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Human beings are very strange creatures, and they always like to be around people who are more compatible with them.

Asuna's words, she is the kind of girl who will not be willing to succumb to someone's feet, and then the reason why she chose to stay by Wu Lingfeng's side is because she found an existence in him that matched herself.

People like to bury their secrets in the deepest places, not to let their secrets be seen, not to let their vulnerabilities be discovered, not to let the strong appearance they have built up be stripped away, and they are always disguising themselves, because they can't live without this.

In the midst of hesitation, people's favorite thing is to cover up or forget this hesitation, and then define a better position for themselves, hypocritical life, there is no way, fragile people need to be able to have the courage to survive.

When trapped in the world of SAO, Asuna was hesitant at first, but in the end she threw away this hesitation, and then set a goal for herself: "Even if you lose to monsters and die, you don't want to lose to this game and this world."

In SAO, Asuna thinks of a quick strategy for the entire world, and then escapes from the world, sometimes even forcing others to fight together.

However, when she was reincarnated in this world, she saw a so-called sense of happiness from Wu Lingfeng's body, Wu Lingfeng's harmony with the people around him made her feel that she might be too impatient, instead of struggling in this world, it is better to enjoy this world, the philosophical thinking of life is like this, instead of wandering helplessly, it is better to experience this beautiful world than to be happy.

Asuna's heart knot was opened by Wu Lingfeng. So she also had to pay tribute in return and help Wu Lingfeng open his world.

Although Wu Lingfeng is very strong on the surface. Whether it is facing various things in the outside world or his attitude towards the people around him, he has done a very good job.

But Asuna knew it. Wu Lingfeng was hiding the fear, uneasiness, and hesitation in his heart, which was not brought to him by this world, but he had it himself.

"Don't run away anymore, or it will become your eternal fear!" Asuna said to Wu Lingfeng.

"Escape from what? I don't understand what you're talking about, it's so late, let's go back, really, what nonsense? Wu Lingfeng pushed Asuna's body away and walked forward.

"You coward. Cowardly fellow, is it your ideal to run away from yourself like this? A person, no matter how dirty his past is and how bright his future is, but he is always him, the past and the future are him, these existences constitute the person itself, you choose to abandon your cowardice, and leave your own strength. Are you denying yourself? Asuna said loudly.

Wu Lingfeng suddenly turned around angrily and said, "I didn't deny myself, but you guy, for the master who summoned you, you don't want to stay here and leave." I don't need to! ”

"Speaking of your sore spots? But if you keep this pain in your heart, it will become your eternal fear, even if it is suppressed now and does not burst out. One day you too will be swallowed up by this darkness of your own. Asuna said seriously.

Wu Ling walked up to Asuna angrily and stared at her with wide eyes. said, "I tell you, no." I'm so good now, the most genius divine bloodline in the whole continent, and there are so many powerful people around me, and there are so many people who love me, how can I ......"

"Smack......

Asuna immediately gave Wu Lingfeng a slap in the face, interrupted Wu Lingfeng's words, and said: "This is just the perfect appearance that you are trying to maintain, your heart is actually fragile, come, if you have any pain, you can confide in me, I will be a good listener for you." ”

Wu Lingfeng sighed heavily and said, "You see it? ”

Asuna nodded and said, "Well, you were completely involved in the battle and didn't show up, but in the last few days of stability, you have often been stunned, maybe other people think you are too tired, but I don't think so, well, maybe I have been in this state before, so I understand you......"

"Isn't it okay to keep hiding? I'm living a very chic life now......" Wu Lingfeng said in a self-deprecating tone.

"Come, talk to me, it's very uncomfortable to hold it in your heart alone, although I don't understand your past, but I'm a good listener." Asuna sat on the grass and said, while patting the place beside her with her little hand and motioning for Wu Lingfeng to sit down.

"Hmmm......"

Maybe it's because the pain in his heart has been holding back for too long, Wu Lingfeng also wants to find someone to talk to, but he hasn't found the right person, no, or he doesn't like his embarrassed appearance to be seen by other girls.

"Do you know the way? In fact, when I came to this world, my heart was faintly excited and happy, leaving my family, friends and everything on earth, and suddenly I felt like I had been reborn, I felt free, and my life was brighter.

From the time I was born, my mother was gone, and the aunt in the neighborhood said that my mother was suffering from a difficult labor and hemorrhage when she gave birth to me...... When I can remember, seeing other people's children with their mothers alone makes me feel a lot of pain and loneliness.

Dad loves his mother, so he didn't marry any more women, but do you know the truth? Every time I faced my father, his eyes were silent except dead silence, looking at my figure without any emotional fluctuations, going to work outside the construction site every day, and then returning home drunk......

I started to be self-reliant when I was five years old, and because I didn't want to go hungry, I learned to wash dishes and cook on my own...... Once I was cooking hot and my father didn't have any reaction, I had to go to the hospital for treatment by myself, hehe, I was still very naïve at that time, I thought it was my own reason, and the hot hand was caused by my own lack of good deeds.

When I was seven years old, when I went to kindergarten, I started to study hard in order to make my father happy, and I got the first place in school, and I put the two yuan of the award certificate and the automatic pen and the reward in front of my father, but do you know that he took the two dollars out of the city to buy wine, but I still think about the good place, and I think that the father is pleased that his son is capable and buys wine to celebrate......

Then in the first grade, I got the first place in the school, and put the two test papers with a full score of 100 in Chinese and mathematics in front of my father, and the notice to go to the town to take the town's outstanding student exam, but ......

But do you know the truth? What did my father do!! When I used it as toilet paper, I was suddenly heartbroken, I couldn't be strong anymore, I couldn't work hard, I couldn't smile anymore!

In the second and third grades, I was still a little more restrained, although the ranking slipped a little, but it was also the top five in the school, but gradually, the fatherly love I was looking forward to did not come, I was sinking, hating this world, hating myself, yes, I felt that I killed my mother, I should be hated by my father, and I should hate myself!!

Causing trouble, fighting, skipping class and surfing the Internet, and even I tried to force X female classmates, although the most rational reason made me not take the last step, and the reason why I didn't do the last step was that the girl had a crush on me, she didn't resist, and I couldn't persecute her in the face of such a girl who loved me......

I'm a scumbag.,I'm a bastard.,I've never had that kind of idea about girls since then.,Just blindly fighting and skipping class to surf the Internet.,The girl who had a crush on me also gave up on me.,She likes me because from kindergarten.,Seeing that I have excellent grades.,And cheerful.,Brave and strong me.,So I thought I'd get better.,But,Hehe,I let her down.。

No matter how strong a child is, what strength can he be in the face of a family like mine, I think it would be happy if there was a sudden car accident or something that killed me, so I am really happy to come to this world......

Just when I chose to forget the past, once, in a dreamy scene, I saw my father living in a hospital bed, and then he was holding a yellowed piece of paper with a dark red 100 marks on it, which was my elementary school exam paper, was this telling my father that he had been keeping it?

At that time, I felt that maybe I was wrong, maybe my father loved me, but I just couldn't forget my mother's death, so ...... So what is my self-willingness!!!

It's just a phantom, but I think it's possible that that's the truth, after all, what father doesn't like his own children?

But is it true or not? I'm afraid to go back by myself, if the scene in that phantom is fake, I might as well stay in this world, but if it's true, then I'm too happy, no mother's love, I at least have father's love, although my father didn't do anything that looked like love, but as long as he didn't hate me, it was love, and if he really kept that broken piece of 100 points of paper in his hand, then it was extremely deep father's love.

I can't tell, Asuna, tell me, what should I do? Go back or choose to be in this world, deny the past or accept the past? ”

Asuna was shocked, he, his life experience is so miserable, it is already a miracle to be alive, if it were herself, she might not want to live for a long time, yes, how to help him judge? Should I go back? If it were a normal person, they wouldn't want to go back, after all, it was a hell, a hell that devoured people.

Wu Lingfeng shook his head and said, "Forget it, let's let it continue to keep, we will make any judgment." I hope you don't tell anyone about today's events, I don't want them to know about my past......"

"Smack......

Asuna suddenly grabbed Wu Lingfeng's hand at this time and said, "Don't go, ......" (to be continued......