Chapter Two Thousand and Twenty-Nine

In a sense, having the courage to face death and being able to face it calmly are two completely different concepts in themselves......

Having the courage to face death represents a person's willpower to overcome it......

To put it simply, such a person is not afraid of death, but has restrained the will to fear death in his heart, and restrained the fear of death in his heart......

No, to be precise, they are very afraid of death, but they are also very afraid of living, and in an instant, when their fear of survival far exceeds their fear of death, they will take the step of suicide......

Of course, generally speaking, unless the patient is very depressed, even if the average person has a suicidal impulse, it often only takes a very short period of time to subside naturally......

For example, people who commit suicide by cutting their pulses will terminate their suicidal behavior because of pain, for example, people who commit suicide with sleeping pills will call an ambulance to send them to the hospital for gastric lavage after calming down, for example, people who commit suicide by jumping off a building, as long as they don't take the first step, then it is basically easy to give up the decision to commit suicide, and they can't stand on the roof of the building, and many times it's just because of their self-esteem. Death is naturally a hundred, but if there is no death, then the situation is completely different, a person who fails to commit suicide is usually easy to become the focus of attention, such a person, and usually not a positive image......

Especially for people who cause a large number of onlookers, the self-esteem in their hearts will make it difficult for them to let go of their psychological baggage easily, but in any case, once they decide to give up suicide, they will basically not have similar thoughts in the future......

Of course, people like people with severe depression, once they decide to commit suicide, it is basically difficult to recover, because deep down, he has already made a decision and has been deliberated for a long time......

In fact, the vast majority of suicide people in this world, their suicide is actually not the so-called courage, because what drives them to commit suicide is not their bravery, fearlessness and selflessness, but from their disgust for survival, the more tired they are of living in this world, the more they will want to die!

To put it simply, they fear living more than they die!

They feel that death is a greater pleasure for them than life, and they see death as a kind of relief......

And those who really have the courage to face death will not have such a concept......

People who really have the courage to face death, in their cognition, the meaning of survival is greater than death, they choose death, not out of fear of survival, but out of a belief, a belief, when they work hard for their beliefs, they will have infinite courage, for their beliefs, they can give their lives without changing their faces!

They are not fearless of death, but they have the courage to die for their faith!

Just like in many religions, there are always some fanatical believers who are willing to sacrifice everything and even their lives for their religion and beliefs!

In the same way, before the establishment of the country, countless martyrs did not hesitate to throw their heads and spill their blood for the country, motionless in the flames, silent under torture, they are not afraid of death, they are not yearning for a better life, they do not want to live, but the faith in their hearts makes them have enough courage to face their fear of death!

However, having the courage to face death does not mean that you are not afraid of death, it is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, and it is a very difficult thing to overcome this fear of death......

And people like You Yue, who can face death calmly, can be said to be very rare......

In fact, there are times when death itself is more terrible than death......

To give a simple example, people who die from a terminal illness are usually more painful than those who die from a car accident......

Because death in a car accident is usually only a matter of moments, but people who die of a terminal illness will go through a long waiting process for death......

In this process, the torment in the heart of the terminally ill patient is very great......

The most important thing is that this torment not only acts on the patient himself, but also on the family members of every terminally ill patient, so that everyone is completely immersed in negative emotions for a long time!

In fact, even people who are not particularly close to the patient himself, even ordinary friends and colleagues, after learning such news, will more or less have some sad thoughts in their hearts, and many people will go to the hospital to have a thorough examination of their body, worrying that their body will also be in condition......

This is also the great fear that comes before death!

Death itself is frightening, but there may still be some gap compared to the suffocating fear that preceded death......

The reason is simple, death is always a momentary thing, no matter how painful, in the end it is only a moment......

But the terrible sense of oppression and fear that comes with death before death is a real thing, and the longer the process, the more intense the fear of death becomes......

Everyone has to die all the time, but knowing when you're going to die and not knowing when you're going to die are two completely different experiences!

People who don't know when they will die can live happily all the time, even if they are old, they can also live a healthy and happy old age, but those who know when they will die will definitely have worries because of this, and they will always think about how to avoid death, and their hearts will always be surrounded by negative emotions......

Just like a terminally ill patient, the doctor said that he can live for up to three years, which usually means that the patient will be in torment all the time in the next three years, even if the condition improves, it does not mean that he will be able to recover......

In such a state of mind, it is naturally difficult to have a good mood......

In fact, many people in reality may not live past three years, car accidents happen every day and every moment, and every day in the three years, people may die for various reasons......

But the fear in the hearts of people who die in a car accident, and the influence on their family and friends afterwards, is far from being comparable to the influence of a terminal illness......

This is also the so-called great terror between life and death, death is terrible, but the transition between life and death is even more terrifying!

Many people have the courage to face any danger, the courage to give their lives when death comes, and they can do the same!

But when death approaches them in a slow manner, when death is destined to come, but when it moves forward slowly, the sense of oppression and suffocation is a hundred times more terrible than death itself!

In fact, many of the people who betrayed the revolution under torture actually had the courage to face death in the first place, and if the enemy used death or betrayed the organization to make them choose, many people would have enough courage and will to choose death rather than betray the organization......

But when the enemy begins to use all kinds of torture and the use of family friendship and even love to shake their will, they may give in, and in a sense, the various criminal laws themselves are more terrible and more emotionally vacillating than death......

Just like Zhu Ziming, the security officer in the bright sword, in fact, when he was first captured, he was actually loyal, but after facing the torture of torture experts, he finally collapsed, and the reason for this is that he himself is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of the endless approach to death in pain, but he cannot be freed......

The same interrogation, the same interrogator, different interrogators, often have different results, in the process of interrogation, torture is the most basic point, but clever interrogation, is different, sometimes, some tactics to attack the heart, often than torture itself, can have a more effective effect......

Since ancient times, it has been difficult to die only!

The death here is not about death itself, but about the process of facing the inevitable death......

In this state, the negative emotions in the heart will be magnified to the greatest extent, making people become loveless, it is difficult to raise the interest to do anything, even if it is to do something that interests them, as long as they think of the coming of death, their hearts will be instantly filled with pain, and they will not be able to extricate themselves for a long time......

Even many people who are terminally ill and choose to take revenge on society in despair have similar reasons, because they know that they can't live, and all those who see a good life will naturally have a kind of resentment from the heart......

In a sense, people who can calmly face death even though they know that they will die are only a minority in this world after all......

And You Yue, there is no doubt that such a person!

Of course, he is not a proletarian fighter, nor is he a man with ideals and beliefs......

However, he is a very ego person!

He can pay any price for self-realization!

Among these costs are their own lives!

Don't say that he just gave his life in a dreamlike world, even in the real world, he is willing to give up his life for his true self!

This mentality, in essence, is actually biased towards those who choose to become non-mainstream for the sake of ideals, so as to crawl around in society, they can not care about wealth, fame, social status, and other people's views on themselves for their own rationality, just for the ideal, that's all!

Yes, that's all!

You Yue is not such an idealist, but he is very proud, so proud that he will never allow himself to spend his life in chaos, he would rather see the real and cruel time, than live in fantasy forever!

For him, anything that blinds his will must be broken!

No matter what the cost, it is!

In an instant, You Yue's limited thinking went through a high-speed operation, and in the next moment......

The sharp gear cut through Yuzuki's body!

The pain struck!

At this moment, You Yue could clearly feel that the high-speed rotating gears were constantly cutting his body, and his skin, flesh, and bones were being cut off layer by layer......

And at this moment, at the moment when the pain invaded, You Yue's mind was surprisingly calm, he still closed his eyes tightly, looking for the power in his heart!

He is convinced that at this moment of facing death, he will definitely find his inner memory and strength!

In just an instant, his body was cut!

Start at the waist and split in two!

Yes, split in two!

The sharp frisbee cut through You Yue's body in an instant, and divided You Yue's body into two parts!

When the upper body was still suspended in mid-air, the lower half of the body had already fallen to the ground like broken catkins......

The breath of life is gradually extinguished like a candle in the wind......

Death strikes in an instant!

And almost at the same time, You Yue's mind instantly became violent!

Fragments of memories surged up frantically from You Yue's mind......

It's like one photo after another jumping at high speed!

At the same time, You Yue's memory and common sense also began to recover continuously, and a thought almost instantly appeared in his mind......

Is this what it feels like to be a marquee?

Legend has it that before death, everyone will quickly look back on the life they have experienced, the bits and pieces of their life, the various people they have met, and the various things they have experienced will flash in front of their eyes as quickly as a marquee......

And at this moment, You Yue had such a feeling......

The fountain of memories that gushed out completely occupied You Yue's consciousness almost instantly!