The initial excitement of stepping into a new world has gradually subsided, and Li Chenlan leans against a big tree in the corner of the village, recalling that his life is not short. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Thirty years old, years old, but far from standing. Nothing can be accomplished except a guild in a virtual world.

The girl he rescued from under the gun was the girl he had liked for a long time, and it only took a few days from acquaintance to acquaintance. Wang Ba looked at the scales, and he was somewhat moved.

But there are two great barriers between them, age and status.

Li Chenlan is more than ten years older than the girl whose game ID is Rouge Xue, and her status cannot be compared with her as the only heir to a huge fortune, so she was silent, the two of them walked through one game world after another, did not meet, and did not even exchange contact information, but never left in the game world, silently guarding the feelings that should not be born.

Until Li Chenlan was beaten into a hornet's nest and sent into this world, it was still a game world.

A kind of mourning called eternal farewell, unconsciously wrapped him, he recalled the bits and pieces with her, he imagined what kind of pain she would have after he left, and what kind of man would pull up her long hair, put on a wedding dress for her, and give her the continuation of her first life.

Li Chenlan is a little uncomfortable, anyone who thinks of such a picture can't have pure blessings, he is angry, he is unwilling, he is reluctant, but even when he is born, he can only be indifferent, all the struggles are pale, and he can only do nothing about everything.

"You're a coward!" He said to himself more than once.

I was not born, I was born to be old, I hated me for being late, I hated you for being early

I am not born when you are born, I am old and hateful at the same time, and I am good with you every day

I was born before I was born, I am old, I am far away from the end of the world, and I am separated from the cape

I was born before I was born, and I was born with an aging butterfly to look for flowers, and I lived in the grass at night

I always thought that this was just a beautiful poem, but until I met her, I didn't know what a sad song this was.

How young she is, how old she is, how good.