Probably everyone has one person in their heart. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Whenever we reminisce about the past, that person is a point that we can't bypass no matter what.

The memory with that person has also become a kind of commemoration of our youth, and there are many things behind it, such as ideals, such as blood, such as simplicity......

Memories of that person may be sweet, maybe bitter, and maybe accompanied by some pain and remorse.

Until one day, that person finally disappeared from our lives.

Once, days and nights, we tossed and turned, stayed up all night, and then tried to numb ourselves in various ways, such as drinking too much, or going crazy into online games. The purpose, in fact, is just to forget that person.

Time passed slowly, the wound turned into a scar, the original pain no longer bothered us, and the memory began to blur. We all thought we had succeeded because we had forgotten about that person......

However, it is only one day, when we see him or her again, that we realize that it is not so easy to completely forget a person.

Memories and fetters of the past are beginning to awaken from their slumber......

And Zhang Yuchen is the person in Lin Yuanzheng's memory.

As Lin Yuanzheng's first love, she not only represents Lin Yuanzheng's love in college, but also carries Lin Yuanzheng's imagination and vision of all the beautiful things in the future at that time.

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When I first met her, Lin Yuanzheng had just passed his eighteenth birthday.

That year, the college entrance examination ended. Although the examination room did not perform well, Lin Yuanzheng was finally admitted to an ordinary undergraduate college. Shouldering the full hope and responsibility of his family, Lin Yuanzheng finally walked out of the small county town where he had been living in the past for the first time and came to a completely unfamiliar city.

The university registration site was much more crowded than expected, and the queue formed a long line. Lin Yuanzheng was holding the admission notice in one hand and the big box in the other, and when he was watching someone at the front of the line cut in the queue and was helpless, suddenly a voice came from behind him-

"Wow, are you also from the philosophy department? I'm in the same department, so maybe we'll be classmates in the future. ”

He looked back and saw a girl, dressed in a faint floral dress, with a wide-brimmed sunhat on her head, covering her long coiled hair and half of her face, and under the hat was a pair of large black sunglasses, the perfect curvature of the corners of her mouth could still be seen.

Obviously, it was the girl who came to ask him when she saw the admission letter in his hand.

"Yes, yes, I'm from the Department of Philosophy." The first time he was accosted by a girl, Lin Yuanzheng was a little nervous, looking quite embarrassed, and at the same time felt an inexplicable inferiority. After a while, he remembered the ancient teaching of etiquette, so he carefully **** the girl: "You are also from the Department of Philosophy?" ”

But his question was not answered, because a tall, dark-skinned boy behind the girl had already stolen the topic.

"Wow! Philosophy has been a man's knowledge since ancient times, and you are a girl who also comes to study philosophy? What a surprise! ”

"That's it! Miss Ben aspires to be a great female philosopher! After the girl finished speaking seriously, she immediately threw out a string of pleasant laughter.

"Wow, then I have to seize the opportunity to get to know the future female philosopher of my country now, hello, I'm from the Department of Physical Education, my name is ......" The boy wasted no time in introducing himself.

Next, it seemed that the girl and the boy had a rather speculative conversation, and Lin Yuanzheng also breathed a sigh of relief-finally no longer had to be so nervous-but there was an inexplicable sense of loss in his heart.

After registering, I went to the dormitory to put the bedding away, bought some daily necessities, and went to the classroom in the evening to attend the meeting of new students.

"I didn't expect us to be classmates."

Lin Yuanzheng had just found an inconspicuous seat and sat down, and a girl in front of him turned around and talked to him with a smile, if it weren't for the voice, Lin Yuanzheng almost thought that she had recognized the wrong person.

Lin Yuanzheng was stunned for a moment, and then came back to his senses that the girl in front of him was the one who accosted him when he was queuing up in the morning, but she had already changed her clothes at this time, wearing a simple white casual T-shirt on her upper body, and a pair of white-washed jeans full of holes underneath.

It's too different from the dress in the morning, no wonder I didn't recognize it just now.

"Meet Zhang Yuchen. Zhang Fei's 'Zhang', Thunderstorm's 'Rain', Tianchen's 'Chen'. Chen means treasure, don't get me wrong. The girl introduced herself generously.

"My name is Lin Yuanzheng, the 'forest' of the woods, and the 'expedition' of the expedition." For the first time, Lin Yuanzheng realized that his ability to express himself was such a serious problem.

"Did your father give you your name, or did your mother give you your name? Well, I guess it's your dad, and I hope you're going to be on the lookout in the future. Zhang Yuchen looked at him with a smile.

"No, my grandmother took it." Lin Yuanzheng had one thing to say and answered honestly.

"Oh."

The topic was interrupted, Zhang Yuchen didn't say anything after saying "oh", and was soon accosted by other classmates, and then talked and laughed with them.

This is the first time Lin Yuanzheng has officially met Zhang Yuchen.

Having just said goodbye to the hard years of high school, the rich and free way of living and learning in college has a fatal attraction for most freshmen. There are no mountains of homework that can never be done, no teachers who constantly warn you not to doze off, and no family members who stare at your test scores every day.

Zhang Yuchen is one of the best, although she said that day she aspired to be a "female philosopher", but the next class time often does not see her, most of the time, she is skipping classes, traveling, and participating in a lot of messy club activities.

And the most unusual person among them is Lin Yuanzheng. Every day, he went to bed early and got up early on time, got up early in the morning and went to a corner of the campus to read in the morning, then ate breakfast, listened to lectures, ate, went to the library, went to the classroom for evening self-study, and went back to the dormitory to sleep. Obviously he has already gone to college, but his life is still not much different from when he was in high school, and he doesn't participate in any clubs, which makes his popularity among his classmates not ordinarily bad, but very poor.

Most of them are busy socializing and having fun, but he is still learning.

In fact, the real reason, in addition to the factors from the rural family background, he doesn't know what he likes in his heart, and of course, he doesn't know what he hates.

"Hey, hey, for the sake of your hard work and positivity, I'll approve you to join my club and give you a vice president!"

It was Zhang Yuchen who took the initiative to find Lin Yuanzheng that day. I don't know if it's something wrong in her head, or if it's a whim, she actually started an "Ancient Poetry and Literature Research Society", the content is nothing more than the study of Zhou Yi gossip, Zhuzi Baijia, as well as Tang poetry, Song Ci, Yuan Qu, Ming and Qing novels or something.

For such a high-end, atmospheric, and ambitious target positioning, students naturally stay away. It's been almost a month since the club was established, and no one has joined, and she is the only one in the entire club. In desperation, she refused to admit defeat, so she thought about it, so she had to go to Lin Yuanzheng, the "old pedant" in everyone's eyes.

"Eh, is this ......" Lin Yuanzheng couldn't make up his mind for a while.

"That's it, Vice President!"

"But I have a lot of other things to do—" Lin Yuanzheng felt that this vice president had come too easily, and he felt faintly uneasy in his heart.

"You do those things every day, but does it make sense in the end? Lin Yuanzheng, we all study philosophy, and philosophy is the study of life and history. You can follow me to study history and life. Zhang Yuchen looked at him domineeringly with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

In this way, under Zhang Yuchen's "theoretical persuasion" that the logic was not very clear but the momentum was aggressive, Lin Yuanzheng joined the "Ancient Poetry and Literature Research Society" in a daze.

Lin Yuanzheng's vague uneasiness was later proved correct.

There are only two of them in the whole community.

Perhaps in order to deliberately prove to the people around her, Zhang Yuchen used all her skills to brush up the existence of the research society, and she almost didn't let go of the opportunity to show her face in front of everyone.

For example, if the school organizes a literary performance, the research club will take the initiative to contribute a program of ancient poetry recitation, and the recitations are basically long poems, such as "Song of Long Hatred" and "Pipa Xing".

Of course, the reciter is Lin Yuanzheng without exception - you can't let the president go out in person!

- For example, if there is really no activity in the school, then Zhang Yuchen will apply to the department to hold a debate conference or something, and the topics of the debate are generally "white horses are not horses" and "solid white stone two" and so on.

When encountering this kind of occasion, Lin Yuanzheng often has not only a big head, but a headache. Even though he had made sufficient preparations before, he was basically completely blown up by the other party's articulate voice when he spoke nervously as soon as he came on stage.

So, where is Zhang Yuchen at this time?

The president is sitting under the stage as a referee!

For another example, in order to prove that the existence of the "Ancient Poetry and Literature Research Society" was correct and had achieved remarkable results, Zhang Yuchen would ask Lin Yuanzheng to carefully read Zhou Yi and Zhuzi Duzai.

Why are you reading those books?

Writing a thesis, of course.

Isn't it a good idea to compile these research results into a paper and publish it in a well-known journal?

It's a pity that although Lin Yuanzheng worked very hard, he only did the first half - read all the princes and took notes, organized them into a paper, and as for the second part - published the paper in a well-known magazine, sorry, the concubine really can't do it!

"Why do I always go?" Lin Yuanzheng expressed his dissatisfaction more than once.

"Because in my eyes you are the most learned and talented boy!" Zhang Yuchen replied with a smile every time.

In this way, in the continuous repetition of this kind of question and answer, the two went from freshman year to junior year. From the first to the third year, according to the unwritten tradition of the school, all clubs must be handed over to the next class of students.

Due to the lack of successors, the "Ancient Poetry and Literature Research Society" was dissolved.

Lin Yuanzheng was finally relieved and breathed a sigh of relief.

However, after breathing a sigh of relief, Lin Yuanzheng felt an unprecedented emptiness.

In the past two years, he has long been accustomed to Zhang Yuchen's presence in his life, to her constant "harassment" of his life, to her domineering and unreasonableness, to her sunshine and inexplicable self-confidence.

It turns out that unconsciously, your every move, smile and smile have been deeply imprinted in my heart......

During that time, Lin Yuanzheng often wandered alone at night, wandering in the quiet campus, wandering in the empty playground, and wandering in the empty classrooms where the "Ancient Poetry and Literature Research Society" used to be active, but now it is empty.

Zhang Yuchen, a junior in college, has also changed compared to the past, she was originally lively and cheerful, and she liked to fight with her classmates because she was preparing for the graduate school entrance examination, so she began to become quiet at this time, and went to the library early in the morning with books to grab a place, and then returned to the dormitory very late.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening, and she waited under the eaves for more than ten minutes after being driven out of the study room by the librarian, and the rain did not stop at all. Just as she took out her phone and was about to call her roommate for help, she noticed a person standing under the eaves with an umbrella, and by the dim light, she could see the person clearly.

It's Lin Expedition.

Has he been waiting for me?

Lin Yuanzheng walked towards her and handed over the umbrella in his hand.

A warm current suddenly surged through her body.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?" Lin Yuanzheng suddenly turned around and couldn't help hugging Zhang Yuchen, whose body was trembling slightly because he was wet from the rain.

"Hmm."

When Zhang Yuchen tried to open from Lin Yuanzheng's arms, he found that Lin Yuanzheng's eyes were full of tears.

The days that followed passed very easily and quickly.

Every morning, Lin Yuanzheng bought breakfast, then went to wait for Zhang Yuchen under the girls' dormitory, and the two went to the classroom or library for self-study, and then went to the cafeteria for lunch; In the afternoon, I will go to self-study and dinner; Evening self-study, send her back to the dormitory.

In this simple and tedious repetition, the two actually went to their senior year, until she succeeded in the graduate school entrance examination and got an admission letter from a major university. It was already the eve of graduation.

Lin Yuanzheng did not wait for Zhang Yuchen under the dormitory that morning, but waited for Zhang Yuchen's parents.

"Let it go, you're not worthy of my daughter."

When a luxurious black car stopped beside Lin Yuanzheng, and a woman covered in jewels got down from it and walked up to Lin Yuanzheng and said this, Lin Yuanzheng suddenly realized how cruel the reality was.

That sentence tore Lin Yuanzheng's self-esteem to shreds.

Later, I heard that Zhang Yuchen had a big quarrel with her parents, and later she didn't even go to graduate school.

It's just that since that incident, the two suddenly have a tacit understanding, and they no longer contact each other, and even carefully avoid something......

It wasn't until two months after Lin Yuanzheng worked that he saw a photo of her marriage from a classmate's QQ space, that he really heard the sound of his heart being torn.

Why did I give up like that?

Why didn't you try for it in the first place?

Would I have made that choice if everything had come back again?

Will fate give me another chance?