The blonde man kept urging me, he was so good-looking, why did he have such a fierce face? Okay, I'll just pretend to sit here and think about it, just drag him all the time, I don't think those girls will bear to watch me starve. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Do you even remember?" He looked impatient.

"Quick..... It's almost ......" I tried to prevaricate him. In fact, except for the moment when he hit me just now, something turned out in my head, and I have been in a state of chaos until now.

"Looks like you need my help." He narrowed his eyes and swept my cold gaze back and forth, shivering in panic.

"Nope! No, you don't! I can remember! I hurriedly waved my hand and looked at the man with violent tendencies, and I kept muttering in my heart that he was a wicked person.

"Do you remember your name?"

It was the little girl who was about a junior high school student who said to me, her tear-gwinkling eyes and her tightly intertwined little hands that betrayed her nervousness about me. My heart seemed to be pinched, and I didn't want to be beaten and I didn't want to deceive her, so I buried my head under the table: "I don't know....... There was no memory at all, as if surrounded by something, nothing but chaos. ”

"You said, 'What does it look like you're surrounded by?' "The blonde man stepped forward, and I thought he was angry with me and came and hit me, so I simply held my head and shivered under the table.

"Yes! Be! ”

I didn't feel any pain, so I cautiously raised my head and looked at him in confusion.

"You're not going to hit me?" I asked timidly.

"Of course not, I think it's appropriate to have something more exciting than fighting." A demonic smile left on his handsome face.

Then he called out to the kitchen: "Miss Zhao, Ye Bai has woken up, he wants to see you!" ”

I don't know what he meant, and he bites the words 'he wants to see you' very hard. The thought of his smile made me uncomfortable, and there was a faint wave in my heart, as if it was the calm before the storm.

"Ye Bai, are you awake?" A beautiful woman wearing a pink apron, with a slender figure and a gentle voice with great joy appeared in front of me.

Isn't she speaking English? Why can I understand?

Suddenly, the girl's innocent and bright smile reflected in my mind, and I reached out and touched it.

"Through!" I exclaimed in surprise.

Little by little, the image of the girl disappeared into bubbles, and I was so scared to try to catch these bubbles, did I lose something? Countless waves of hands could not save even a trace. Gradually, I gave up. Until the end, the bubble that floated up was the largest and the most crystalline, and there seemed to be three words on it.

I tried again to reach out and hold it in the palm of my hand, it was so fragile, just at the slightest touch of my touch, it exploded, and the splash on my face was so warm.........

Boom!

It seems that there is a storm in my head, and countless messy things have poured into my brain, just like a waterfall, crazy tilting a large stream of water, this torrent of information has washed away all my thoughts at this time in a brutal manner, and my head is like a movie that has played all my experiences from birth to the present, how incredible, the girl with a smile as bright as the morning sun, is actually the virtuous and gentle woman in front of her, it is really hard to imagine. Also, I came here to endure humiliation and burdens, and went through unimaginable trials and vicissitudes for the sake of not destroying the organization called the Black Chess Group. My dream is just ..... It's just plain ........ I just want to go home.

"Where is your home?"

A voice came from nowhere, and I slowly opened my eyes in this scene: "Not here." ”

"Why don't you go home?"

"Why don't you go home?" I was stunned. Suddenly, all the phantoms in front of me changed.

"I" was on my knees, clutching my head in agony, in the darkness.

"Is this the dawn that I have ushered in? A black dawn? The hoarse voice was low, telling the endless despair in his heart.

"Isn't the dawn dazzling and bright?" As I stood aside, I muttered to myself.

"I quit my job......." An apologetic voice appeared along with a woman with black hair like this dead silence. It was as if she had become this dark space, as if she were its maker. And I could only kneel there and hold my head in pain.

"I .......... Hidden in the dark ........ "That said to the plump lips....... I don't understand at all.

"Took the money for the funeral..........." The long black hair that was still fluttering had turned into a river of thick ink at this time, and it was gurgling.

"What the hell are you trying to say?" The "I" who was kneeling on the ground raised his head like a rebound, staring at the eyes that had turned pure black at some point.

"Mom and Dad died"

“..........”

Mom and Dad died........ Mom and Dad died........ Mom and Dad died........ Mom and dad died? Mom and Dad died!? Mom and Dad have passed away!! Mom and Dad died!!

This sentence is like a magic sound that lingers throughout the black space, circulating without restriction and control.

"I see........" He slowly stood up in front of my eyes, watching his pupils slowly dilate as if he were dead.

"Mom and Dad died." The voice repeated the phrase again.

"I see, there's nothing else you want to say, do you? My despair? His voice didn't have any trace of someone in his twenties, and the vicissitudes of his tone almost thought it was me, middle-aged.

"..........." she was silent, her mouth showing no sign of opening.

He paused, looked at her and said, "Then you can leave, I don't think there's a place where you are needed here." ”

She nodded as if she understood, and the dark dead silence of the space faded. Once again, the scene shifts to a small but memories-filled room.

He sat quietly on the bed and patted the bed: "Sit down." ”

I was stunned, I didn't move for a long time, I didn't understand who he was calling.

"I'm calling you, of course I can see you if we're the same person." His penetrating gaze glared at me, and those dull eyes stared at me in a panic.

"Humph! You will be afraid of yourself, and it is no wonder that you will be infected by despair. ”

Is he teaching me a lesson?

"Of course I'm teaching you a lesson." He answered me again.

Could it be that I have a split personality!?

This frightened me to blow up, and he said quietly: "How stupid do you have to be, I don't know what I hear you thinking?" ”

I smiled and sat down awkwardly. He looked at me, "Don't be embarrassed. I am another self in your heart, and you should know that people have two sides, some are emotional, and some are cold and ruthless. You are biased towards the former, and I am the latter. ”

"Then you don't hate me?" I'm a little complicated.

"Of course not." He seemed to be smiling, and the smile was ugly. He looked at the room: "Here are the memories of your past, because the emotions you were born are very rich, very diverse, complex emotions and bitter tastes have always existed in your spirit, which is very bad, so there is this side of me." ”

"You're saying you're going to take care of it all?" I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself.

"Since the day of the accident, I have been hidden in the bottom of my heart, the bottom of the lake in my heart. I hid there all the time to feel the changes in your new emotions, I don't know when the bad colors thrown from above polluted this lake that should be crystal clear, I should have been able to clearly show it to people and things in ordinary times, it is because of all these changes, you from time to time to extract the negative emotions caused by your own hands here, to destroy and destroy your body, but the backlog is too deep, so many negative emotions can not be eliminated by simply venting. Only I can bear it, listening to your every cry, every cry of pain, every cry of despair..........." He whispered, and I listened quietly. Tell from my inner self, understand the unknown side of myself, and keep my eyes open to see my biggest flaws.

I smiled bitterly: "This is also helpless, I ........, and now I still have all kinds of messy things stored in my head." How could it be better? ”

"Then put it down."

"What!?" I suspect I misheard.

Once again, he looked me in the eye: "Put it down." ”

"Are you kidding? With so many people under my hands, and so many troublesome things, how can I let go!? I was thrilled to hear those five words.

"Why can't you put it down when you pick it up?" He didn't wait for me to speak: "How much more do you have to fight before you give up?" Your shoulders can't stand it anymore, look at the eyes of the people around you, you did the right thing, but you didn't care about them. When he was a public enemy before, he was light, and he called Ryan brothers, talking and laughing, when did he not appear in time when something happened? ”

"I ......."

"What is he looking at you now? Your purpose in giving him the trump card is not your selfishness? Not only do you have the right to order him, but you also think about a lot of things, such as those things in the laboratory, because because of his existence, you can't take them out very blatantly. It's not just selfishness anymore. This is greed, naked greed. His merciless sarcasm, like a chilling blade aimed at me, hit me with precision with every blow.

"Don't run away, face it." He said it so easily, and I really want to be so relaxed............

"I'll face it." After he removed the shiny skin on the outside of my heart, I finally saw through my filthy heart, which I couldn't look directly at, exuding the rancid smell of evil and greed.

"Then go ahead, I think now that you understand, there's no need to talk to me here anymore." He didn't have any tone, like he was emotionless, cold, but those eyes saw better than anyone else.

"Come with me." I held out my hand to him.

"What did you say?" He seemed to laugh, was it mockery or something else?

"I said come with me, we are one person, and it would be incomplete to lose one of them."

He looked away at the table in front of the bed: "Who will bear your pain when I'm gone?" ”

I laughed, "Have you forgotten?" All that's left is memories. ”

I stretched out my hand again: "Come with me, with your eyes to see the way for me, with your ears to hear my voice clearly, with your presence always reminding me, with you guiding me in the direction." I won't get lost again. ”

Scold! I really can't help it.

Well?

"This is!?" I wondered.

"This is my voice." He stood up and passed me.

I froze for a moment, froze in place.

Can you go or not?

He stood coldly in the doorway and stared at me.

Of course gone, leaving this place where I was imprisoned, even in the warmth was untouchable, there was nothing to be nostalgic about..........

To be continued............ (To be continued.) )