Chapter 42: Breaking through yourself

The transfer rumor turmoil has passed for the time being, but this time the turmoil is getting bigger and bigger in Liu Heng's heart. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info Liu Heng lost sleep for the first time that night. The next day he was also listless on the training ground. He didn't dare to look into the eyes of his teammates because he read the football newspaper this morning.

Here's what the cover says. Blockbuster transfer, Liu Heng was dissatisfied with wages and bonuses, and publicly transferred to Real Madrid. In fact, Liu Heng never said these words at all, but everything is possible in the media, what has not been said can be added, and what has been said can be taken out of context. The cover picture is a photo of the satirical Liu Heng and Su Xiaoyou happily leaving the restaurant. For the first time in his life, Liu Heng felt the pressure. Pressure from all sides. Fans, teammates, and their own hearts. Another blow is that the newly announced Chinese team to participate in the top 12 does not have Liu Heng's name. Or maybe the Football Association has seen the news.

Liu Heng's training in the past few days has been muddy. Roma coach Spalletti and Liu Heng have talked many times, but nothing has worked. An eighteen-year-old player is under so much pressure. Spalletti and others also felt very sorry for him. But Spalletti believed him and put him in the starting line-up for the midweek game against Sevilla.

As the clock ticked by, it was Wednesday for Roma's first home game in this year's Champions League. Roma against Europa League winners Sevilla. Liu Heng was in the role of an invisible man throughout the game, running inactively, stealing indecisively, and passing without boundaries. Roma were also held to a draw by Sevilla because of this performance. After the game, the Roma fans gave Liu Heng a deafening boo. Roma fans may think that Liu Heng is deliberately playing negatively in order to achieve the purpose of transfer. Although the Rome press spokesman came out to refute the rumors as soon as the news was released, people tend to believe that the first time the eyes meet is the truth. The truth is often untrue, but people will imagine it to be true. Liu Heng cried in the locker room, the first time he cried because of pressure. Before this, Liu Heng had always thought that he was a child with strong inner resistance to pressure and a very rational nature, but when people really faced pressure, they would feel how small they were. When the Roma teammates saw Liu Heng crying, they realized that the news was fake. The old captain Totti saw this scene, and he decided to talk to Liu Heng.

"Hey, Liu, don't cry, I'm going to talk to you."

Liu Heng stopped crying and followed the voice to see that it was Totti. He followed Totti out of the locker room.

"I know why you're crying, these are things you have to go through. We are professional footballers. It is destined to be adrift. You know what, Liu. I see my shadow in the body where you play and I want you to stay at Roma. But if there is a better club to sign you, then you should not hesitate. Think about your career. Totti's deep eyes looked into the distance as he said these words.

Liu Heng honestly didn't quite understand what Totti said, he asked: "Captain, didn't you also refuse Real Madrid's invitation at the beginning." Stayed in Rome. I want to be like you, too. “

Totti seemed to have expected Liu Heng to say this, and didn't speak, just smiled.

Liu Heng continued to ask, "Captain, what should I do?" I didn't really think about transferring. I want to be like you and stay in the Roma team. “

Totti said, "Liu, don't be naïve anymore. We are professional footballers and everything has to be measured by the form of the game. Do you think that if you continue to be in the same form as you were in today's game, do you think you will stay in the Roma team? “

Liu Heng heard Totti's words and had nothing to say. Yes, I am too naïve, and I think about the aspects of things too simply. On the football field, there is an element of your willingness, only the intertwined interests. Liu Heng himself took it for granted that all this was beautiful, but who would say for sure in the future. There are very few players in a team nowadays who are loyal to the team.

Liu Heng can be said to have woken up by Totti's words. He looked curiously at the calm old captain next to him. Totti has experienced a lot more in his career than he has. Honor, peaks, underestimates, suspicion, revilation. Totti has been through it all, and he'll still get back on his feet. Some would say that his character hindered his development. Liu Heng believes that this is his characteristic, his charm, and this is also the charm of football. The incompleteness of football.

Liu Heng was a little relieved when he thought about it. The blow is to make you stronger, the cowardly will be crushed by the blow, and the strong will move forward to the blow and crush it. Now Liu Heng is underestimated for the second time in his football career. The first time was the injury that almost ruined his career, and this time the injury turned from the body to the heart. The national team was defeated, the transfer turmoil, and Su Xiaoyou's chaotic relationship, and his sluggish performance on the field. All this pressed on Liu Heng's body. Fortunately, Totti had a conversation with Liu Heng in time and pulled Liu Heng back from the edge of the cliff.

"Thank you, Captain, you will always be the only idol in my heart." A smile bloomed on Liu Heng's face again.

Totti was still looking into the distance and said, "It's my pleasure." Okay, go take a shower and go home. Oh yes, that girl is really great! When Totti finished the last sentence, he glanced at Liu Heng meaningfully.

Liu Heng was a little confused after hearing this, but he understood something in an instant and smiled again.

Liu Heng returned to the locker room and found that his teammates had not left, as if they were waiting for him. Liu Xin walked up to him.

"Ah Heng, I just chatted with my teammates, and everyone thinks that today's game is not your fault alone, don't take it too seriously, and don't take other rumors to heart."

Liu Heng was a little moved after hearing this, and said to Liu Xin: "Brother, I understand. You can rest assured. I'm fine now. When I wake up tomorrow, I'll still be a good man. ”

Liu Heng returned home, he looked at some garbage thrown near his home, and picked up the garbage with a wry smile and threw it in the trash can. Liu Heng took out his mobile phone and saw that Su Xiaoyou still hadn't sent him a message. Liu Heng thought to himself that Su Xiaoyou should have also seen the news. Perhaps, their relationship is destined to end before it has even begun.

Liu Heng thought about it and entered the door with a helpless smile. Liu Heng didn't think about anything at this time, his brain was empty, and he had a good night's sleep. Transfer? Affection? It's all up to time. He's just playing well every minute on the pitch now.