Chapter 47: I think you're the best

After eating, He Fang naturally took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen.

Lin Piaopiao looked at it, and suddenly his eyes were sour-this guy, every meal at home is made by himself, brought to the table by himself, eaten in front of the empty room by himself, and then cleaned up by himself, and he is at school, although he lives a group life, but he hardly communicates with others, and always goes alone.

And then he let himself go, maybe it was also related to his character, although Lin Piaopiao didn't know what He Fang thought specifically, but Lin Piaopiao knew that he was far more fragile than he seemed on the surface, girls may always have a kind of maternal plot, easy to sympathize, especially this person is still the person he likes, Lin Piaopiao has no complaints in his heart.

He Fang was still washing dishes in the kitchen, and Lin Piaopiao walked over lightly.

The cold tap water stabbed He Fang's hand a little, but he was used to it.

The waist suddenly slowly climbed up the restless arm, and then the hands were clasped in front of him, locking He Fang so that he couldn't move.

He Fang could feel the force coming from his back, it was Lin Piaopiao leaning on him, and Lin Piaopiao's soft voice sounded clearly in his ears: "In the future, don't throw me away so easily." ”

He Fang was stunned, and only replied in a somewhat difficult voice for a long time: "I, I didn't, I didn't lose your ......"

"Do you know, even if you have a puppy, one day it runs away, it hopes that the owner can find itself in a hurry, but when it finds out that the owner doesn't care about its departure at all, and the owner hasn't even come out to look for it once, it will be very, very sad. Because the puppy doesn't really want to leave its owner, it wants to go home, but it's afraid that the home doesn't need it, and it doesn't care about it. Lin Piaopiao finished speaking to herself and sighed softly.

"You, you're not a puppy......" He Fang listened for a long time before he said in a muffled voice, he wanted to hold the delicate and soft little hands, but his watery hands were cold, so he had to continue to stay still, "I'm just ...... I don't know how to say ......."

Yes, he seems to only enjoy the good, but when the problem arises, he does not know how to solve it at all, because he has never been intimate with people, let alone solve complex conflicts between people.

He will only let things continue to develop, he watched her gradually get farther and farther away from him, his heart was very, very painful, he shouted many times in his heart "Don't do this, don't do this, don't go", but he couldn't really say it in reality, he could only put on a mask of indifference, hide all his care and sadness, watching them walk together intimately, he didn't say anything, he refused to give himself time to think and a chance to grieve, he chose to ignore it directly, and then walked away.

He's an emotional coward who just sits back and doesn't want to take on bad situations.

"I'm sorry. "In addition to being sorry, He Fang doesn't know what to say, he is not the kind of person who can explain his heart clearly, he is almost as mentally retarded in this regard, he just feels sorry, he knows that it is all his fault.

What else can Lin Piaopiao say, she used to treat He Fang as a dead straight man, but now she feels that the situation is a little more complicated, his family situation and growth environment may have made him a little obstacle in interpersonal communication, and he used to be entangled with He Fang by mistake, so that he had no way to deal with himself, and was forced to communicate with himself, thinking that it was still a way to break his psychological defense.

But once there is a stimulus in the outside world that He Fang can't bear, he will still return to the situation where outsiders are not close.

Lin Piaopiao could only persuade him slowly.

She tightened her arms a little tighter: "Don't be sorry, I'm also at fault, I didn't explain it to you." ”

I don't know where you are vulnerable inside, I don't even know your growth trajectory, but I ask you to take the initiative to keep me.

"However, if you have to give up on me in the future, think more about my good, you will be a little reluctant, and you won't leave. Lin Piaopiao said a little sadly, she still couldn't get rid of the worry about Gu Qinghe's appearance in her heart, and she muttered a little pessimistically.

He Fang couldn't stand it anymore, he rubbed his hand on the apron twice, and then gently put it on Lin Piaopiao's hand.

The cold hand touched the warm and soft hand, and both of them were stunned, and Lin Piaopiao immediately held the cold big hand that wanted to leave.

She slowly warmed her hands with her own warmth, and she heard He Fang say, "I didn't think about giving up on you, and you are fine." ”

Lin Piaopiao listened in a daze, and held those hands even harder.

"I mean, I'm not good enough...... You will also be very happy when you are with others, you are such a good person, it is normal for others to like you, maybe I am not your best choice. He Fang's heart is not stable, his cowardice comes from his obstacles to interpersonal communication on the one hand, and from his extreme lack of confidence in himself on the other.

"I'm not going to let you say that! You're the best boy I've ever seen! Maybe I'...... I haven't seen many men, so you don't know anything, anyway, I think you're the best!"

He Fang couldn't help but smile when he heard this somewhat silly remark, and his heart was a little lighter.

"I, I think I'm not good, I'm not good at studying, I'm very lazy, I'm sleepy all day long, I can't cook, I'm not beautiful enough......"

Before he finished speaking, Lin Piaopiao's hands were separated, and then He Fang turned around and gently hugged Lin Piaopiao.

"I think you're the best. ”

Lin Piaopiao's eyes turned red, and her voice trembled a little: "Then you can't throw me away, I'm so cute, others won't return you if they pick it up!"

He Fang's smile deepened, only to feel that his heart was filled with emotions that were so gentle and beautiful that they were almost unreal, "Hmm." ”

This time, he really strengthened his heart.

Since the two of them have reconciled, it is naturally easy to talk, and Lin Piaopiao immediately dragged He Fang to his house.

As for her parents, Lin Piaopiao didn't care, she made up her mind to say to her parents in private: This is your future son-in-law.

It doesn't matter if this will scare the poor second elder, although the second elder is open and tolerant, he has not yet reached the point where he can successfully bear the fact that his underage daughter will bring back a son-in-law to him!

He Fang is also a little uneasy, he has a natural sense of resistance and fear of strangers, he used to treat strangers with indifference, just don't look at it, don't think about it, don't pay attention, but now it's Lin Piaopiao's parents who want to see it, he feels a lot of pressure, what if the other party doesn't like him? Will he get himself out immediately?

Lin Piaopiao looked at He Fang's silent appearance, a little understanding of what he was thinking, and comforted: "It's okay, I will tell them well, and promise to say that what you said is born with nothing, this is soft, don't worry, my parents are good at talking, it's really not good, let's make a private contract for life." ”

...... This is called comfort.

He Fang felt more and more that Lin Piaopiao's plan was unreliable.