221 will not meet a second me
The first snow of the new year has finally come to an end at the end of the year. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
This is the second snowy day after Xiao Mu's rebirth, this year's heavy snow came so quietly, so quietly, and so beautifully.
Xiao Mu, who had just gotten up in the morning, opened the balcony and just wanted to stretch out and look at the scenery outside the window, but he didn't expect to see a piece covered in silver, huh? It's actually snowing.
Xiao Mu suddenly remembered the sentence in "Looking at the Snow": The snow on Mount Fuji is about to melt,
It's the blazing warm wind blowing from the Mediterranean,
Accompanied by the whistle of the oil tanker,
Settle in the Straits of Malacca.
Light a cigar,
Drink a glass of mocha,
The island will lift its veil.
It was last night, and the cherry blossoms that I picked up fell,
Ice and snow are like a gentleman's white horse.
The pair of lovers,
About Adam and Eve in the Bible,
Staring at Santa Lucia in the gold encrust of the watch.
Pocket watches will not answer,
Just watch the petrels rush towards the fish and shrimp.
"Didn't you say okay, let's go see the snow together?"
Standing on the balcony and looking at the sky covered in silver in the distance, and the sky was still drifting with goose feathers and heavy snow, he was not cold at all in thin clothes, and he and Sanye also had such an agreement to go to see the snow together. Remember, Jiang Exi also said.
Xiao Mu stretched out his hand to watch a snowflake fall on his hand, turning into cold water at a speed visible to the naked eye, he put a somewhat red hand on his forehead, and let the snow water soak into his forehead.
Jiang Exi's coquettish voice seemed to sound in his ears again: "I want to go to Finland to see the snow." "Jiang Exi has a wish, this is a winter wish.
Xiao Mu still remembered what Jiang Exi said, and remembered very clearly, she said: We should fall in love in winter, and you will chase us again when the time comes. Then you're going to propose to me in the winter, we're going to get married in the winter, our honeymoon has to be in the winter, our first anniversary wedding anniversary I want to go to La Prade.
However, in the previous life, Xiao Mu saved enough money, but she was not Jiang Exi next to her.
Actually, Xiao Mu knew Jiang Exi's careful thoughts, but she never said it thoroughly, because he loved her.
Lapland is located in the north of Finland and Norway, and it is three-quarters within the Arctic Circle, and its unique polar scenery and indigenous customs make it a tourist destination.
Winter begins in October and does not begin until May of the following year, for eight months.
As far as the eye can see, there are almost all forests and rivers, and in winter, these are all covered with snow, ice and jade, and the eye can see, like a fairyland out of the world.
Around the winter solstice, people can feel the polar night and see the 24-hour starlight; Around the time of the summer solstice, people can feel the polar day again and see the sun that never sets for 24 hours.
Locals say: this is where Santa Claus was born, and there is really a Santa Claus village there, and the Arctic Circle just passes through this village, and there is a Santa Claus house in the village.
It can be said that only in Lapland is a Finnish bath is a real Finnish bath: a baptism of cold and heat, ice and fire.
And Jiang Exi happens to be such a person, she is extremely cold in front of outsiders, and she is as hot as a fire in front of her familiarity.
Xiao Mu is like a silly boy in an idol drama, and he has never forgotten Jiang Exi, Snow White, no matter how much he has been wronged.
Actually, Xiao Mu talked about a girlfriend in his previous life!
I remember the first time I met each other's parents and ate at each other's house, and the other party's mother made the food very salty and salty, which is very disgusting.
The other party's parents have never looked down on Xiao Mu and think he is a poor boy, that's right! Xiao Mu doesn't look like he is rich at all on weekdays! According to the words of her mother, my daughter is going to study abroad, not just a local dog and a chicken.
That time at dinner, very salty egg soup, very salty dishes, and stiff rice, Xiao Mu always smiled to eat!
But for this girl, he has no resentment!
Because from the time they were together, he knew that he would never be the one who said the breakup first.
When Xiao Mu defended his graduation, the girl accompanied him all night to revise his thesis, she couldn't cook, she hid from him to learn to cook, and finally her finger was cut out and bloody, he knew that this woman was a person who would change for herself.
That girl is also cold! But her cold appearance is just to protect herself, she longs for a man with a warm embrace to make her bloom from the bottom of her heart with a little girl's innocent smile, instead of forever cold and rejecting people thousands of miles away, just like the Zixia Fairy said, the person I love will take the colorful clouds to pick me up.
However, in the end, they broke up! Time has changed so much!
In fact, Xiao Mu didn't realize that he hadn't thought it through at all, and he became a little uncontrollable after encountering a lot of things, and he became a little impetuous.
It wasn't until it snowed today, thinking of what many people had said to him, in the icy weather, his heart that had not been calmed down was completely calm today.
After being reborn, Xiao Mu was too impetuous and self-righteous about his feelings. He thinks he has the power of a prophet and thinks he can do everything well!
He thought that his attitude was the same as before, and now he realized that before he knew it, he had actually become what he used to be.
"Whew~"
Shepherd Xiao exhaled a breath of turbidity, then turned around and returned to the living room, closed the door of the balcony, and felt extremely awake at this time, yes, very sober.
It's a heavy snowfall today, and it's even colder! But the confusion that had been dispel all at once, the air in front of him became extremely fresh, and he knew that he had broken through the fog and been reborn in his feelings.
Xiao Mu lay down on the sofa, looking at his mobile phone, the corners of his mouth grinned in a beautiful arc, and he did not become more and more confident because he was frustrated because he thought clearly.
Work, live! Sometimes it's really distressing!
And love, this thing can sometimes feel particularly fucked up.
…
Xiao Mu once heard such a song!
Even if everything you do now makes my heart ache, I won't care, I will tolerate it, and I will accompany you to see the snow!
It was you who told me that winter love is the best
Because love can make people warm
I may not know that love turns out to grow old
Confused and hugging you in winter
It was you who told me that love you don't need to be committed
Because you're afraid that the season is over, and love will be lost
You may not know that I am in your prison
Winter is over and you don't need me anymore
I want you to love you, I can't keep you dear you
I have used all my strength to love and receive you
Even if you are wrong again and again, I will tolerate you
If only you could hear me shouting, you might know
How much I love you
It was you who told me that love you don't need to be committed
Because you're afraid that the season is over, and love will be lost
You may not know that I am in your prison
Winter is over and you don't need me anymore
I want you to love you, I can't keep you dear you
I have used all my strength to love and receive you
Even if you are wrong again and again, I will tolerate you
If only you could hear me shouting, you might know
How much I love you
I want you to love you, I can't keep you dear you
I have used all my strength to love and receive you
Even if you are wrong again and again, I will tolerate you
If only you could hear me shouting, you might know
I insist on loving you
That's right, this is Zheng Yuan's "Inclusion"!
The city is so big, so crowded, but it makes people feel so bright, drunk and golden!
Standing in front of the window, looking at the high-rise buildings around me, my heart is very incomparable. If he doesn't be born again, if he doesn't have a good parent! What will his life be like?
Is it like an office worker who hurriedly passes by himself, working hard for the so-called urban hukou, urban identity, house and car? Slowly forget to look at the scenery on the roadside, the other side of this luxurious city should have the beauty of the city.
Lost the passion for life, like a walking corpse, I don't know what I'm doing every day, I only know to go to work and eat, and where to buy things on weekends? How will the rest be?
Suddenly, one day I woke up in my sleep, felt helpless and confused, patted my cheek and said to myself: What am I living for?
What do you live for?
Live for money? For the beauty? For the cause? For enjoyment? Still is......
It can be said that all of these are available, but there is one thing in human life, and that is to live well. This point is very simple and popular, what does it mean to live well?
Everyone has their own story, even if they are migrant workers, even if they are beggars, even if you are a rich second generation, everyone's life can have time to weave into a personal novel called "Memories", which is no less wonderful than a web novel with super high clicks.
Memories give everyone a beautiful experience, a painful experience, and a variety of thoughts such as regret, longing, nostalgia, and pain. As well as betrayal, leaving, not abandoning, and so on.
Everyone's experience is different, so everyone's belief in their hearts is different, but without exception, everyone's experience has two kinds, that is, unbearable nostalgia, which is called painful memory. There is also a kind of happiness!
To live well is to be strong through difficult and painful moments, and to live happily every day.
You can become a busy office worker, you can also become a hard worker, but you can't forget one thing, that is, live well, thinking about why you live? Who you live for, who is the support point for you to live happily.
Live well, the ultimate ultimate is happiness!
Everyone's happiness is different, beggars yearn for three meals a day, and they no longer sleep in the open, this is happiness; A couple of peasant parents who are not very wealthy are eager to build a new house and start a family with their children, which is happiness; The company's hard-working personnel are eager to be promoted and raised, which is happiness; A novel writer who hits the streets, eager to become a god of online literature one day, this is happiness!
What are these happinesses? That's the dream! People who don't have dreams don't be happy! Nor will you know what happiness is? What does it mean to live well? You will never be able to experience the true meaning of happiness.
Actually, this is really a difficult thing to understand, because there are really few people who have dreams now, and many people are zombies of the walking dead, just like there will never be other minds in Resident Evil, only unknown creatures that know how to bite.
Xiao Mu also thought that if he was not reborn and did not appear in everything, then he would definitely make a good girlfriend under the introduction of friends or relatives, and then take out a loan to buy a house with a down payment, and then the two of them got married.
Then everyone worked hard to repay the mortgage, waited for about a year or two, and was constantly forced by their parents to have a child, and finally began to put a heavy burden on their shoulders.
It's called starting a family! As for the establishment! How many people in China can succeed in starting a business?
Then he paid off his mortgage, saved money for his son, and finally raised his son, and finally entered the more and more expensive cemetery with his daughter-in-law.
As for what to say about waiting for Jiang Exi and what games to play, Xiao Mu felt that it was all nonsense!
……
Today, I don't know why the sentimental Xiao Mu suddenly returned to his desk and took out his notebook, this book has written a lot of things and stories, he is a person who is good at recording everything about himself, he will record his diary and so on on weekdays, he thinks this is the best thing that God has given him to live. Today, he feels like he has a lot on his mind!
There is a clear line of words written on a blank piece of paper in the book, which is very handsome, but very familiar.
Buddha said
Five hundred times of looking back at the past life
In exchange for an encounter in this life
Everything in this life is the cause and effect of past lives
The bond of the past life
Doomed to all kinds of this life
People say
500 glances back from the past life in exchange for the encounter in this life
But my love for you
It's more than that
My love
It is to accompany you in the six realms of reincarnation
I've been with you all the way
Remember
You've always had me in your life, even if I died once
I have waited for you for two lifetimes, and I will be a human being in another life, all for you
Even if there really are six reincarnations in the world, then please remember that if there is an afterlife, I am willing to accompany you to the six reincarnations
Xiao Mu frowned handsomely and read this piece of paper, suddenly smiled slightly, and continued to read!
Eyes are not gods
But you
All it takes is a look
Enough for me to destroy or be born again
The incomprehensible eyes and hearts are like needles under the sea
Just guessing that I'm losing my appetite
It's a little annoying and a little charming
……
How can you admit that I have to be you
If there is an afterlife, you are willing to accompany the six realms of reincarnation.
You will believe that in this life, I did not drink Meng Po soup and endured the endless torture of yellow spring water, just to pursue you!
There is a kind of love called unswerving
There is a kind of love to call the hand of the son, and grow old with the son,
There is a kind of love called accompanying you in the six reincarnations,
There is a kind of love called wanting to be with you forever
So in fact, you don't know, there is a kind of love called taking the memory of this life to find you in the next life, I didn't drink Meng Po soup, with endless loneliness and pain, just to find you who lost our memories in this life.
You won't meet a second me, no matter friendship, no matter love! If one day I die, please put my ashes in a small bottle, put it in your pocket, and when you meet the bad guys, scatter them! Also protect you for the last time!
I love you!