Depression is not a disease, it is a manifestation of mental emotion, depression is a disease, and it is the body that determines that it is difficult to be happy after having this disease.

When encountering things that should be happy, depressed people will be sad, as if they see things differently than others.

It's not just different in one thing, it's different in all kinds of things, and the opinions expressed are all negative emotions.

This kind of performance should be the performance of a wise man in ancient times, of course, if it is manifested in ordinary people, it is hated by others, and the broom star.

As long as you say it right, you will be hated.

Pan An reminisced about his current situation.

"I am also excited when I see Li Yan, I can distinguish between beauty and ugliness, and I will be happy when I read books and learn new knowledge. ”

"I get upset when I'm in trouble, and the excitement doesn't last long......"

Pan An thought that he had indeed received the emotional impact of depression, but whether it was depression or not needed further confirmation.

An important manifestation of depression is that it is not happy, or it is not persistent.

"The few times I've been suppressed, it's been impulsive, not excited. ”

Pan An has a good memory, and quickly recalled his situation these times.

Originally, I wouldn't be in a good mood when I encountered this kind of thing like fighting, especially when the other party refused to let go of himself several times, no one could be happy at this time, right?

But it's really hard to get excited, Pan An thought about it, it's not his own problem.

The perspective of looking at things and the path to go are not consistent with the people around them, such as Li Yan and Auntie, the things they care about are too different from the things they are interested in, and the laughter of the two sides is inconsistent, so it is difficult to find common fun.

Pan An has always understood the principle of seeking common ground while reserving differences.

In the chat group, no matter what kind of identity and wealth everyone has, talking about women is a set.

Some nutritious topics can always be quickly echoed by the rest of the people.

Pan An is the kind of person who does not agree.

It's not this society that's wrong, it's that Pan An didn't enter his own circle.

If you participate in study sessions and research groups, it's easy to find people with the same interests.

At this time, the bar spirit will definitely say that the study meeting and the research group are smoky and miasma, and it looks like a fox friend and dog friend that others know.

Pan An also realized that he was indeed not suitable for joining some small circles, mainly because of his own problems, and the first thing he had to understand was his own body.

Compared to the knowledge outside, his body is a huge treasure containing immeasurable wealth!

I want to know more about my body!

It doesn't matter if it's good or bad.

Experiments and examinations such as science, Pan An does not understand, and will not, and does not have the resources and confidence to go to others to conduct special examinations on himself.

What is stored in the mind cannot be solved for the time being.

Pan An quickly sorted out his memories of more than a year, focusing on the several times his emotions were affected.

After tidying up, Pan An looked around.

The strongest grief is the first memory of being in this house.

The strongest joy is the moment of "becoming a human"!

At the moment when the comprehensive value changed from 0.9 to 1 in the Internet café by playing games, everyone in the Internet café cheered for Pan An, and Pan An also excitedly let out a meaningless howl to show his joy.

The moment he became a human, Pan An's joy was unprecedentedly exciting and high.

At that time, he ordered free drinks for everyone when he showed off, and at the same time, in order to show off and let more people compliment himself, he chose to go to the man-machine area to find children to play with.

But the excitement didn't last an hour before it was interrupted......

"I'm not depressed!"

Pan An can be sure of this, he is not depressed, he has always shown depression, the kind of robot-like emotion and indifference he has shown, just because what he wants is inconsistent with the mainstream views of this society.

There is a difference between people and people.

Pan An believes that there is a difference between people and people, and some people are born to be excellent.

This view is inconsistent with the view of princes and generals, and it is not the view of some women who is more noble than whom.

Some ordinary people are very proud when they play fools, but these "smart people" will not believe that some people can play them as fools.

However, in Pan An's knowledge, some smart people are just played with like fools, and deceiving these smart people is the same as cheating fools.

Intelligence is a manifestation of genes, and Pan An believes that it is a difference in genetic form, just as some people are born with some special pathologies.

His body should not be the structure of ordinary people, Pan An has no evidence to prove this, and he can't refute the scientific proof prescribed by the hospital, but this view is deep-rooted, and he has maintained this view since he found out that he has this system in his body for a period of time.

Pan An is sure that he is not depressed, and he has a problem with his current self, but this problem cannot be solved by just selling one [depression].

If you don't have depression, you will have the ability to go berserk.

Just like the bubbles in a fish tank, your body is constantly making all kinds of bubbles.

What depression, what virus, is just a superficial fog.

Clearing the layers of fog, Pan An found the core of his body!

It is easy to understand the so-called ability and skill if they are all regarded as one object.

Everything, everything, is a problem for the sake of selling, and as long as your own factory is still there, there will be a constant stream of goods being put on the table.

"My body, able to sell for money!"

After finding the root cause of everything, Pan An understood the cause and effect of the matter.

"I see, I've been ignoring this. ”

Pan An looked at his hands, turned around and walked to the floor-to-ceiling mirror on one side, looking at the person in the mirror who was also walking towards him.

"What I'm going to do is not just hoarding, even if everything is smooth and stable, and finally at the end of my life, I will not hesitate to sell everything I have to get even the slightest turnaround. ”

People have a life limit, not only people, but also houses and electrical appliances, the difference is only the difference in the length of life.

Pan An's body will not end up with that kind of longevity because of the profligacy of the previous twenty years.

Pan An, who is almost thirty years old, may live to be sixty or seventy years old, but that is not the end Pan An wants.

The situation in front of you is not serious, but if you don't make changes and break through the barriers you have set for yourself, then you will not be able to go where you want to go and see the scenery you want to see in this life.

If you want to break through, you have to have more money!

Psychic Magic: Subconscious Influence

【Body Forging Martial Arts: Invincible in a Hundred Battles】

【Spiritual Power Cultivation Cheats: High-spirited】

Your own body and soul need more copper coins to strengthen it, and relying only on the current output can't play the slightest role!

Pan An slowly sat on the floor, looking at himself in the mirror with a smile, and the person in the mirror was also smiling, smiling like that.

The tears shed before made Pan An cherish every minute and every second of his memory, and he was determined not to sell any of himself!

Pan An has always believed that he will not fail him, and he is also happy for his perseverance, and after using mind magic to realize that he has never deviated from the path he set at the beginning, Pan An is happy and happy.

Pan An's memory is so good, it's really good, he clearly remembers the way he cried in this room at that time, and even the feeling of tears flowing down his eyes at the beginning.

If you lose the memory of the past, if you break the promise of the past, then is it still the original self?

The original self cried bitterly, wept, and swore an oath.

[League of Legends Game Technology (Strongest King)], from the beginner rookie to the strongest king in the national server, all the game experience and technical perception in the game, value: 24121 bronze

Pan An looked at himself in the mirror, and at this time he didn't have any regrets and wanted to cry, just smiled like that, and couldn't tell what it felt.

"Sell!"

Just as high-level game knowledge will cover low-level game knowledge, today's me will also cover the past me, and tomorrow's me can also deny today's me.

Can people really stay the same?

Pan An didn't know.

Pan An stood up.

Pan An walked towards the door.

If you think you remember those three in chapter 21, I won't copy it, and if you can't remember it, I'll copy and paste it next time.