Section 30 Chicken Soup for the Soul with a Thousand Stones (8)
The child's unusually serious expression surprised Haixin, but in the end she laughed it off, and said jokingly: "You mean he has changed? A few days ago, my father had been hiding alone in the piano room, and when I saw that he ignored me, I drew a lot of pictures of him as ugly and ugly, and stuffed it through the crack in the door to anger him. If I had been so angry with him before, he would have jumped out and opened my ass. But until he came out of the room, he didn't even look at me. No matter how much I mess with him these days, deliberately making him angry, he doesn't say beat me, and he doesn't even scold me. And, "Speaking of this, the little broken child's eyes suddenly turned red, and then tears poured down his face.
"And Dad also said that he wouldn't beat me again in the future, scolding me~~~~(T⌓T)~~~~!"
"He doesn't beat you or scold you, isn't it good to be like other children's fathers?" Haixin didn't understand.
"But that~that~ is not the father of the broken child!" The little broken child was still crying just now, and Haixin howled and cried when he was so comforted.
"......" was usually beaten by Kang Lele, and he never saw him cry so sadly, until he looked at the child's crying and weeping at this moment, Hai Xin understood why he asked, "Is Dad never coming back?"
」。 In fact, Qu Lan also said something similar in the small restaurant that day. "How deep is the despair he's in this time!
Maybe only this time, no matter how much we stretch out our arms, we can't pull him out~" In her opinion, giving up may be a relief, but for Kang Lele, a place in the conservatory is the reason why he is still him, the last straw that remains.
That's why he desperately clung to it, no matter how vain and even despicable. But because of her so-called kindness, she is now abandoned like nothing.
This decision seemed so easy, but in fact how desperate he was in his heart.
"It turned out that dropping out of school was not to say goodbye to my former self, but to give up. "Farewell is for a long journey.
Only those who choose to start another journey will say goodbye. So his choice was, give up. Because only giving up is not beginning.
He chose to end it completely. She is the only one who can't see the truth and doesn't know it, because only she cares about how to make herself feel at ease?
Even if her apology was sincere, she didn't really care about Kang Lele's life or death at all, and she didn't put herself in his shoes.
They grew up together, but in fact she didn't know him much more than a stranger, because she was always stingy with the effort to make it.
Thinking of this, the 'Chicken Soup for the Soul', which I thought was clever, quickly became tasteless.