Chapter 022: The Old Things Revisited
"Teacher Ji Chen, see you tomorrow. She bent slightly with a smile and waved at Ji Chen in the car.
Ji Chen nodded with a smile and said nothing, which was considered to be a response to her.
After Ji Chen left, she rubbed her somewhat heavy eyelids, and immediately called Bai Yicheng back.
Qiao Wei, who was thinking about going back to take a bath and going to sleep, hummed a little song and went all the way to the elevator to the floor where her apartment was located. Obviously in a good mood.
"Vivi. Mu Nanfeng seemed to be waiting for her on purpose, and she happened to bump into him as soon as she got out of the elevator.
Qiao Wei looked at him coldly, he usually wore a "human-like dog" look, but today he looked a little sloppy, I saw that he looked haggard as if he hadn't slept for three days, and there were some visible stains on his white shirt, he was lazily snuggled on the wall of the corridor, and he was still carrying an unfinished bottle of beer in his hand.
But she didn't care about him, and even if she glanced at him, she walked forward as if she hadn't seen him.
But Mu Nanfeng, who finally waited for her, would let her escape from her sight.
"Weiwei, listen to my explanation, this matter is not ......" He blocked her with an arrow, his tone was a little uncontrollable and anxious, looking at her eyes in addition to self-blame, there was also a bit of pain and helplessness.
Before he could finish his sentence, she sneered silently, but her eyes never looked at him.
The incident in his mouth refers to the matter that binds her to hype.
"Of course I know that it doesn't matter what you do, this is the decision of Huayue's upper echelons. ”
Her attitude made his heart feel like a knife, and he took a deep breath to try to calm himself down.
"Weiwei, there are some things that I can't decide, but you believe me, I really ......"
Before the word could be blurted out, she raised her hand to interrupt him, and she looked at him with a sarcastic smile.
"The bundling hype is controlled by the upper echelons of Huayue behind the scenes, for the sake of interests, I can understand it, but there is no need for your words later. ”
When the words fell, she faintly withdrew her gaze, staggered and walked forward, indeed, even if she didn't like to be tied up and hyped, but this was the decision of Huayue's upper echelons, she was powerless, and Mu Nanfeng couldn't resist it, but maybe it was this incident that made her sober up.
Before, she was thinking that she was not the original Qiao Wei, so for Mu Nanfeng, she didn't care so much, but after this incident, she felt faintly sad, and she didn't know if she empathized with what he had experienced with Qiao Wei before.
If it was the original Qiao Wei, she thought she would never forgive him.
"Weiwei, you're still angry about what happened before, right?" Mu Nanfeng's intuition told him that Qiao Wei was still angry that he left without saying a word.
The first time they met, and even the later relationship, she didn't say anything about it at the beginning, and he didn't say a word, thinking that it was over, but at this moment he understood that she had never forgotten.
Bringing up the old thing again is like tearing open a scabbed wound again, and the bloody pain makes people dare not look directly, but they have to look directly.
She glanced at the hand clasped on her arm with her peripheral vision, and stared at the light in front of her for a long time, as if something was slowly condensing in her eyes.
"Why should I be angry, huh?" She looked at him with a smiling face, and there was undisguised mockery on her countenance.
The more she was like this, the more tormented and sad his heart became.
"Vivi, I had a hard time at the beginning. His eyes dimmed, he gritted his teeth, and finally blurted out.
In those years abroad, when he trained day and night every day, he was imagining the scene when he met her again, no matter how bitter it was during that time, as long as he thought of her, he was willing. But he imagined it countless times, but he didn't expect this scene.
Her trust in him has long since collapsed, and she was buried in the time of three years ago along with the love she had left.
He thought he could re-enter her heart, but he found it too difficult.
"What's the trouble? Because someone is taking money to force you? Or are you suffering from some terminal illness? Aren't Korean dramas all acting like this? Mu Nanfeng, I don't want to listen to your so-called hardships now. She looked at him with a smile in her eyes, and her eyes were full of ridiculousness and sarcasm.
"Weiwei, can't you give me another chance?" When the tears were about to fall, he closed his eyes for a moment, forcing the pain in his eyes back with tears.
He knew he couldn't go back, but he just wanted a chance. Others thought he was a heartless person, but he just didn't touch the wound.
The tone of his prayer was almost humble, Qiao Wei only felt sad in her heart, and even more moved, she knew Mu Nanfeng's pride, but at this moment he completely ignored it.
If she forgave him, what about the pain in Qiao Wei's heart?
She closed her eyes for a moment, her eyes cold and pulled him away from her arm.
Her heart is also struggling, but there are some things that can't go back, just can't go back. She is not the real Qiao Wei, but at this moment, she feels so depressed that she is suffocated by the pain that Qiao Wei has experienced.
"Remember the day you left?" she turned, her expression indifferent, but her eyes were lifeless and uncomfortable.
He was stunned for a moment, and the eyes that looked at her gradually became clearer.
He remembered that it was raining heavily that day, and he received an email from the North American entertainment company, Lin Shan had temporarily booked a ticket, and he boarded the plane before he had time to say goodbye to her.
As soon as he got off the plane, the first thing he did was to call her, but he couldn't get through. Because of this, they lost contact.
She glanced at him, who seemed to be caught in a memory, staring at the light in front of her with a deep and long look.
"I got my first role that day, and that day my sister was in a car accident, and that day, you disappeared, do you know how desperate I was at that time?"
The deep despair wrapped around her like a vine, making her almost breathless, and the repetition of the old thing was nothing more than a new feeling.
Tears fell without warning, and she choked up and continued: "But do you know what is more desperate? The house we rented expired, and I was kicked out penniless, and I slept in the park, on the overpass, and on the street. ”
She wiped a handful of tears from her face, and her trembling voice became increasingly excited, "Do you know how I survived that time? I almost thought about dying, but when I needed you the most, you disappeared into my world without saying a word. ”
By the end of the day, her mood had calmed down.
In the face of her questioning, he couldn't say a word.
In addition to the pain, there is only regret and self-blame.
"I ......" he covered his face with one hand and snorted at his lips, tears sliding uncontrollably down the corners of his mouth.
"At that time, I received an email from a North American entertainment company, Lin Shan booked the earliest flight, and I will call you as soon as I get off the plane, but ......" he explained in a choked voice, but his body couldn't stop trembling.
"Can't get through?" She snorted coldly, took a step back, just avoided his outstretched hand, and laughed: "Mu Nanfeng, we don't have to say anything anymore, since you made a choice without saying a word, we have nothing to do with each other." ”
After speaking, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, turned around and left.
Like a puppet without a string, he looked at her back with desperate and empty eyes, and his crumbling figure swayed before he fell to the ground.
He leaned his head back against the wall, tears streaming down his closed eyes. His heart hurt like he was going to die, was he really wrong, but he just wanted to give her a better life......