Section 48 Where we don't meet in life (7)

But Haixin's answer was simple and clear. 'I'm so ugly!' said with a nonchalant smile.

'......' This silenced Kang Lok again. It's true that she's ugly, so it's understandable to refuse to participate because of low self-esteem and fear of embarrassment. But until Haixin said it to him, Kang Lele never thought of it.

"And Kang Lele, have you ever thought that this is the first time I have sung in front of hundreds of people! You are naturally rough and thick-skinned after a hundred battles! But what about me, my experience value is less than or equal to zero! zero! zero!'Haixin almost madly emphasized (γƒŽ; γ‚šβ–‘γ‚š)γƒŽ'Fighting monsters and upgrading have to be gradual, I haven't even been to the neighborhood committee's charity performance for the disabled and orphans, why do you think that I can face the national audience without fear as soon as I enter the novice village and the rookie who has not yet received the equipment?!'Haixin is unbelievableγƒŽ(;;; Ξ˜Π”Ξ˜)。

'(#‡′)Damn!Don't you just treat the people below as turnips!??what's there to be afraid of!'' to the unbelievable Kang Le of the heart of the sea seems even more unbelievable (・'γƒ˜ ́・; ).

Even if it is a turnip, a radish and a pit, and thousands of turnips are thousands of pits, thousands of pits, then it is not called a pit, but an abyss, an abyss. Look down at the heart I want to die, what else do I sing?!!! 'Looking at Kang Lele's nose and eyes slanted at Niu playing the piano, I didn't go to the stage, and I already wanted to die-(γ‚šΠ”γ‚š'*)~. The reason why he is afraid of the stage is the biggest fear and concern in his heart. Not only that, but also her singing. As you can see, the audition night was just an impromptu singing, but she was able to achieve an almost perfect degree of completion. After hearing such a song, do you think I still have the courage to stand on the stage? Standing on a stage dominated by her and with her as the benchmark?!' Haixin never explained who the 'she' was, but the reference was clear at a glance, and the reason why she was in a word. Since she was a child, Haixin has regarded her sister as an imaginary enemy, although she is inevitably beyond her strength, but it is also a good medicine to urge her to improve. But since the end of the audition, she has once again witnessed her sister's strength. In the face of the still huge gap, the efforts of many years came to naught overnight, and from that moment on, the once firmly believed that God will reward hard work has also completely collapsed. So you don't have to say anything, I'm not going to play. ’

Although '......' did not swear this time, and his tone was especially calm as water, it was more unquestionable than any previous refusal. At this moment, Kang Lele finally understood why she suddenly ran out of the concert hall that night, singing alone into the empty air. It seems to be driven by some unprovoked impulse, but in the blink of an eye, it has abruptly stopped and disappeared without a trace. Understand, why her sobbing back is like a wailing chick, and this time he can no longer laugh at her for being a soft egg. Why, she would say "scared". Because no matter how turbulent the waves are, they will eventually turn into droplets in front of the rocky reefs. It is true that the existence of Hailan is the driving force for her to move forward, but at the same time, the huge gap is also an iron wall that makes her not see the light of day. This is the terrible thing about a strong enemy. Especially when she is the closest person to her. That night, she was smashed to pieces and frightened.

'Thank you, but,' Haixin paused, then shrugged and said, 'That's it~' looked like he was ready to leave.