Chapter 51: The Good Soul of the Countess

Nikolai smiled helplessly and stepped forward to open the seal. Harley, www.biquge.info the pen "Fun" Pavilion, hid behind Dabao and whispered, "Could there be a monster hiding in the box waiting to sneak attack us?" ”

Dabao laughed and said, "How can it be like this every time!" But even if it is retribution, it will be retribution on Nikolai's head, let's just watch the excitement. ”

Nikolai unsealed the seal with black lines on his head, and was trying to satirize Dabao. Suddenly, the treasure chest opened automatically, and as the magic items continued to gush out, a woman's soul also flew out, and it was the countess who had just been killed.

After the battle, a few people who were joking and relaxing were also taken aback by the scene in front of them and immediately became vigilant.

The countess's soul hurriedly said, "Don't be nervous, I'm not the countess you just defeated. That is the evil part of my soul that splits out, and I am the good part. ”

"Souls can also be split?" Dabao asked in surprise.

The good soul replied, "Of course, Esenhard was not a master of this when the necromancer came."

Dabao turned his head to look at Nikolai and looked at him with inquiring eyes.

Nikolai smiled bitterly: "Yes, what my master is best at is splitting the soul and controlling those resurrected monsters to become powerful." After saying this, Nikolai saw that Dabao was still suspicious, and then continued: "Are you wondering why my teacher chose the poisonous bone department to major since he is a summoning master?" Hey, I didn't want to say it, but this soul knows about the split soul, so it's not a secret, but it's really wrong to criticize the teacher behind his back as a disciple. ”

"The complete soul of a person contains all kinds of emotions such as seven emotions and six desires. You can tolerate them, but you can't abandon them, so they will come out of your heart from time to time to disturb your heart, which is why human beings have all kinds of different personalities. Soul splitting is to split the soul with feelings and inject it into the body of the monster to enhance its strength, not really to split the soul in two. ”

Dabao asked again: "Will splitting the feelings also hurt the soul?" ”

Nikolai replied, "Hmph, my teacher split Brave and got a very powerful summon, but he would only hide behind the summon and never dare to confront the monster head-on. He is very strong in the face of ordinary monsters, but he definitely does not dare to face even more powerful monsters, do you say this is good or bad? People's feelings are relative, bravery corresponds to timidity, irritability corresponds to calmness. If you lose one, you lose your balance, and the other grows without restraint. Even if you seem to be useless cowardice, if you abandon it, then you will not know what you are afraid of, you will always put yourself in danger, and you will not know how to die, and it is good or bad? ”

"My teacher has split up so many feelings that I feel that he is already an emotionless killing machine, and I don't want to be such a person in the future, so I chose the Poison Bone Department as my major."

At this time, the countess's kind soul said, "If your master really has no feelings, he will not send you here." Human feelings are an inseparable part of the soul, no matter how much you abandon it, it will not disappear, it will only hide somewhere you can't see, until you really need it, you just need to look slowly, and you will always find it. ”

Esenhard found me, and I said to him, full of joy, "I'm finally waiting for you to come back to my youth." "But I didn't expect that he would mercilessly seal me in here, and he was afraid that I would do bad things again and be killed by other professionals. At that time, I couldn't accept this ending, and my heart was full of hatred for Esenhard. But I couldn't let go of the love I had for him for a long time, so my soul split, and the love for Esenhard remained and became me, and the hatred for Esenhard separated, broke the seal, and ran out by himself. ”

Hallie suddenly interjected, "You're saying the opposite!" I think you were split up, and the monster that died was left behind. ”

The kind soul said, "What do you know! My love for Esenhard was all I had, and nothing else mattered, so I gave them up and put them with the four pieces of equipment that Esenhard gave me. Little girl, I see you as if I saw my former self, and I hope you will not uncontrollably walk into the abyss of danger because of a wrong starting point. ”

Harley seemed to have been told something by a kind soul all of a sudden, and her face turned red, but she didn't dare to say anything more. Dabao pretended not to understand anything, and changed the subject: "What about after the split?" ”

The good soul suddenly became sad: "The soul that broke through the seal and regained control of the monsters here, and he was only controlled by instinct to kill those professionals and mercenaries who occasionally arrived, and then continued to use their blood to maintain their youth. I was in the seal, watching as it kept these people young with their blood while they were alive, and turned them into monsters when they died, and continued to enslave their souls. These innocent people died because of me, and I couldn't do anything about it, and the pain and guilt tormented me, and I suddenly realized that my hatred for Esenhard had returned. I hated why he didn't just kill me and let me do less sin. ”

"That's when I realized that humanity will never go away, it's just a matter of the power of love and hate. Eventually, my love overcame hate and embraced it. So, I still love Esenhard, but I don't hate him. I'm not surprised at all to hear about Esenhard's current condition, and from the day he sealed me, I've been worried that he won't end well. His strength and decisiveness have been divided, and the effect on my emotions when he deals with this problem must have caused him to split his emotions again, and I know that he will eventually become a ruthless and unrighteous person. ”

"However, this time he was able to send a disciple to see me, even if it was to kill me, I was very happy, because it was because he had already regained his feelings. My greatest wish has been fulfilled, and I can finally die without regrets. ”

The words of the kind soul seemed to infect Hallie, and she said angrily: "I have read Esenhard's diary, you saved his life, and you did such a terrible thing for him, it can be regarded as sacrificing yourself." As a man, he didn't give hope to his woman, which is not right in itself, and he also abandoned you. What else do you love him for? ”

The kind soul smiled faintly and replied: "This is really not to blame him, this itself is caused by the asymmetry of human nature, and ordinary people can't control it at all." ”

"What is the asymmetry of human nature?" Hallie asked again.

"You get what you give, that's symmetry. And when a person gets a little bit without giving, he will be very willing to cash in because he feels that he has taken advantage. And after a person gives a little bit and doesn't get it, he will keep giving and fantasize that he will get more in the future, because he doesn't want to suffer. This creates asymmetry. It is for this reason that I do not hesitate to give everything I have, just to be with him forever, so that my efforts will be rewarded. And he is more accustomed to constantly accepting my contributions, and feels that his acceptance of my efforts is already the greatest reward for me. When we get used to this complementary asymmetry, and suddenly one day we need him to really give, the asymmetry shows its power, and he feels that it is unreasonable to let him pay, so our feelings collapse at once, this is the weakness of human nature, and people who have not experienced it cannot be overcome. ”

Dabao sighed at this time: "If you start from the point that selfishness is human nature, you will understand that it is normal to love yourself more than others. In the same way, if you don't love yourself, how can you love others? It's really sympathetic for you to hurt yourself and raise Esenhard to be a person who only knows how to give, and it all boils down to one sentence: 'Women must be kind to themselves!' ’”

"You think love is good; Sincere efforts must have beautiful returns; Love doesn't lie, and even love doesn't change...... The main thing is that you think that two people who love each other will inevitably come together. Yes, whether or not they are in love is an important factor in determining whether two people come together, but whether two people can come together is not just this simple reason that can be decided. Love is a double-edged sword, the most difficult to calculate, so it is difficult to master the balance, and it is the easiest for both parties to be hurt. ”

And you're always immersed in the vision of a better life, or anxious about the uncertainties that will hurt the future, rather than the happy enjoyment and the happy present of Esenhard, so you create a myriad of problems for yourself, and then turn them into reality one by one. Until your present becomes the same as the future you fear the most, so it is not unjust that you have been tortured like this. ”

The kind soul listened to Dabao's words and muttered to himself: "Love is blind, and reality is cruel. Either you enjoy blind love, or you accept the cruel reality, it is impossible for people to enjoy love without facing reality. It's a pity that the world can't be repeated, and I realized it too late. ”

It glanced at Hallie, then said, "Let it pass everything that has passed, I've seen it very lightly." I only hope that future generations will not suffer the same pain as I did. Little girl, I feel very close to you, so I want to give you a gift. By the way, remember my name, my name is Mary, and everyone else calls me Bloody Mary. ”

At this moment, a ring flew up from the ground, and the good soul suddenly burrowed into the ring, and the ring began to change again. Dabao, who has had several experiences, looked at Harley enviously, he had always hoped that there would be a ring grandfather to help him, but he didn't expect Harley to get the ring grandmother.