Chapter Eighty-Three: Since the Semester
As soon as Yang Fan hung up Feng Liya's phone, Teacher Wang's phone came in. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info Mr. Wang felt that he was a little sorry for Yang Fan, and originally felt that he had no face to call Yang Fan. But he was very worried that Yang Fan would give up on himself, so he still made this call to Yang Fan with a hard face.
He didn't know what to persuade, but kept telling Yang Fan that after everything settled, he would still recruit Yang Fan into the team.
After Mr. Wang finished speaking, Yang Fanqiang held back his tears. In order not to let Mr. Wang hear his sadness, he forced himself to use his usual tone and said to Mr. Wang before hanging up the phone: "Mr. Wang, thank you for taking care of you." Please help me say sorry to my teammates. ”
Teacher Wang was silent for a long time, and finally only said, "Work hard, you are the best student I have ever had." ”
Yang Fan originally thought that she might receive two calls today, one should be Zhang Juan's, this matter is so big, it is impossible for her as a college student not to know. He felt that even as a friend, Zhang Juan would at least make a phone call to comfort himself.
Of course, the other one who should call is Xu Ling, since Coca-Cola and Yang Yue are inextricably linked, Yang Yue has already made up his mind to kill himself, and Coca-Cola's termination notice should arrive soon.
Yang Fan waited alone in his bed, but he waited until it was dark, and his phone did not ring again. He didn't know whether he should be happy or sad because of this.
In any case, Yang Fan's first year of CUBA career is over, and he doesn't know if he can continue to play. He just feels very tired and tired now, and he wants to rest well, but he still has frequent insomnia, and every night he watches everything familiar around him. Before the final exam, Yang Fan even thought about jumping off the balcony of the dormitory building, he felt that only in this way could he get a real rest.
Without basketball, Yang Fan's life returned to normal. Only now in the morning he doesn't go to training anymore; It's just that he is occasionally recognized when he walks on the road now, and then he is pointed at behind his back; It's just that he no longer has Zhang Juan.
In order not to be recognized, Yang Fan not only went to the optical store to get a pair of glasses, but even grew a beard and hair. Now he looks more like an artist. I don't know if it's his own mental effect, he even feels that Feng Liya and Zhou Xiaochuan are not so close to him, and even Chen Muyu seems to be very close to a boy from the Foreign Language Academy recently.
Life seems to have abandoned Yang Fan and the Ontario basketball team, which lost Yang Fan, and lost a single game in the CUBA Southeast Division held in the spring of the following year, losing an average of 20 points per game. The players' first trip to CUBA ended in reluctance.
When Yang Fan learned about this, it was a month after the end of the competition, and he met Liang Lu on campus. Although Liang Lu has been training with the team, she looks much older than Yang Fan.
It turned out that Liang Lu was also addicted to World of Warcraft, and he often played games all night, but because the training of the school team started at noon the next day. So Yang Fan starts going to bed at 5 o'clock in the morning every time, and then gets up at 10 o'clock. After staying up like this for a while, my physical fitness is indeed not as good as before.
Feng Liya still maintains a good relationship with Yang Fan, but her relationship with Zhou Xiaochuan seems to be closer. Before the winter vacation, Feng Liya went to the train station with the senior brothers and sisters of the student union of the school to help all the students of the school of journalism buy train tickets home. Zhou Xiaochuan was also picking up people at the train station that day, one of his high school classmates went to college in Northeast China, and because the winter vacation was early there, he went around to Hefei to play with Zhou Xiaochuan when he was fine.
Coincidentally, when Zhou Xiaochuan saw Feng Liya that day, a thief was stealing her mobile phone. At that time, Zhou Xiaochuan knew that if he chased it, it would definitely be too late, and if he shouted, the thief would definitely run away. In desperation, he kicked out the Coke that had not yet opened his mouth.
I have to say that Zhou Xiaochuan's footwork is really accurate, and his kick was impartial and kicked the back of the thief's neck, and the thief fainted on the spot due to his great force.
Although Feng Liya was frightened at that time, she was impressed by Zhou Xiaochuan from then on, and Zhou Xiaochuan also took the opportunity to launch an offensive, and finally captured the heart of this domineering princess.
What was going on on Chen Muyu's side, Yang Fan didn't know very well, he had pretended to ask Feng Liya inadvertently. Feng Liya just said that Chen Muyu is going out early and returning late now, and she doesn't know what she is busy with.
Yang Fan's mood is still very unstable, and he will feel pessimistic anytime and anywhere. During the winter vacation, Yang Fan occasionally saw a program on TV, in which it was popularized that there are actually many people like Yang Fan in the country, and this kind of person has a general term, that is, 'depressed patients'."
At that time, Yang Fan was still a little excited, and he finally knew what his problem was. After the start of school, he also consulted a lot of materials from the library and learned some about the disease. He knew that he was mildly depressed, so in order to cure himself, he resumed his morning exercise and adjusted his routine to be more standardized. He also tried to accept who he is now, trying to stop hating himself and stop feeling useless. When he encounters happy things, he is unbridled happy, and when he encounters unhappy things, he does not force his emotions, and cries uncontrollably to release his emotions.
Of course, in order to make himself more optimistic, he will often listen to songs, and the equipment for listening to songs is still the CD player that Zhang Juan left for him to listen to music. Every time he picked up the CD player, he always remembered what Zhang Juan said when he left. "You were my first boyfriend and the one I loved the most. I can't be with you for the rest of my life, so let it do it for me. ”
Every time Yang Fan thought of this, he couldn't help but touch the CD player, and the feeling was like taking him back to the time when he was just in college, and he stroked Zhang Juan's long hair in the study room.
Of course, Yang Fan still remembers that after Zhang Juan proposed to break up that night, he originally thought that he would never see Zhang Juan again, but it was not until the early morning of November 21 that Zhang Juan suddenly called him.
Because Yang Fan's insomnia was very serious in those days, he received a call almost immediately. Yang Fan still clearly remembers that as soon as he answered the phone, Zhang Juan said to Yang Fan with a crying voice:
"I'm being s***ed!"