Chapter 37: The Taste of Youth (3)
"What is missing, you can make it clear. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info" He Qingping sniffed anxiously while running.
"I just don't see it! She didn't come with me when I had dinner, I thought she was going to eat by herself, but I didn't expect to wait until the evening self-study and didn't see anyone, I didn't find it when I went back to the dormitory, so I came to you directly. Tong Qiuyan was about to cry in a hurry.
"Did she say anything to you?" He Qingping asked.
"I didn't ...... No wow, she was fine yesterday, but she doesn't feel like she has any energy today, I thought it was her stomach upset? Tong Qiuyan replied with some uncertainty, thinking that it was really her who said the wrong thing.
He Qingping frowned, raised his eyes and looked, there is a huge campus, alternating light and dark, where to find it!
The black canopy of the sky has sunk down, and the night breeze is slightly cool, blowing across the earth. The campus is sparsely populated and quiet. Coccidia chirped, as if trying to break the silence. The street lamps in the aisles were already on, and many moths and mosquitoes gathered from all around, fluttering on the lampshades one by one.
Behind a row of curved street lamps, the playground is fenced off by a plastic fence, which makes the green lawn in the middle of the playground even darker against the surrounding lights. Looking from the outside, I couldn't notice a figure sitting on the green lawn.
Guan Yimei sat in the middle of the lawn. At this point, she clasped her bent legs with both hands, and her head was lowered and buried in them. It seemed that only in such darkness could she feel a moment of tranquility.
I don't know when it started, Guan Yimei fell in love with He Qingping. Every time he showed something different, the rest of the class thought he was contrived, and just Guan Yimei could see that this was his simple personality. There are so many people, it seems that he is the only one who is thinking seriously, talking seriously, and living seriously. Compared with his seriousness, everyone else seems to be acting, which makes her feel uncomfortable.
Gradually, she began to like the feeling of bullying him; I like that he sincerely expresses all kinds of inexplicable opinions; I like him when he's embarrassed, touching his head and giggling; I like the innocent expression he shows when he is staring at himself.
Thinking of this, Guan Yimei stuck out her head and looked up at the sky. There seemed to be a smile in his reddish eyes. The evening breeze blew, making her ear-length short hair flutter slightly. In the stillness of the night, the picture looks so beautiful.
In order to make up for her previous mistakes, Guan Yimei went to find Mao Feng privately and asked to hand over He Qingping to her for training, which is actually a thought close to the water. This period of training is the happiest time for her. Obviously, he was jumping happily like a deer in his heart, and he had to pretend to be impatient and angry on the surface, but he was also very happy. Sometimes I couldn't hold it anymore, so I grinned carefully behind his back, and then turned my head and continued to pretend.
Every time he was misunderstood by others, he didn't speak for him. is just silent, but in my heart I hope that other people's misunderstandings can be deeper, so that only I can see his good.
I didn't expect to be such a selfish person.
Originally, she thought that she had completely possessed this happiness, until yesterday Tong Qiuyan told her that a rival in love appeared, and then this information was confirmed this morning.
I'm really stupid, I finally met a boy I liked, but I didn't grasp it. Who can blame for this, but I can only blame myself for not grasping it well. Obviously, he was already clear about his personality before, but because of the words of the head teacher, he misunderstood him. Every time she thinks of this, Guan Yimei feels a little heartache. His performance during that time should also make him feel very uncomfortable.
originally thought that she had made up for it, but when she saw the girl named Zheng Jiayi today, she suddenly realized that many things were wrong or missed. When her girl took pictures with him, there was a tacit understanding between the two, how could she be like herself, she would only blindly bully people. Anyone can see that the two of them are more compatible. Otherwise, why haven't I been in contact with him for so long, and there have been no rumors between the two of us?
Guan Yimei was a little discouraged and buried her head again. After a while, there was the sound of people running by outside the playground, and a man and a woman were talking anxiously, and the voices were He Qingping and Tong Qiuyan.
"It's so late, where can she go?"
Tong Qiuyan's tone sounded a little anxious, which made Guan Yimei feel a little guilty. Tong Qiuyan is the only best friend after she entered high school, and the only one who knows what is on her mind. In fact, her personality seems to match He Qingping very well, if it weren't for herself, she would have liked He Qingping.
"Could it be that I went to the hospital?" This is He Qingping's voice, and it sounds like he is also in a bit of a hurry. However, this question was asked inexplicably, which made Guan Yimei a little curious.
"Ah, what are you going to do in the hospital, are you ...... What was done to her? Tong Qiuyan asked in a whisper.
Guan Yimei's face turned red when she didn't come.
I only heard He Qingping say: "What, didn't you say that she had an uncomfortable stomach?" ”
"Uh...... It turned out to be the one that scared me. Tong Qiuyan seemed to pat her chest and said, "Stomach discomfort is every month, so you don't have to go to the hospital." ”
He Qingping spoke louder: "What, every month!" Haven't you been to the hospital before? ”
Tong Qiuyan was impatient with the question, and said, "Oh, you don't care about this, you don't understand the girl's affairs." Anyway, if you believe me, she won't go to the hospital. ”
He Qingping complained and wanted to ask clearly, but they were all resolved by Tong Qiuyan one by one.
Guan Yimei, who was sitting on the playground, blushed and scolded in a low voice: stupid, so she didn't speak again. At this moment, I was a little angry in my heart, I was in the playground next to you, you didn't know it, it seemed that I really didn't care about me. If you can't find it, it proves that we have no fate, and then you will be so dead.
Listening to the footsteps getting farther and farther away, Guan Yimei's heart gradually sank. She tried to shout several times: I'm here, but in the end she held back.
After a long time, the whole world became quiet again, and Guan Yimei's heart sank to the bottom, feeling the tranquility from the bottom.
It seems that there is no fate, so so be it. Although I thought so in my heart, tears overflowed uncontrollably from the corners of my eyes.
She wiped it casually, then picked up the gossip newspaper on the ground and slowly stood up. The wind was blowing from behind, and there was a smell of fresh water on the surface of the lake, mixed with the smell of sweat!
It should be an illusion, she thought about it and sniffed it carefully, and sure enough, it smelled of sweat!
She suddenly felt that something was wrong, turned around sharply, and saw a familiar figure standing a meter behind her.
She couldn't hold back any longer, her mouth pouted, and tears poured out like a tide.