The night of Pi Zhang. Gu Nansheng and Akasha snuggled together, and there were only a few people in the world.

The cool wind blew layers of green waves on the grassland. The mischievous tip of the grass gently kisses their skin.

Gu Nansheng stroked Akasha's slippery back, but he felt a burst of pressure in his heart, and the haze of catastrophic change lingered in his heart, making him feel like he couldn't breathe.

"What are you thinking?". Akasha sensed that Gu Nansheng had something on his mind.

Responsibility Gu Nansheng kneaded Akasha's hand. Slowly spit out these two words.

"Hehe, how many responsibilities do you have on your shoulders? Little Akasha would be wrong, her question made Gu Nansheng a little embarrassed, he was silent for a while, and confessed: "I'm sorry, in fact, I'm not a good man."

Akasha was slightly stunned, he thought that Gu Nansheng would swear to say things like loving each of you, she tilted her head and looked at Gu Nansheng, "You said that you would do everything to make every girl around you happy and peaceful, didn't you?" ”

Gu Nansheng shook his head and said, "There are some things that can't be shared, some things can't be compensated, I don't want to find any reason for myself."

Although polygamy is normal in Duota 6, Gu Nansheng is from China in the 21st century. Subconsciously, I still feel that men and women should be equal in terms of feelings, and it is nothing for rich and powerful people to have three wives and four concubines, because those women marry him for his money, power, and fair trade. No one owes anyone.

But Gu Nansheng is different, although he is very strong, the girls around him like him without any purpose, which makes him feel ashamed.

He had subconsciously avoided seeing each other with the girls who liked him, but he also understood. It's not an option to drag it out all the time, although those girls are aware of each other's existence and have adopted a tacit and conniving attitude towards themselves. But that doesn't mean they don't mind

Feelings are always selfish. It cannot be compensated for by extra thoughtfulness and care.

Akasha said, "What about you?"

Gu Nansheng was silent for a while. Truthfully: "I kissed her."

He didn't answer Akasha's question directly, not because he didn't want to answer, but because he couldn't say it clearly.

Gu Nansheng's reasons are very complicated, at that time, he had not heard from him for three months, he had suffered too much in order to find him, coupled with Se Wen's instructions, Gu Nansheng's heart had a big wave, and later he ate cold shrimp with Jia and said with a red face, "I don't know what kissing feels like." ”

Gu Nansheng knew. It is not true that this sentence is implying that Shigoh. She has plucked up a lot of courage, if she turns a blind eye and pretends to be stupid, it will undoubtedly be a blow.

Therefore he sent a kiss to God. This made their already ambiguous relationship even more ambiguous.

Akasha smiled faintly, "You like her?" ”

Gu Nansheng shook his head. "I can't tell

Akasha frowned slightly. These three words made her very uncomfortable to hear, and she thought to herself why you kiss people?

In Akasha's opinion, men are merciful everywhere, but they are sincere to every girl around them, and it is bearable, such as playing with women. It is better to deceive feelings, then it is better to be a beast.

Gu Nansheng sighed and said, "I'm not a lover. Nor is he a born hero

Akasha looked at Gu Nansheng puzzled, not understanding why he suddenly said this, he was not a lover but showed mercy everywhere, was this sentence too contrived.

Gu Nansheng said: "You may not know my past. Growing up, I had a lot of cold eyes. My parents died when I was seven years old, and my relatives used me as a broom star."

Akasha had never heard Gu Nansheng talk about his youth, and although Gu Nansheng didn't describe it too much, Akasha could also imagine how much a seven-year-old's self-esteem should have hurt when he was snubbed and looked down upon by his relatives.

The more children are, the more sensitive they are to this aspect, and the lack of father's and mother's love since childhood is likely to have unhealthy psychological growth, if they are neglected and looked down upon again. The blow to their young spirits can be imagined. She didn't know why Gu Nansheng mentioned this, so she could only listen quietly.

Gu Nansheng sighed, as if remembering the days of the past, it is incomprehensible to people who have not experienced that kind of life in their childhood, he continued: "When I was in school, I was used to collecting tuition and miscellaneous fees, and I was named by the teacher on the same day, and the tuition and miscellaneous fees of Gu Nansheng's classmates were still not paid. When I was out of school, I was used to carrying my grandmother's imitation canvas schoolbag to watch the elementary school students who were carrying cartoon schoolbags such as Ultraman and Dragon Ball excitedly

Gu Nansheng smiled when he said this, "Hehe" You don't know what Ultraman and Dragon Ball are. ”

Akasha listened uncomfortably, these things may not be anything to an adult, but to one. For children, it is unbearable sorrow.

She hugged Gu Nansheng's waist tightly, wanting to convey her concern in this way.

Gu Nansheng squeezed Akasha's hand. These past events are very sad even now, "It's ridiculous, my biggest wish at that time was to have a beautiful schoolbag, but Zuo, I didn't ask my grandmother for it." I'm sensible though. My grandmother owed my aunt and uncle a lot of money, and it was already very difficult to eat enough, but I didn't expect that on my eleventh birthday, "my grandmother used the money she saved from the insoles to buy me a racing driver's school bag, and I cried at that time" The next day, I happily carried my school bag to school, but I didn't expect that three months

Gu Nansheng's lips trembled slightly when he said this, he took a deep breath and looked up at the sky. Akasha could clearly see the crystal tears flickering in the corners of his eyes, but because he looked up, the tears never rolled down.

"I have never carried that bag since my grandmother died, and I have always carried it with me when I traveled from south to north. My grandmother is my dearest person

Akasha hugged Gu Nansheng's body tightly after listening to him, she didn't expect this. There is such a vulnerable side behind the man standing at the peak of the Big 6.

Gu Nansheng kissed Akasha's cheek. He gently patted her satin-smooth back, signaling that she was okay.

He continued: "At that time, I was wooden and introverted, but I longed for love more than anyone else in my heart, so whoever was sincere to me, I would sincerely reciprocate, the first girl I met who was really good to me was Geng Fei, she had a good family background, she was also beautiful, her English was very good, and she was also the secretary of the Youth League Committee of the Student Union, and there were countless people who pursued her, and I was just a poor boy, she was out of reach for me at that time, and I never fantasized about anything."

"But I didn't expect her to like me, she took the initiative to approach me, cared for me, she asked me to eat together, deliberately made a lot of good dishes in the canteen, and then poured it into my plate on the excuse that she couldn't eat, she would clip chicken legs for me, and then tell me delicately that I would gain weight if I ate too much. When the time comes, you won't be able to get married

Gu Nansheng said this, with a warm smile on his face, Geng Fei was the first girl in his life. is also the girl who makes him the most unforgettable.

"At that time, my heart was like a desert, but Geng Fei was a river of spring water, and after the relationship was established, I loved her in a mess, and I was hurt by this

Gu Nansheng's expression became lonely, and his later change in temperament was directly related to Geng Fei. It wasn't until Gu Nansheng returned to Earth that he knew that it was just a misunderstanding, but unfortunately it was wrong.

In fact, Geng Fei had paid enough for him, and what he hated at that time was not Geng Fei, but himself. He subconsciously touched his waist, and then remembered that there were no cigarettes in this world, and he sighed and said, "I lost her, and I hurt her."

Gu Nansheng didn't want to think about this past again, Geng Fei went abroad because of his own incompetence. If she doesn't go abroad, she won't be toyed with by Zhao Lin, even if she still wants to leave herself in the end, it won't be like that.

Gu Nansheng gritted his teeth and said: "I swear that I will not let any girl who is sincere to me be hurt, not only because of what happened to me when I was a child, but also because of Geng Fei." ”

"I accepted Jones Incense, and I loved her because she was willing to commit herself to me on a lonely island in order to prevent me from grieving the frost, and to live in seclusion with me forever; I accepted the Siren, and I loved her because she arrived with the Praetorian Guard when the Sea Emperor was about to kill me. Not only did she confront her father, but she even challenged the belief of the Sea Clan for my sake, Queen Azhara Jr.

I kissed Ka, because in the three months since I was missing, a little girl of hers risked her life through the heart of the scourge, and in order to wait for me to reach the front, she almost died because of the destruction of the city by the black dragon, and then followed the defeat of the army, and continued to wait in Balghada. ”

Gu Nansheng's eyes became confused when he said this, "I don't want any of them to be hurt, I won't ask for affection from others." But I can't be indifferent to the feelings they have already given

After Gu Nansheng said so many words in one breath, Akasha felt uncomfortable when she heard it, and she hugged Gu Nansheng tightly. silently conveys his love.

"I'm sorry, Gu Nansheng has apologized for the second time.

Akasha stretched out her slender hand to cover Gu Nansheng's mouth. He said softly, "I should be the one who says I'm sorry."

Gu Nansheng shook his head, "No matter what the reason is, it's a fact that I don't care about it

Akasha said: "I am voluntary, I have always longed for true love like you, the only difference is that you are snubbed, and I endure loneliness, I am a woman after all." I want to find a shoulder to lean on in this world. There really is no one else who can hold up a piece of heaven for me except you

Akasha herself is one, a sixth-order powerhouse, and there are only twenty people in the entire big 6 who can make her rely on, among the twenty people, it is really difficult to find a man who can be as frank as Gu Nansheng and considerate to girls.

Gu Nansheng said: "However, what you give me is a complete love, and I"

Akasha asked rhetorically, "Is the love you gave me incomplete?" ””… remit