Chapter 2 Another True Self

Lin Yuanzheng was depressed all day today. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

His frustration came from being recorded as late for work this morning.

In fact, this morning, he arrived at the company at 7:40, and then cleaned the big office seriously.

The tragedy was that at 7:58, he had a cramping pain in his stomach, so he immediately ran to the WC and squatted without thinking.

Eight o'clock sharp. The bald manager with the big belly came, and began to shout for a morning meeting, so he called the name-

"Lin Yuanzheng."

No one responded.

"Lin Yuanzheng—"

Still no one responded.

"Lin Yuanzheng!"

…………

When Lin Yuanzheng ran out of the WC, the wall clock in the office was already a tragic 8:05.

Although Lin Yuanzheng repeatedly explained that he came twenty minutes early today, and he worked hard to clean up the office, the bald manager still insisted that he was late and deducted him 20 yuan.

Because in this company, you don't have to clock in to work, but you have to be fined if you are late.

I don't see anyone at the end of the day, and the manager says you're late, and you're just late, even if you're an hour early.

Of course, if you change the girls in the company, pout your mouth and complain a few words, and then take the initiative to give the big-bellied bald head an intimate hug, maybe you are a few minutes late, and the bald head will not be held accountable.

Anyway, it's not like this kind of thing has never happened.

Twenty yuan may not be much, but Lin Yuanzheng is holding back the fire in his heart. However, depressed to depressed, he still can't do anything, what the big-bellied bald head arranges him to do next, he still has to do something.

Anyone who sees this poor worm in front of him who is bullied but has no power to fight back will never associate him with the general in the game who is shocking and crushes his opponent to dust at every turn.

But it's always so amazing.

It's not easy to really understand a person, especially someone like Lin Yuanzheng.

To introduce you, Lin Yuanzheng is a college student.

As ordinary as his nameless is his person, the kind of person who will never be found in the crowd.

has no distinctive name, no distinctive looks, no special abilities, and what's worse is that he also went to a university with no characteristics and no one knows about it when he leaves the local area.

All of the above added up to determine the embarrassing situation he faced after graduation - he suddenly couldn't find a suitable position for himself.

But the school doesn't care about that.

"It's a job!"

In order to increase the employment rate in numbers and facilitate the next recruitment propaganda work, the school is full of such banners, and the usually gentle professors have also held various lectures to brainwash, eager to stuff all their graduates into even toilet cleaning jobs.

So under the brainwashing of the school's wave after wave of "employment first, then choose a job" employment ideology, Lin Yuanzheng came to work in this small company with honor and confusion.

There are eight people in this company, except for the boss who will never see anyone and the chubby bald manager, the other five are girls.

A big boy can be with five girls every day. In the eyes of single dogs in other companies, it is definitely to drool with envy, but in Lin Yuanzheng's place, it is almost a nightmare.

Quite simply, if a company or department has only one boy left except for the leader, then the next work arrangement becomes logical:

"Xiaolin, the company is going to change office supplies, you go to the first floor and move the four new desks to the fifth floor, and the two cabinets to the sixth floor."

"Xiaolin, you go to the mobile business hall outside to help me pay the phone bill, and then print out my phone bill for this month, and I will use it for reimbursement at the end of the month. In addition, when I go back, I will bring a bag of betel nuts. ”

"Xiaolin, the company needs someone to work overtime tonight. You stay, and the girls can go back - it's not safe for girls to come home late. ”

"Xiao Linzi, the big fish tank in the office is dirty, I want to wash it, but we girls can't take it, so I can only ask you to take it downstairs to wash it, remember to wash it."

"Xiaolinzi, the water dispenser is out of water, ...... change the water"

In this way, Lin Yuanzheng contracted almost all the dirty, tiring and heavy work of the entire company.

And when he ran in and out of sweat alone, the other five girls were either chatting happily together, or enjoying the Taobao on the ground, or listening to jokes around the bald manager with the stars and moons.

Who made him so hardworking, down-to-earth, and willing to work? Who made him introverted and not expressive?

Who made him not come, not to please the leader?

Who made him always not know how to refuse - of course, he had no reason to refuse.

You must know that he is facing either leaders who put up a stand at every turn, and those women who are so cute, so beautiful, and so coquettish!

Next, it is logical that the most valuable work of the company's important activities arrangement, customer reception, training and learning has nothing to do with him.

Further, he found that the company's incentives, such as bonuses, travel opportunities, etc., always fell on him, even though he was the most diligent in the company. Every month the assessment is at the top, but every month the salary is at the bottom.

As a college student who has just graduated, has no social experience, and has no skills, all these Lin Yuanzheng have recognized. But the most uncomfortable thing is to endure the gaze from your family.

Although there are more and more college students, and they are becoming less and less valuable, no one can deny the social trend, but as a person from an ordinary rural family, he must face the doubts of his family:

"The dog baby in our village, when I was a child, I was still in the same class as you, and I went to Guangdong to work before I finished junior high school, and now I have eight or nine thousand yuan a month, and I have a good house in the village, and I have a wife, and the children are almost five years old. Look at you, it's only more than 2,000 a month, and your family has worked hard for you to read for more than ten years, spending so much money and time, do you think it's easy? But in the end, you're not as good as a part-time worker, you already knew ......"

Of course, Lin Yuanzheng has also heard that many young people in the village who have little education are helping people watch slot machines in Guangdong, and some even have 10,000 yuan a month.

Of course, he won't compare himself with those young people, after all, others are doing illegal things, but he can't answer the questions of his family.

As a result, he became more and more afraid to go home, and he didn't even dare to call home. Since graduation, it has been almost a year and a half, and he has only gone back twice: once when he just got a job, and once during the Chinese New Year.

However, what hurt him the most was not the unsatisfactory work, nor the doubts of his family, but the departure of his girlfriend.

They met on campus and have been together for more than two years, and of course, they have not made any substantial breakthroughs, but they just go to class and self-study together, go to the cafeteria to eat, and go to the library. However, in Lin Yuanzheng's heart, this relationship is very beautiful.

It's just that as soon as they graduated, the two separated.

Both of them seem to have a tacit understanding, and they don't contact each other. Until one day, he suddenly found the news of her marriage in his classmate's space, and he suddenly felt that the whole world had collapsed.

After less than a year of separation, she married someone else, what is he in her heart? Lin Yuanzheng had a huge wound cut open in his heart, and he had been bleeding for a long time......

Just when real life beat him to the ground, and even he felt that he was about to be depressed and about to be psychologically twisted, a game saved him.

When he was studying, Lin Yuanzheng almost didn't play games, first, he had honestly followed the instructions of his family and the teachings of his teachers since he was a child, studied hard, and made progress every day; Second, for economic reasons, he didn't even have a computer at the time.

But since he occasionally opened a Three Kingdoms RPG and strategy game, Lin Yuanzheng became as crazy as if he had suddenly discovered a new continent, and devoted himself to the game every day after work.

The game brought him much more than just entertainment and passing the time, he experienced an unprecedented sense of accomplishment and pride in him as he defeated his enemies again and again, and he vaguely felt that there was another self in him, completely different from the real self.

In reality, I do repetitive work step by step every day, obey the leader's arrangement, never dare to say no, and I am so honest that I can even describe it as weak.

In the game, however, he is eager to take risks, and he never gives in, and he unceremoniously and immediately responds to everyone who offends him, and it is not an exaggeration to even describe it as retribution.

In life, he is taciturn, quite unresponsive, very unsociable, and almost has no friends. But when it comes to the game, he can talk to his online friends for hours.

In life, he is kind to people everywhere, he is a man with his tail between his legs, and no one wants to offend, nor does he dare to offend; But in the game, his credo is that bullying people is the foundation of happiness.

He hates the one in front of him and prefers the one behind him. Perhaps, the latter is a true self, a real self that is different from reality.

And this kind of reality can only be released in the game.