Silent!

Neither of them spoke again, and at the same time fell into silence, just looking at each other. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Lin Feixiang stared at Li Dai with a complicated expression, but Li Dai did not avoid Lin Feixiang's gaze, but looked at him expectantly.

Time seemed to freeze, but the scene didn't look awkward.

Lin Feixiang's expression gradually changed, he seemed to be caught in a very hard psychological struggle, and after a long time, he sighed, and then said: "Even you know that my leg is useless, and I am already a wasted person, right?" ”

Li Dai didn't answer, the words "wasted" and "wasted" sounded too serious to Li Dai, but Lin Feixiang was happy to use these words to describe himself.

"Champion? That thing has nothing to do with me anymore, and it won't have anything to do with me in this life. Why should I compete for the championship with such a waste? Lin Feixiang's eyes revealed a kind of indifference, it was a kind of insensitive indifference, as if a slave who had long lost his sense of self and was completely accustomed to being enslaved.

Li Dai pointed to his side, motioned for Lin Feixiang to sit down, and asked at the same time, "What's going on?" Can you tell me more about it? ”

"Don't you know what else to say!" Lin Feixiang opened his mouth and said.

"Other people's rumors may not be true. I think only what you say is the truth, you should have some kind of trouble! Li Dai then asked.

Lin Feixiang returned to Li Dai's side, sat down, and sighed: "It's not a hard deal, and it's not complicated, I was injured, my Achilles tendon was torn, and I had surgery, but I didn't recover, so I'll never go back to what it used to be." ”

"So you're giving up on yourself? But you're still young! At your age, you should be in the prime of your career, even if it is a serious injury, you can still recover, and you may break the world record again. ”

According to the description of the system, S-class athletes have the ability to break world records. And Lin Feixiang is an S-class athlete, so he definitely has the ability to break the world record again.

"I've heard you hundreds of times. Yes, it's because I'm still young, so why not enjoy it while I'm young! Training hard? What do I get in return? Injured again, collapsed again, lying in the cold operating room again, illuminated by a shadowless lamp, filled with fear of the future? It's better to run a few more advertisements and make a little more money while you're young, so that at least you don't have to worry about life for the rest of your life! Lin Feixiang looked a little excited.

However, in the next second, Lin Feixiang suddenly quieted down again, he lowered his hands and said in a low voice: "What's more, I will never go back to the past." ”

Li Dai calmed Lin Feixiang for a few seconds before asking, "Is it a problem with surgery?" Or is it a matter of recovery? ”

"I don't know, I really don't know." Lin Feixiang shook his head: "Even the doctor can't say why. They always say that the surgery was successful, but I don't feel it that way, I can be sure that I am not as flexible as I used to be, my leg is becoming sluggish, and more importantly, my leg is hurting, pinprick and burning pain, especially when I land, I always feel that this leg is not mine. ”

Lin Feixiang patted his right leg, and then said: "You won't understand, even if I make the simplest hurdle movement, I will feel pain, one movement, one pain, the greater the range of movement, the faster the frequency of movement, the more obvious the pain." This pain makes me worry all the time about whether I will be hurt again. I even developed a fear, a fear of hurdles! ”

"Didn't you tell the doctor about this?" Li Dai asked.

"Yes, it's useless. They would just check with cold equipment, MRI after MRI, and then look at the data on the instrument and tell me that the operation was a success! The surgery was a success, but my leg was also painful! Heh......" The ridiculous expression on Lin Feixiang's face was obviously extremely disagreeable with the doctor's statement.

"What about the coach of the national team? What about Coach Ding Jihai? Li Dai then asked.

"What can the coaches do, they are not doctors. How can I recover from an injury of this magnitude, Coach Ding has been encouraging me, but what is the use? This leg of mine is useless! I'm a wasted person, and I'll never go back to the way it was. Lin Feixiang repeated this sentence for the third time.

"So you had a big fight with Coach Ding?" Li Dai showed curiosity.

"Although Coach Ding is very strict, he has surrounded me like a father for more than ten years. He trained me for 10 years, but I know that he can train a second or third World Champion without me. But how many decades are there in life? He's in his fifties, and I don't want him to spend all his time and energy on me. Lin Feixiang's tone revealed a sense of self-blame and reluctance.

Li Dai suddenly said: "Don't always say that you are a wasted person, even if your legs are wasted, is your heart also wasted?" Don't you crave a championship? ”

"Longing, so what? I can't. If it was me in the past, even in the final of the Olympic Games, it would have been easy to win the championship, but what about me now? Can I still do it? You haven't been hurt like that, you haven't been through that pain, you won't understand. Want me to go back to the way things were, unless a miracle happens! ”

Lin Feixiang's voice changed, and then said: "You may even think that I am just deliberately making excuses, in order to avoid training, in order to continue the leisurely life I am living now. I know, you must think so, because you're not alone. ”

Li Dai was slightly stunned, he hadn't thought about it that way, he did have this kind of guess in his heart, Lin Feixiang was deliberately evading training.

The training of an athlete is hard and boring, and it is impossible to become a professional athlete if you are one who does not have perseverance. In the same way, after feeling the glitz and wine, and feeling the drunken dream of death, who wants to continue to return to that kind of hard work and boredom? There are too many athletes who lose themselves after becoming famous, and too many athletes who start enjoying themselves after becoming famous.

In the face of the temptations of this bustling world, few people are able to maintain themselves. Some people may say "I can", but the temptation is not big enough; Those who boast that they will not be tempted even in the face of a mountain of gold, mainly because no one really gave them a mountain of gold.

The two fell into silence again, only this time the silence was longer.

"With the current level of medicine, there are so many things that can't be explained by science. For example, if the turbinate is partially removed, a small number of people will suffer from empty nose, a word that is not even in medical textbooks, and the pain will be unbearable when the disease occurs. By clinical standards, the patient should be normal, and some even classify it as a psychological problem. ”

Thinking of this, Li Dai looked at Lin Feixiang's leg: "Maybe what Lin Feixiang said is true, his leg is indeed not fully recovered, after all, a torn Achilles tendon is a very serious injury, and it is difficult to fully recover." But I'm not a doctor, so I can't assess Lin Feixiang's injuries at all...... By the way, I have an idea! ”

Li Dai remembered rehabilitation massage at this time.