"No, don't!" Andy shouted and woke up from his dream, straightened up from the bed, his face covered with sweat and tears, he gasped for breath, his round eyes widened and he looked at the familiar furnishings in the room, and the dream picture appeared in his mind again. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Bang" after a loud sound, his body was directly hit into the air by a car that came with a hurry, with the blood splashed everywhere, he lay in a pool of blood all over the ground, the picture turned, the body on the ground suddenly became the appearance of grandpa and grandma, and he stood in the air and watched the scene in front of him, he wanted to step forward, he wanted to go to grandpa and grandma to die instead of them, but in the air he couldn't move, he struggled hard, wanted to direct his body to go in the direction of grandpa and grandma, After countless efforts, he found that it was in vain, he wanted to cry, he wanted to shout, but his vocal cords couldn't produce a single character.

The same dream has appeared continuously after returning to the UK after going to the United States with his family to attend a funeral last month, he did not believe in ghosts and gods in his previous life, although he was baptized since he was a child after being reborn, but he did not have a firm faith, but since the unexpected death of his grandparents, he has always felt that it is because of himself that he has caused all this, and the increasing guilt in his heart is like a poisonous snake gnawing at his heart every day, whenever he is awakened by a nightmare in the middle of the night, the only thing he can do is to kiss the cross hanging on his chest, and then close his eyes, Word by word, he prayed: "Dear Lord, dear God Father, may the souls of my dead grandparents be led by you to eternal life, peace, and joy in the kingdom of God the Father, and all that we ask for today is in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen!" ”

It was another early morning, and old Edward looked at Andy in front of him wordlessly, wanting to say something but holding back, just silently pouring him a glass of milk.

"Grandpa, I've eaten well, you eat slowly, the weather is good today, you can wait to go out and exercise, breathe in the morning air, I'll go to school first." Andy hugged old Edward tightly after breakfast and whispered in his ear.

"Andy, the coaches of your school and the junior team have called me to ask me, I believe they have also looked for you, of course, I didn't tell you to play football now, I mean, if you are still not feeling well, it is best to ask the doctor to see, do you need me to call the doctor you know, the one you know, who has been serving our family." Old Edward looked at his grandson, who was about to be 14, and felt distressed, in just a month or so, his originally tall and strong body lost a lot of weight out of thin air.

"Thank you, grandpa, there's no need, I've just had a bad appetite and no strength recently, so I took leave and didn't go to training, I'll get better immediately," Andy, who was hugging his grandfather recently, walked out of the house with his schoolbag.

"Hey Andy, good morning!" A slightly stocky boy greeted him.

"Andy, come and sit with me, here's a place," shouted a hot girl.

"Andy, our school has won one of the few games you haven't participated in recently, you have to get better quickly," a big man with freckles on his face patted Andy on the shoulder and said to him with concern.

Andy greeted these classmates one by one in silence, and sat down next to the girl who had reserved a place for him, and the girl suddenly screamed happily, while the other girls in the school bus all looked at her with envy, jealousy, and hatred.

Silently looking at the familiar scenery outside the school bus window, Andy ignored the words spit out of the mouth of the girl next to him and the tighter and tighter chest, just thinking about his own thoughts, almost 10 years, since the age of 5, every day along this road with the ball running to school, this road is full of their own sweat, happy... …,

It's over, it's all over, why are you so greedy, since you have the opportunity to be reborn into such a happy family, why are you still so utilitarian, so greedy, isn't it enough to have 25 years of happy life, what big star do you still want to be, you still want to live longer, why don't you often talk to your grandparents on the phone when you have time to play football, you have time to train every holiday, why don't you go to New York to see them more?

Call. Call.. Call... Andy's breathing gradually became heavier, this is not the first time that such an idea has appeared after the death of his grandparents, he has been paranoid that it is because of his rebirth and utilitarianism that has caused all this, so after returning from New York, he interrupted the daily commuting to and from school with the ball, as for the shooting practice at home and the training of the school and the junior team, he also subconsciously resisted.

Listening to Andy's heavy breathing beside him, the girl next to him thought that her seduction had worked, and rubbed her chest under the school uniform more and more vigorously on Andy's arm, and secretly loosened the buttons on the school uniform, and leaned forward slightly, blocking the eyes of others in the school bus who were secretly watching, and her little hand was placed on Andy's thigh at an angle that others couldn't see.

Immersed in a person's world, Andy suddenly got hotter and hotter on his arms, and there seemed to be a tingling sensation on his thighs, and he withdrew his eyes from the window only to find that the girl next to him had leaned half of his body on him, and a few buttons were unbuttoned above the white shirt under the spread out school uniform, and from Andy's line of sight, he could see a pair of white plump rubbing his arms under the half-covered bra, and the girl's 1 small hand was gently caressing his thighs, Holding a schoolbag in the other hand blocked the view of others, and when the girl found Andy's gaze on him, her already pink face turned even redder, but the movements of her chest and hands did not stop.

The girl had beautiful long blond hair, and the brown eyes on her face slowly approached Andy as if they were about to overflow, and she said in an inaudible voice with a small mouth like a blue breath, "You're up, aren't you?" ”

Seeing that Andy didn't respond, the girl raised her voice a little annoyed, "Andy, what's wrong with you, we sit together every day to go to school this month, but you won't talk to me more than 3 times a day, okay, maybe you have even forgotten my name" The girl stopped her hand aggrievedly.

Andy looked at the beautiful face of the girl in front of him in a bit of a trance, and when the ethereal voice like singing reached his ears, he remembered who this girl was who had been helping him every day lately.

"Jessica Simpson, the lead singer of the school church choir, is in the class next to me, a year older than me, a music girl from the United States, and she can hear you every time there is a competition at school, right?" Andy struggled to think about everything about the girl.

"Oh my God! You will also say hello, thank you, goodbye, these 3 words in other languages, and what is even more amazing is that you can remember my name and hear me sing, I am so happy! Jessica excitedly covered her face with her hands.

Seeing Jessica's somewhat exaggerated expression, Andy's originally depressed mood also improved, and a smile on his face that he hadn't seen for a long time appeared, "Yes, you sing very well, you can make the living happy, and you can make the people in heaven peaceful," Andy thought of his deceased grandparents again, and his expression couldn't help but darken.

"Andy, listen to me, everyone knows what happened to you, and your grandparents in heaven won't want to see you like this, you should be happy." Jessica looked at Andy for a while, you must know that she transferred to this famous church school in the United Kingdom last year, and the first time she sang in the church choir was at a football match held at the school, that is, that game made her know the black-haired and black-eyed boy in front of her, when she saw the boy playing with the opponent's defenders with flexible feet on the field, using speed to shake off the opponent's pursuit, and squeezing away the opponent's shot with a strong body, Especially when he kissed the cross on his chest after scoring a goal and then showed a sunny smile that made her feel like an electric shock at that time, since then she has been crazy to ask others about Andy everything, and fortunately Andy is a little celebrity that everyone knows, so she has collected a lot of information and photos about him, the more Jessica knows Andy, the more infatuated she is with him, she will cheer every time Andy has a game, and even when her favorite singing and game conflict, she also chooses to watch Andy's game, Although she knew that Andy had a beautiful girlfriend, Jessica wanted to confess to Andy more than once, but she didn't find a chance. …,

"He'll be mine," Jessica silently thought to herself as she looked at Andy in front of her, "This is an opportunity, I'm going to seize it," and she stood up violently thinking that Andy had talked to her and said she liked her singing thanks to her recent unremitting efforts.

"Boys, girls, do you like Andy?" Jessica shouted from her seat.

"Like, Andy is the best, it's the pride of our school!" The boys on the school bus shouted out what was on their minds.

"Of course, I think Andy is the most handsome and coolest in the world, and we all want to be his girlfriend," the girls also echoed, and some daring girls had already shouted frantically, "Andy, I want to marry you, I am willing to have children for you!" ”

Andy was puzzled at first as Jessica interacted with a group of classmates, but as Jessica stood up to her seat and shouted, "Then students, let's sing together and pray for Andy's grandparents in heaven, and hope that they will go all the way and be happy and healthy in the kingdom of God!" A crisp singing voice came out of Jessica's mouth, and everyone in the carriage sang along with Jessica's lead singer, one by one, Andy's tears flowed uncontrollably again, and his mouth also sang loudly together.

After the song, Andy looked at Jessica, whose face was slightly red and a little panting in his mouth, and couldn't help hugging her anymore.

"Thank you, thank you! They will be happy in heaven! Originally, Andy's impression of this girl was just bold and crazy, but now he thinks she is so cute and kind.

Applause rang out in the carriage, and the school bus continued to drive towards the school, and the driver looked at the scene in front of him with a smile in the reflector.

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