not even Hal, and she didn't express her distress in front of anyone else.

"Lord Kolotia."

Befen's voice rang out behind Kolotia.

Beffin is Kolotia's nominal maid, but in fact she is a demon who is used as a "pet" by the system and binds to Kolotia's soul at the soul level. This is somewhat similar to the relationship between a warlock and his demonic retinue, but the difference is that the relationship between Kolotia and Biffin is not one of forced summoning and accusation.

If there is any real thing to say, Biffin is dependent on the support of the Colonia in a certain way, and can even be regarded as a "creation" of Colonia. Originally wanted to save a native, Colonia, with the help of "Shadow", forcibly injected her almost infinite life force as a player into the body of the dying native "Tom". As a result, due to many reasons, it caused the production of "Biffin", which should almost be regarded as a foul.

With some original memories, but unable to restrain his consciousness, the state of the initial period of time was not even able to maintain his own personality well, and did something that would make people ashamed to think about it now (especially to make Kolotia very ...... embarrassing).

Now Befen's condition is obviously much better than before, and with the continuous supply of shadow's power, Befen's ability has become stronger than before, and her personality is more stable and independent, and she no longer needs Kolotia to be attentive to maintain it.

However, even so, Biffin was unable to hide or disobey Kolotia. Should I say that there is no free will, or is it that it is the same in the first place?

This kind of question Kolotia had long since given up thinking, and Biffin himself had never thought about it.

"Thank you."

Kolotia nodded, taking the teacup from Biffin's hand.

Although he didn't do well, Bei Fen, who has always been obsessed with the identity of a maid and insisted on practicing hard, has obviously made significant progress.

"Feeling bad, lately? Do you want to do something with Bei Fen that will make you feel good......"

Sure enough, after all, it's still a dream demon. Biffin's tone of voice instantly turned angry, and Colotia could even feel the other party leaning down and the warm breath reaching her ears

Kolotia directly hit the spirit.

Although because of Colotia's spiritual connection to Biffin, Krotia could easily tell that Biffin was more about cheering herself up at this time. However, for this dangerous creature who is in estrus from time to time in the brain and will transmit his ** content to Kolotia's mind in real time, Kolotia is already a "frightened bird".

"No, forget it......" Kolotia came back to her senses slightly, "how are you feeling now?" ”

"It feels good. I've been able to control myself...... Now it's ...... free will to estrus to Kolotia-sama! ”

“……！ Be sure not to do this kind of thing with your free will. ”

"Huh...... Yes, it is. Later, when Biffin meets Master Kolotia, she will ...... I can't help but ......," Biffen said in a weak voice and an uncertain tone, her legs under her skirt rubbing together slightly.

Seeing this, Kolotia immediately understood that she must have been tricked again. However, for this kind of behavior, which can obviously be classified as "dead pigs are not afraid of boiling water", even if Colotia knows what the other party is thinking, she is completely unable to recover her passive form.

"I can't help it!"

"Huh...... But I just want to say ...... to Lord Kolotia."

"Shut up!"

"Yes......"

Looking at Bei Fen's aggrieved face, even if Kolotia knew that the other party was actually snickering in her heart, she was still a little reluctant. Therefore, it is rare to order the other party in this way - although this command is usually very effective.

"By the way, Biffin, after this is done, let's go on a trip. That friend of mine is coming back soon......"