Chapter 196: Reversal of Life and Death [Second Update]
In the past, Wang Yan thought that he could uphold his heart and move forward, even if there were thousands of difficulties and dangers, he would not change his original intention, just like he entered Beishengzhou alone when he was in danger, one was to pass on the grace of Duan Henan, and then to repay the fourth lady for saving his life, so even if he knew that the road ahead was difficult and dangerous, he did not hesitate to go. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
But in the face of today's Fourth Miss, Wang Yan was a little confused, he didn't know what the meaning of such a Fourth Miss was alive, was it just to provide experience for players? Is that all?
This is the first time that Wang Yan has given birth to a heart barrier, he can't break it, if he can't find the avenue after all, he is trapped in this world like thousands of NPCs around him, he doesn't know the meaning of his existence, and he doesn't know what all his efforts are?
What is life? What exactly is life for? If I give up my original persistence and abandon everything under the avenue in order to break through the shackles of heaven and earth today, am I still the same me?
Too many doubts are like a labyrinth, Wang Yan can't find a way out when he falls into it, this is a delicacy. Therefore, he became silent on the next journey, except for the practice of rushing away, he no longer looked at the fourth lady, as if he wanted to escape something, but he knew that his heart barrier had not gone.
Liu Zhaoxian also knew that Wang Yansheng had a heart barrier, but he couldn't guide Wang Yan anymore, just like Wang Yan said before, 'The heart is a road barrier, and the body is a road lock', and the obstacle and shackles can only be broken by himself, and he can't fake others.
However, Liu Zhaoxian also understood that if Wang Yan could not pass this hurdle, he was afraid that he would gradually go down and lose the courage to pursue detachment, but if Wang Yan could break through, it would undoubtedly be the most solid step on the avenue.
In this way, more than half a month passed unconsciously, more than ten years ago, the group of Proud Sword Villa was divided into two in the northern Haoyue City, and the ordinary inner disciples and true disciples went to the southwest, and these people would pass through the Sword Gate Pass and then go up the river and return to the gate; Liu Zhaoxian and several elders returned to the gate with the proud sword and the cold moon from the Qianren cliff in the back mountain of Baijian Mountain, and Wang Yan and the ghost uncle walked with them.
On this day, Liu Zhaoxian and his party had already entered the scope of Mingkang Town and returned to the old place, and Wang Yan, who had not spoken for half a month, suddenly said to Liu Zhaoxian: "Senior, can you stay here for a day." ”
"Okay."
Liu Zhaoxian didn't ask anything, just agreed, Wang Yan didn't say anything else, and went straight in the direction of Shanxia Village, Ghost Uncle wanted to follow, but was stopped by Liu Zhaoxian.
"Let him go, there are some things he has to investigate by himself after all."
The ghost uncle didn't seem to understand Liu Zhaoxian's words, because he didn't have any doubts, facing the fourth young lady who had served with him, although he felt strange in his heart, but deep in his consciousness, he firmly believed that the fourth young lady was affected by the means of the Tianxing strange monk, and the Dao heart was frustrated before it became what it is now.
So the ghost uncle will never understand something, and because of this cognitive difference, he is distinguished from Wang Yan and Liu Zhaoxian, Liu Zhaoxian is clear about this, Wang Yan is trying to understand, but it is difficult for the ghost uncle to understand.
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Following the path when he fled from Gongsun's mansion, Wang Yan gradually approached the Mengze Mountains, the day in September was the hottest time, it was almost noon, the scorching sun was in the sky, even the air became dense, and the distance seemed to be in the water waves, rippling slightly.
And in the slightly rippling vista, Wang Yan walked on the road he used to have, and found that smoke was curling in the direction of Shanxia Village, and everything seemed to be the same as when he first discovered Shanxia Village.
Seeing this, Wang Yan couldn't help but speed up his pace, and urged the steps of the clouds to the extreme and galloped towards Shanxia Village, not long after, Wang Yan stopped, he stood on the field outside Shanxia Village, looking at the Shanxia Village, which had once turned into a white ground, but reappeared in front of him as it was at the beginning, the low village houses, the dilapidated thatched houses, the straw on the threshing floor like a mountain, the farmers and peasant women in the village went back and forth, looking busy, and the unique taste of the coarse and blandly rice drifted out with the cooking smoke, everything was so real.
Looking at the scene in front of him, Wang Yan seemed to understand why Fifth Yun asked him to come back to see, he vaguely understood something, his heart was beating violently, and at the same time he was afraid of something, at this moment, there were a few innocent laughter from the field on the side, Wang Yan followed the reputation, and saw a group of half-old children running barefoot on the ridges, playing.
This was an ordinary scene, but it made Wang Yan's eyes stare at it, because he saw familiar faces in this group of children, and after he saw the fastest and happiest child in this group of children, Wang Yan couldn't help but lose his voice and said: "Li Mo?!" ”
Until now, Wang Yan has not forgotten the scene of Li Mo's death in front of him, even if Li Mo is not as close to him as Xiaodouzi and Bai Jasmine, but he still poured his heart and soul into Li Mo, and was sad and even sad for his early death, so he has never forgotten the original scene, but now, Li Mo, who has died, actually appeared in front of him alive, which made Wang Yan unbelievable.
Wang Yan stepped a little down, and couldn't help but go towards the group of children, staying closer and closer, Wang Yan finally determined that the group of children in front of him were the children who practiced martial arts with him at the beginning, these children should have fallen, but now they are all alive, with the intact Shanxia Village alive, and Li Mo is also the same as the previous 'Li Mo', the only difference is that this Li Mo seems to be a year or two younger.
Wang Yan's appearance attracted the attention of the children, and the group of children immediately gathered around, Li Mo stood at the front like a child king as he did again, looking at Wang Yan and saying in an unkind tone: "Who are you?" What are you doing in our village? ”
Don't remember me?
A trace of bitterness appeared on Wang Yan's face, and he recalled in his mind what Fifth Yun had said when he left, 'Refresh'! An extremely unfamiliar word, but Wang Yan somewhat understood the meaning, but Wang Yan said with some reluctance: "Your name is Li Mo?" ”
Li Mo was taken aback, and immediately said, "How do you know my name?" ”
"You don't remember who I am?"
Li Mo took a closer look, shook his head and said, "I don't know you, how do you know my name?" Are you ill-intentioned? ”
The Li Mo in front of him was still upright and tiger-minded, but Wang Yan smiled miserably and said, "You are not Li Mo." ”
"You're not Li Mo!"
Wang Yan shook his head, ignored the group of children, and entered the village in a flash, he walked towards the thatched house where he lived at the beginning, all the way, the people in the village were very surprised by him, an outsider, and there was surprise and fear in his eyes, Wang Yan ignored anyone, but he saw the old village chief who had brought him food in the village, the peasant women who were dissatisfied with Xiaodouzi, and even Bai Jasmine's parents.
Looking at Bai Jasmine's parents, Wang Yan's heart beat wildly, and an ominous premonition appeared in his heart, and then he searched inside and outside the village like crazy, and in the end, he didn't see Bai Jasmine, Xiaodouzi, or even An Guo. (To be continued.) )