Chapter 43: Don't Get Lost

"From the first day of the arrival of the rain and light strings, you have lost your balance, and your physical and mental balance has deepened. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info”

Akira opened the wooden door and walked in, looking at the messy room with some surprise.

"The room was empty, and nothing would have come in, but he suddenly opened a hole in the empty room from the hole that had been patched, and now I wanted to mend the hole, but the closer I got, the more dilapidated it became." Akali whispered when she heard Ara's voice.

Araku passed the partition and looked to the side, and Akali was curled up there, like a little beggar curled up in a corner, lost, godless, and soulless.

"You're defeated at this level alone?" Araya asked, crouching down and looking at Akali with half of her face buried in her knees.

"I wasn't the one who was defeated, I was just thinking about how to get the truth I wanted to know, or a revenge that could catch me off guard." Akali shook her head and retorted weakly, her eyes always on her white knees, not turning a moment.

"Now you seem to know nothing about Equilibrium, and you are like an ordinary Ionian who thinks you are the most faithful believer of Equilibrium but is actually a false believer." Araku said.

"I've understood enough for Equilibrium, enough to be the level of understanding of Shadow Fists. You can't question that—it's ridiculous. Akali looked at him as she listened, and her eyes, which had been somewhat dull, flashed with a seemingly determined light.

"No, you're mistaken. I'm not questioning the mighty ninja of the Shadow Fist right now, I'm reprimanding Akali as the daughter of a dead mother, you need to understand that. Raka pulled off her mask and smiled a bland, sunny smile as she turned to lean against the partition in the same motion as Akali.

"............" Akali listened, burying half of her face in the center of her knees, silent.

"You seem lost, but I can understand that you are one of the youngest of the Seven Ninjas. You are under the pressure of the Shadow Fist, the sacrifice of your mother, and the aura of the supreme genius, as heavy as the mountain where the Equilibrium Sect sits, and you don't even have time to figure it out and resolve the mysteries, obsessions, and sorrows in your heart, so you pick up your scythe and swing it in the chaos and shadows, you are tired and your time is pressing. ”

"It's like if you compare yourself to an empty room, the dilapidated hole is not filled in time, but only filled with a piece of paper that looks like a sturdy and heavy plank. But it's too late, the danger has gathered outside the house, but the hidden gap has been torn, so you are confused and gradually lost. ”

Araku put his head against the roof and said slowly.

…… With her head slightly on one side, Akali pulled out the long hair that sat under her buttocks.

Still silent, she didn't want to talk to anyone now......

But she couldn't bear to drive the wilderness away, for he was saying what she wanted to hear and what she didn't want to hear.

"But, kid." Araku quickly turned his face just in time to catch Akali's gaze as he looked at him.

His eyes met, he smiled slightly, and said: "You should understand that your mother's death is a great sacrifice for the balance of the world, although your Shadow Fist is indeed close to your head because of your mother's merits, but you must also understand that from that time, when you stood out and stood out among the many genius believers, you were already qualified to be worthy of the 'Shadow Fist', and now you in front of me, you in the Balance Sect are a veritable Shadow Ninja wielding double scythes, If your mother's spirit can know everything about you now, then she will be proud of you, regardless of anything else, not even as a mother's love, she can just be a master and have the supreme sense of honor for her own apprentice, you are her pride now. ”

"But, you must understand that your current gradual loss has disappointed her, and even me, you are one of the three ninjas' "Shadow Fist", if even you have lost your balance, then where is the face of the way of equilibrium? Where is the face of the master? And even where is the face of the Ionians? ”

Although Ara's tone was tender with concern, the words were like a sword blade dagger of reproach and spurning that pierced Akali's tired and sad heart again and again.

Feeling very blocked in her heart, Akali was a little ashamed to hear it.

The red-clothed ninja next to him was not wrong at all, he was the "Shadow Fist", one of the few powerful beings in Ionia, one of the spokesmen and executors of the Balance Sect, and he would be so embarrassed by his own memories?

If my mother is still alive, seeing myself like this must be another punishment of a leather whip and not being allowed to eat, right?

But how can the truth be revealed?

After that, what should we do with the source of the demonic energy, Shiyu and Light String?

What was the cause of my mother's death?

The same demonic spirit, revenge?

What I suspect most now is that the one who signed a contract with Shiyu Qingxian is the Ghost-faced Spider.

However, Shiyu Qingxian is talking about a "demon god", and it is obvious that the ghost-faced spider is not enough to be called a "god" either a few years ago or a few years later.

But what is the reason for this rich and incomparable similarity of almost 100%?

Even if not, there must be something to do with it.

Not again......

Akali pondered for a long time, rubbing her face against her smooth knees, her hands scratching her hair to make it messy, just as she was feeling now.

Caught in a dilemma, Akali's self-defeating movements were seen by the absurd, and she stretched out her hand and gently grabbed Akali's wrist and said, "Don't get lost, Akali."

"Don't get lost...... Waste, if you are me now, how do you do it? As a balanced believer, do your duty without a "stain", or do you want to be a girl who wants to seek the truth about her mother's death and get the whereabouts of the murderer? Akali smiled miserably, looked up at the absurd, and said.

“…… Listen, I'm a believer in the way of equilibrium, but isn't it a new attempt to break the balance that comes from behind? Since the master didn't say anything to you, is he acquiescing? None of them said anything to you, did they? Aramaise said.

Akali raised her eyebrows hesitantly, blinked, and asked hesitantly, tentatively, "What about ...... What about you? ”

"The so-called equilibrium is not blind obedience." Said with a ridiculous smile.

As the other party spoke, Akali turned her head sideways and took a few deep breaths, then turned around and said, "Thank you, Ara."

"Nothing."

"But will you let go of my hand first?"