Chapter 44: Who Am I?
"I, I didn't mean that......" Lin Piaopiao couldn't stop crying, but she still explained that she didn't mean that, she was not a cautious and jealous woman, from an objective point of view, she was still quite happy that Li Zihao could make such great progress.
"What you say is what, don't you cry, okay?" Li Zihao coaxed in a good voice, a very awkward, clumsy tone that flattered a child.
Lin Piaopiao glared at him with flashing eyelashes: "Can't you have a little ambition, what kind of pig talk is this?"
"As soon as you cry, I have no ambition, if you don't cry, I will have a lot of ambition!" Li Zihao saw Lin Piaopiao's tears closed, and his tone was much more relaxed.
But in the next second, she saw Lin Piaopiao's face, which had finally calmed down, turned pale again.
Lin Piaopiao's gaze looked directly behind Li Zihao.
He Fang was carrying his schoolbag and couldn't hide from seeing Lin Piaopiao and Li Zihao standing together, Li Zihao was carrying Lin Piaopiao's Pikachu schoolbag, Lin Piaopiao's eyes were red, and his eyelashes were soaked in tears even blacker, and they didn't know what was going on between them.
He Fang's eyes didn't focus too much on the two people, he just walked past the two of them, and he didn't look at Lin Piaopiao, but the latter watched He Fang disappear into his gaze in a daze.
Li Zihao's eyes were wrong when he looked at Lin Piaopiao, and the fool could also see that the sadness and despair were so thick that it made people palpitate.
"What, did that man bully you? Did he bully you?" asked Li Zihao tentatively.
Lin Piaopiao's face was discouraged, "Don't ask, I'm going home, give me my schoolbag." ”
Li Zihao naturally didn't worry about Lin Piaopiao, who was so soulless, going home alone, he insisted on sending Lin Piaopiao, and Lin Piaopiao, who was in a low mood, didn't want to fight with him more, so he turned around and left.
In the next month, Lin Piaopiao was very entangled every day, she hoped that time would pass quickly, so that she would not have to face He Fang every day, and she also hoped that time would be slower, because she would not be able to see him during the winter vacation.
Because of the lack of learning motivation, her grades began to decline slowly, and the learning progress of the experimental class was very fast, sometimes she didn't want to change the wrong question of a paper, and soon more papers would be sent, and the textbook chapters were also one or two chapters a day to learn, so the loopholes accumulated more and more, and the mistakes could not be corrected in time, and the resistance in the follow-up learning became more and more.
But Lin Piaopiao doesn't matter, anyway, he is already doomed to be a failed tasker, so he doesn't have to struggle anymore, just live comfortably, anyway, this world is not where he originally belongs, since he is not a good material for learning, then give up.
When she is depressed, she will practice finger playing frantically, and she can practice those difficult skills for hours at a time, at this time, her mood is calm, and in the music, her tangled and painful heart gains a moment of peace.
Fans of station M only see that Tangli rarely posts cover videos recently, and only posted a cover of "It's a pity it's not you" and the fingerstyle song "Galaxy" in two months.
But this song "Galaxy" has convinced many people who feel that this girl is just relying on her youth and gender to win the audience's love.
She is a true player.
In addition to playing the piano, Lin Piaopiao is also fascinated by American dramas, her English level is good, because of her interest in American dramas, she does not just study English as an exam subject, but really has a great interest in this language, she transfers the fun and curiosity lost in other classes to English, and her language talent also makes her a little comforted, and her grades in English are top in her grade.
As soon as the final exam was over, Lin Piaopiao fled home, and she didn't think about how she did in the exam, so she slept in the dark.
When I woke up, I thought in a trance that I didn't have to get up early tomorrow, I didn't have to listen to those difficult classes, and I didn't have to see the person who treated her like air.
In my heart, I felt more and more lost and empty, as if I had lost all my sense of expectation for the future.
Li Zihao poked Lin Piaopiao on QQ every day, sending photos of what he was doing at the moment, as well as the bloody romance sentences he saw on the Internet, and asked Lin Piaopiao what he was doing, and finally he must ask: "Do you want to come out to play?"
On such a cold day, Lin Piaopiao has no desire to go out, let alone go out with Li Zihao, she sometimes looks at the gray little orange cat avatar in the QQ friend list on her mobile phone in a daze, and her heart seems to be filled in by the cold wind mixed with snowflakes outside.
"Master, there is a little trouble in the matter, but Sambao will not give up, you can rest assured, Sambao will definitely let you come back......"
Lin Piaopiao woke up in a daze, the fragments of the dream were still flashing in her mind, the voice was very familiar, Lin Piaopiao hammered her head twice.
It's the system!
Lin Piaopiao broke out in a cold sweat, and his brain suddenly cleared up, yes, this is the voice of the system!
The voice of the system is a very crisp and immature child's voice, at first Lin Piaopiao also called it a little fart child, and later the system simulated the voice of the elderly, women, adult men, etc., telling Lin Piaopiao that this is just one of its pseudo-voices, but the child's voice heard for the first time, Lin Piaopiao remembers it very deeply, and she will not be mistaken.
Lin Piaopiao only knows that she is a nameless person and doesn't know where she came from, compared to many people who suffer because of the past, Lin Piaopiao's collapse is that she has no sense of self-identity at all, because she doesn't know who she is at all, and she doesn't even know when and how her current character and thinking were formed.
One day, a voice in an empty space suddenly appeared in her head, and this voice was the system.
The system says that as long as she completes the tasks it assigns, she can regain her lost memories and know who she really is.
Originally, it was risky to do this, how good it is for a person to be free, why should he accept the so-called task, maybe there is a risk if he can't complete it, but Lin Piaopiao still couldn't help but agree, because instead of being alone in the world, not knowing where he came from or where he should go, it is better to try his best to figure out who he is.
But the words of the system in the dream made Lin Piaopiao's back break out in a cold sweat - he wouldn't be caught in some conspiracy, right......
Lin Piaopiao didn't want to go around in circles with the system, so he directly knocked out the system and asked: "Eh, I dreamed today, I dreamed that you were calling what master ......"
"You, do you remember?" Before Lin Piaopiao could finish speaking, his voice suddenly trembled and shouted.
Lin Piaopiao was stunned for a moment, her mind turned, and she had a plan in her heart, and then she said vaguely, "Hmm...... Remembered a little bit ......"
The system suddenly fell silent, and only after a long time did it tentatively ask, "You, do you remember what your name is?"
Lin Piaopiao originally planned to fool the system and see if she could get some information, but when she heard the system ask, she was a little embarrassed, and only said after a while: "Well, this hasn't been ...... yet."
The system breathed a sigh of relief, as if relieved.
Lin Piaopiao was suspicious in her heart: Why, is there anything she can't let herself know? Isn't the system willing to let her know who she is? What kind of bizarre background does she have?