On this morning, at 9:43:13, Fang Jingyun died of illness in Kyoto Hospital at the age of 23!

At the moment when Fang Jingyun left, Tian Qi used all his strength to call out the word "Jingyun", and then fainted, and after waking up, he found himself lying on the bed, and after inquiring again, Yun Zaitian's body had been sent away by the hospital.

The scene of kissing goodbye turned out to be the last side of each other.

Fang Jingyun's aftermath was handled by his family Fang Ji and the Minister of the Virtual Department, Tian Qi couldn't help, because he couldn't accept the reality that he was already separated from Yiren, he was violent and negative, and even had the intention of chasing Yiren.

People have no will to survive, and they can't be treated with any medicine, although sedatives can make people temporarily quiet, but the old injection is not a way, just when the hospital was helpless against Tian Qi, the daughter of the virtual department's hand, Nalan, suddenly took the initiative to mention: "Let me try, right?" ”

During this period of time, Nalan Ruyi has been deliberately avoiding Tian Qi for some reason in addition to the pain of losing her best friend, and now, she took the initiative to make this request, and the three daughters such as Hongyan in the troubled times were a little surprised, but seeing that her pale face was full of confidence, she agreed.

I thought that Nalan Ruyi would have some way to persuade Tian Qi, but after she entered the ward, she only threw Tian Qi a small notebook, and said: "This is Jing Yun's diary, you can take a look, if you are still so negative after reading it, we have nothing to say!" After speaking, he glanced at the three girls behind him, and the four girls silently retreated.

"Ruyi, is it useful for you to do this? What exactly is written in the diary? ”

After coming out, Yu Xiaoyanran was the first to ask, as a public figure, she rushed over by chartered plane overnight, which naturally attracted the attention of all the media, under the hospital, hundreds of long guns and short guns were already waiting, if it wasn't for the hospital's best efforts to stop it, all kinds of reporters would have rushed upstairs. And Qi Xiaotian was afraid that the rumors would fly all over the sky, so he called even more anxiously, asking the bodyguards to bring her back within today, so Yu Xiaoyan knew that she didn't have much time to be here, so she naturally wanted to ask clearly.

"I don't know either, Jing Yun's diary has never been let me read, I hope ...... Okay, alas......" Nalan Ruyi finished speaking, let out a long sigh, turned around, and looked in through the crack in the door with them, and prayed in his heart, hoping that this Fang Jingyun's diary could have a certain effect.

Tian Qi, who was on the hospital bed, after hearing that the small notebook was his wife's diary, held the notebook in his arms like a treasure, and choked for a long time before slowly opening it.

Inside is the familiar Juanxiu handwriting, and the first page reads: "Yun loves seven in heaven!" ”

The word "heaven" shows that it was written after Fang Jingyun learned of her illness, and Tian Qi thought that she had never known that she had such a diary, and she was even more sad and blamed herself.

On the first page, except for the date, there are only a few sentences: "I don't know how I got from the hospital back to the rental house, and after I got the examination report, I was stupid." What would be me? What could be this disease......

The handwriting of a few sentences is a little blurry, and it can be seen that Jing Yun wrote it down with tears in her eyes at that time, especially what the two of them were talking about, which revealed the heartbreak and despair at that time.

Tian Qi touched his nose and turned to the second page: "Ah Qi doesn't know anything, he is tired enough to look for a job during this time, he sleeps as soon as he comes back, looking at his tired face, I don't want to tell him, I don't want to drag him down, let me hide this matter from my mother's death." But I have to make a decision, I went to the doctor today, my disease is in the advanced stage, there is very little hope of curing it, I ......"

After reaching the word "I", I stopped, and later, I believe that there are countless heartaches and pains that cannot be written!

Tian Qi bit his tongue and held back his tears, he regretted his carelessness, if he could have been more careful during that time, he would never have let her suffer so much alone.

The next few pages, just recorded her entangled heart of planning to deceive herself, from having this idea to the final implementation of the plan, a full dozen pages, full of repeated entanglement of painful feelings, on the day she finally "hurt" herself, she wrote in her diary:

"I finally did it ruthlessly, when I got in the sports car surnamed Qian, my heart was dripping with blood, and I wanted to go back and tell Ah Qi several times that I didn't want to do this, what I said was false, and there was a reason for my ruthlessness, but reason told me that if I relented at this time, all my plans would fall short, and Ah Qi would definitely follow me into the abyss of illness, he was still young, and there was a good tomorrow, I must not drag him down, so I gritted my teeth and was ruthless. It's just that in the rearview mirror, it seems that Ah Qi is leaving like an ownerless soul, and I finally can't help crying...... God, why do you want to do this? This should be the last time we will ever meet, but I hurt him so deeply......"

Tian Qi's tears finally flowed, although he had already known this from the invincible Qian Shao, but only at this time, after seeing Fang Jingyun's diary, could he deeply understand that when she got into the sports car and left, she was extremely ruthless on the surface, but her heart was as sad and desperate as herself!

The shaking hand turned a few more pages, and another shocking text appeared to Tian Qi: "I don't know if Lu Dao should say that he is lucky or what, he jumped off the Jiangcheng Bridge, he didn't die, and he was sent to the hospital, and then he was sent to Kyoto inexplicably, and the hospital actually said that he would give me free treatment throughout the whole process, although I know that Lu Dao has little chance of curing Lu, but there is still a glimmer of hope." This is the first time that I have the idea of survival since I knew about my condition, and I thank all the people in this hospital for being kind-hearted! Suddenly, I thought of Ah Qi again, I don't know how he is now? If I can be cured, I will definitely go back and tell him the truth and ask him to forgive me......"

"No, Jingyun, it should be me asking you to forgive me, I ......" Seeing this, Tian Qi couldn't cry anymore, and only then did he realize that Fang Jingyun had forcibly got off the invincible sports car with little money, and actually chose to commit suicide by jumping into the river at the Jiangcheng Bridge, fortunately......

The latter is a record of her and Nalan Ruyi's acquaintance and the process of entering the game:

"Today, there is suddenly a patient in my ward, she is a very beautiful girl, it can be said that she is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, I don't know what to do, as soon as I see her, I have a feeling of affection, I want to talk to her, but I am now a ghost, I am ashamed, I dare not speak......"

"Today I learned that this girl's name is Nalan, such a beautiful name! She is also very good, she will take the initiative to talk to me, and will give me things, judging from her things, she should be a child of a rich family, I don't know what disease she has? I don't know why she would be willing to share a ward with me? Maybe she, like me, has also been tormented by illness and has become a lonely companion, and urgently needs to find a patient, but it's okay, I mean the same thing, this is probably the so-called sympathy......"

"Today I met Nalan's father, who seems to be some kind of official, and I heard someone call him a minister. Nalan's father is very kind, looking at me like a daughter, I envy Nalan, he also gave Nalan and me a game helmet, I said no, but he insisted on sending it, and touched my head gloomily for a long time, I don't know what he said about him, but these behaviors, suddenly made me feel an unprecedented happiness, it turns out that the feeling of having a father is like this......"

"I've never played a game, and when I saw Ah Qi playing with relish in college, I never understood what was interesting in the virtual world? Nalan insisted on pulling me into the game, saying that he would be with her. I couldn't resist her, so I had to go in and try it, and found that this virtual game was not bad, anyway, it was boring to lie in the hospital bed every day, so let's play and play. It's just that when I took the name of the game, I thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to use [Cloud in the Sky] as the name, these three words are taken from the first sentence of this diary, 'Yun loves seven in heaven', and changed Yun to Yun because the doctor said that my condition is a little worse today, and I know that it means that it will eventually become a cloud and float to heaven......"

"You love me in heaven! So that's how your name came from......" Tian Qi wiped his tears and looked at the sky unconsciously, he believed that in Fang Jingyun, he would do what he said, he must be looking at himself deeply in heaven and loving himself deeply.

The content behind is related to the game, but among them, a lot of content makes Tian Qi ashamed and blames himself:

"Nalan named her game name [Nalan Ruyi], she said that the word Ruyi means to bless herself, and I finally knew her condition, it turns out that she is as pitiful as me, I hope she can wait for the right heart, not like me......"

"Today and Ruyi went to a place in the game called Desperate Valley to do a mission, and when I left, I suddenly found that a person's back looked like Ah Qi, but Ah Qi had quit the game world for me, I believe I must have seen it wrong! Alas, I don't know how he is now, but he has found a job......"

"I didn't expect Ah Qi to also enter the game, it seems that he thinks I'm negative, and has forgotten the oath I said in front of me that I won't enter the game again. Alas, it's okay to forget everything about me and start over, which is a good starting point for him. It's just that he almost recognized me, but luckily I'm now unrecognizable and managed to fool him. However, who is the beautiful girl with the whip next to him, I must have met him in the game. It's good that they're standing together, and that someone can take care of him for me......"

"I decided to help Ah Qi as Yun Zaitian, and strive to let him play a piece of the world in the game, but Ruyi heard the clues from Ah Qi's words, and asked again and again, I knew that Lu Dao couldn't hide it from her, so I could only tell her about our past, but solemnly warned her that if I revealed my identity to Ah Qi, we wouldn't even be good sisters. She had no choice but to agree, but she scolded me for being stupid, maybe she was right, I was stupid, but I was willing to be stupid like this......"

"My heart hurts so much today, I didn't expect that I would die under Ah Qi's sword, although I poisoned myself with his sword, but I am still very sad, after all, he had the idea of doing it to me for other women...... Well, it doesn't seem right, he doesn't know that the clouds are in the sky is actually me, and the fault is not him. Yes, that's it, what's more, now that I think about it, dying under his sword is not a kind of happiness for me, so why should I complain? Forget it, clean up your mood, go online tomorrow, and continue to secretly help Ah Qi, I stopped him from entering the game back then, and now, I want to do my best to assist him wholeheartedly......"

......Seeing this, Tian Qi couldn't hold back anymore, and hugged this diary that was affectionate every word, and the emotions of emotion and self-blame kept stirring, although he was lying on his back, he still couldn't stop tears like rain, drop by drop, wetting most of the pillow towel.

Outside the window, I don't know when it rained heavily, this is exactly what it is, "Tears in front of the pillow are the same as the rain in front of the steps, and the next window is dripping to the light!" ”