Chapter 42: Alienation
The following days were frustrating, He Fang returned to that state of not being close to anyone, no one in the class could approach him, and he didn't need to contact anyone.
At the same time, Li Zihao showed a very strong enthusiasm for learning, and came to Lin Piaopiao with exercises at both ends for three days, which annoyed Penny Zhu.
Li Zihao made up his mind that next time he must be at the same table with Lin Piaopiao, so he can study so hard, he doesn't have to do well in the exam, just have the same ranking as Lin Piaopiao.
Lin Piaopiao knew Li Zihao's thoughts, and her heart was even more sad, Li Zihao was like another her. So although she didn't want to deal with Li Zihao much, she couldn't bear to hit him too much. On the other hand, Lin Piaopiao felt that a son-in-law like Li Zihao was also a whim, unlike her, who used all her enthusiasm to like He Fang.
Li Zihao came to Lin Piaopiao under the banner of a gang of one, although Lin Piaopiao's own learning was not very good, but he still tried his best to teach Li Zihao everything he could.
It's strange to say, Li Zihao usually doesn't listen to lectures, doesn't do homework, and doesn't know some of the most basic theorem formulas, but Lin Piaopiao can quickly understand a little, and some places are a little difficult for him to understand, but as long as he understands, he can basically use it with ease when doing problems.
So after teaching Li Zihao for a few days, Lin Piaopiao sadly found that his master could already be laid off.
She felt indignant, why did others learn so easily one by one, but she had to fight hard to get into the middle and lower reaches? Could it be that her brain was really a little stupider than others?
Li Zihao not only sticks to Lin Piaopiao's problems every day to talk about homework, but he also blocks Lin Piaopiao at the door of the class when he gets out of school, and then goes home with Lin Piaopiao.
In this way, it is inevitable to meet He Fang, no matter how you look at such a scene, how can it be misunderstood, Lin Piaopiao wants to explain, and wants to kick Li Zihao away so that he doesn't follow him home, but Li Zihao naturally has to send Lin Piaopiao home, and his grinding kung fu can be described as the peak.
Lin Piaopiao watched He Fang walk smoothly in front of her and Li Zihao, and his gaze did not drift a little.
Her heart hurts, she really wants to ask He Fang, won't your heart be sad at all?
The system accidentally found that Lin Piaopiao's task completion not only did not improve, but fell back to the point that it was not even as good as the beginning, and couldn't help but beat her: "You're not in a hurry!"
"The old lady is not in a hurry?!There is a hairy use!Who knows what the dead man thinks every day!!" Lin Piaopiao yelled at the system with all his anger towards He Fang.
The system was frightened and whispered: "But if you don't complete the task, you won't be able to retrieve your memory......"
"If I can't find it back, it doesn't matter who I am, where I don't live ......"
The system didn't expect that Lin Piaopiao had lost his fighting spirit.
That's not going to work......
The system thought, trying to say in a gloomy tone, "Then you will be trapped in this world forever......"
"Pull down. Lin Piaopiao was lying down, his eyes rolling, not afraid at all.
This, this, this...... The system crashed...... Why doesn't this follow the plot, Lin Piaopiao can't just give up the task, the system had to think of some theoretical reasons to persuade Lin Piaopiao: "Boy...... It's always a little weird...... This one...... Don't they all say that men are big pigs' trotters...... You just, understand and understand the hoof, how tolerant and tolerant you are......"
But Lin Piaopiao didn't listen, she fell into an extremely unequal collapse mood in her heart, she put everything in it, and the focus of her whole life and future was on He Fang, as a result, people didn't care about you at all.
Lin Piaopiao thought of Gu Qinghe, and couldn't help sneering in his heart - hehe, people are still waiting for their "true destiny", and as soon as Gu Qinghe comes, He Fang will dedicate his whole body and mind to the heroine, before he was just rewarding himself with a little sweetness, it was not sincere at all......
Thinking about it hatefully, Lin Piaopiao clenched his little fists.
The cold wind poured into the wide open window, and the cool chill made the boy can't help but wrap the blanket on his body, it was already past twelve o'clock, and he usually lay down in bed at eleven o'clock to get ready for bed.
He Fang flipped through his phone.
In the album, a girl is wearing a light green Hanfu, her expression is a little shy, and the stage lights illuminate her little face brightly, which is a little overexposed in the photo.
In the second photo, he closes the distance and darkens the picture, and the girl looks in the direction of the camera, her eyes are not focused, but he knows who she wants to see.
There is also a picture of her sleeping at noon.
He couldn't describe the smart and lovely with a pencil, so he recorded it with his mobile phone, and the girl in the picture was sleeping peacefully, he boldly looked at her for a long, long time, and even wanted to comb the messy hair swept off the side of her cheeks.
I also looked at the record of their chat, she spoke very briskly and cute, with some Internet words and symbols that he couldn't understand, and there were many pictures, she said it was called emoji.
She complained that she didn't talk to girls at all, she was a "straight man", and he also searched the Internet to find out what the word meant. She taught herself to save her cat memes and send them to her, he wasn't used to it, she said that he looked cute like this, and she especially liked him so cute......
He doesn't think he's cute, it's her who is cute.
All the beautiful moments when two people get along come from her.
She will talk to herself, will talk about interesting things, will tease him, and the two of them will never seem to be awkward or boring together.
He knew how difficult it was for him to get along with people, and if he didn't have her, he wouldn't say a word superfluous, he wouldn't smile at anyone, he wouldn't talk back, and he wouldn't say anything so sweet that he felt ashamed.
He used to be like an emotionless robot, but she filled that empty heart little by little, allowing him to see so many wonderful and beautiful possibilities, and even began to fantasize about the future.
But why did I lose her......
The night wind stirred the curtains, and in front of the lit screen, the boy sat with a lonely and sad expression.
The days of strangers go by quickly, every day is the same without saying a word, but every day the mood is different, sometimes it is a little more angry, sometimes it is a little more missing, sometimes it is a little more hopeless.
When Lin Piaopiao listens to a song, every time he hears a suggestive lyric, he thinks of the relationship between them.
One day listening to Shang Wenjie's cover of "It's a pity it's not you", Lin Piaopiao listened in a daze, tears finally rolled down one by one, listening to the deep female voice that trembled gently and was suppressed, Lin Piaopiao seemed to see all his heart.
All the anger, all the blame, all the sadness...... These emotions are all because of love, and only love can support a kind girl to burn so many negative and extreme emotions.
Lin Piaopiao listened to this song hundreds of times, endured choking, and sang this song.
“......
Strive to change for you
But it can't change the emergence of reservations
I thought it would be forever by your side
It seems like yesterday
But yesterday is very far away
But I can see it when I close my eyes
......”