Volume 1 Sudden Encounter and First Acquaintance Chapter 89 Cold Violence
From beginning to end, Lu Fan watched coldly as the counselor explained and the classmates discussed, while Lu Fan just stayed silently and took notes on the sidelines, he was like a person outside the circle, watching the circle enjoy themselves, while he was out of the matter, watching their words and deeds and every move with the attitude of a bystander.
In the past four months, Lu Fan has been completely isolated, since the incident of Lou Bingliang being persuaded to retire, other classmates have been even more secretive about Lu Fan, avoiding him like a snake and scorpion, lest they get involved in a little relationship, and end up like Lou Bingliang, and their future will be ruined.
In the dead of night, Lu Fan sat on a chair, he liked more and more the feeling of sitting alone late at night, because he couldn't sleep while lying down, and at some point, Lu Fan suffered from insomnia, maybe the first month, or the first week, and even he forgot about himself.
If Huang Yin's purpose is to want to be miserable, then he has done it, a person doesn't want to speak, and no one can talk to him, it is a completely different concept, people like to talk, in addition to communication, to a large extent to relieve the pressure in life, and when everyone rejects and rejects you, he will be in a state of isolation, and after a long time, an invisible pressure will accumulate in the bottom of his heart, layer by layer, piled up, and finally collapse heavily.
It's like drowning, you are the only one quietly immersed in the water, looking at the people floating on the water, you want to call for help, open your mouth and stretch out your hand, but you can only weakly spit out the pale and weak foam like a fish, and look through the darkness at their smiling faces distorted by ripples.
Psychological attacks are sometimes much more terrible than physical attacks, punches and kicks will make you feel fear and anger, but what about isolation? It will destroy a person's psychology little by little, let you be swallowed by loneliness, swallowed by fear and anxiety, people are social animals, there are no friends, but every day you have to be whispered by people in the crowd, isolated, ignored, and attacked over and over again on your self-esteem, so what will be the final result?
Lu Fan wanted to kill those people very much, although they didn't do it, and they didn't insult them, but this is a real bullying, like a needle piercing the bones and piercing the body, even if they pull it out, it will still hurt faintly, Huang Yin is the murderer, and they are the accomplices, the difference between them is that they didn't attack, just like the soldiers on the battlefield, they are the biggest heroes of this ugly shady.
At the end of every night, no matter how tired he was in the day, Lu Fan lay in bed, closed his eyes, opened his eyes, and went back and forth, but he could never sleep, he could only exercise himself like crazy, silence all his mind in his body, cut off the connection with the world, and close himself for a short time.
Lu Fan knew that if he continued like this, he would not be able to hold it sooner or later, and he would either go crazy or commit suicide, so he found a lot of books on psychology, whether explicit or implicit, he followed the method in the book, repeating and emphasizing the heart, no companions, no help, no need to speak, and even hypnotize himself, he struggled to suppress the anxiety in his heart, because Lu Fan understood that this was his own inner demon, and if he wanted to become a strong man, he had to learn to overcome himself and control his emotions.
His sun and moon are dark, his stars are dim, when you feel that time is no longer important, everything around you is nothing, you have experienced opening your eyes, from darkness to dawn, constantly circling day by day, then gradually, you will be numb, with an almost pathological will, resist the negative energy of the grinding, withstand the torture of pessimism and decadence, then you can be reborn.
In daily life, Lu Fan did not show a trace of emotion, just resigned to his fate as he was indifferent, with the ups and downs of people, his face, the only thing that people could understand, just one meaning, don't care, don't care about anything, no matter what they are doing, they just watch quietly, don't participate, don't care, Lu Fan just doesn't let Huang Yin see it, there is a trace of unhappiness on his face, when his disguise is enough to deceive others, then Lu Fan is happy to see that in some unknown corner, Huang Yin has an angry look。
Thanks to his blessing, insomnia is equivalent to having more time for Lu Fan, during this period of time, Lu Fan is not only familiar with the control of qi, but also on this basis, it is deeply developed and applied, Lu Fan will be tempered during this period of time, called the three styles.
The human body is like a converter, it has countless routes, each acupuncture point is one of the points, equivalent to a fuel engine, the more important the acupuncture point, the more it can convert the qi energy into a huge amount of energy, through the complex route, the qi will pass through multiple acupoints, and finally the power that can burst out, almost geometrically increasing, but this is also accompanied by this great risk.
The human body has countless acupoints, each of them has a different role, although it exists in the human body, but it is not so good, you don't know what force to use, in order to break through its obstacles, and you don't know how to use the force beyond the range of the acupoint itself, what kind of backlash will be suffered, what's more, not every route can play an amplified effect, a road formation, need to conform to the mysteries of the human body, which involves too many factors.
"This is Gu Wu. Lu Fan finally understood that through this period of self-cultivation, he understood the principle of the so-called ancient martial arts, those mysterious martial arts, are the treasures that have been passed down and tested by generations, and after countless people have explored, and Lu Fan has just stepped into the first step towards this door.
Fortunately, the discovery of the mysteries of the human body made Lu Fan intoxicated with an interest in exploring, otherwise just relying on complicated academic knowledge, I am afraid that he would have gone insane, Lu Fan closed his eyes, and after half a meal, he slowly opened his eyes, and after a while, Lu Fan picked up the note, which contained the information he had collected.
Regarding the actual combat confrontation exercise, it is mainly a joint confrontation between the two districts A and B, and the location is on the side of the mountain at the back of the college, where the terrain is suitable for the exercise, from command to logistics, almost everyone will participate, Area A is the school district where Lu Fan is located, and the commanding officer has been selected early in the morning, it is Fan Sheng of the second class, and Area B is a person named Qin Fengzhen, the number of both sides is about the same, and each has a specially recruited and trained hacker, but the number of other arms is unknown, mainly depends on the weapons selected by each other, and the commander distributes and deploys.
Both sides have a task to obtain an important document hidden somewhere to win, it is known that both sides have a direction to determine the location of important documents, but on the side of the opposing camp, that is, not far from the range of their own territory, there is a map to determine the location of important documents, but neither of them knows the exact location of their own map, the two maps are exactly the same, if you want to win this battle quickly, you must get this map, and then follow the route on the map, whoever obtains the hidden file first is victorious.
The commanders of both sides are in the center of their respective camps, and the two sides know each other, but the hackers and logistics personnel responsible for information plundering need to be stationed in a certain place together, which can be optionally stationed, but the location coordinates must be entered into the computer file, in addition, the personnel deployment and equipment of both sides, as well as the real-time sensing authority of the location of all team members, are also stored in encrypted files one by one, because of this setting, strategy is particularly important in this confrontation, whether it is a realistic firepower confrontation, or a silent information battle, it may become the key point of victory。
Lu Fan carefully wrote and displayed, the information made public by the two sides in advance, there was roughly the same number of people, as well as the location of the camp command center, and the location of the map of the opposing camp that they each knew, according to the location of the other party's map known by the other side, it was in the middle of the distance between the junction of the two sides and the enemy's command center, logically speaking, the map location of Lu Fan's side should be about the same as the position on the opposite side, probably the middle position from the command center to the junction.
Lu Fan knocked on the table, if he is assumed to be an officer in Area A, then what kind of strategy should be used in this battle, in order to finally win this battle, Lu Fan drew a map of the position and general deployment of the two sides, and he held a pen, marked a line on the side, and imagined through association, when he made a decision, the other party would not make a possible response because of the decision he made, then through some possible reactions, he would do a good job of counterbalancing the possible reactions of the opposite side, make countermeasures in advance, and take the lead in the first time, even before the enemy resists。
If you think further, then sometimes the enemy's thoughts and actions, it is not impossible for them to control, after a while, a page of newspaper was densely written by Lu Fan, he wrote down some of his thoughts on the paper, and listed several possible responses that the other party might make, Lu Fan's mind was full of offensive and counteroffensive hearts, for a while it was like a demon, even time was forgotten, one page was not enough, tore off another page of blank paper, and wrote frantically.