"How did you get yourself like this?"

After Wu Yun, who hadn't seen her for a long time, walked into the thatched house, she was shocked when she saw Wang Yan's appearance, even though she had heard Xiaodouzi describe it in general before, she still didn't expect Wang Yan to be so weak. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info And just behind the fifth rhyme, a group of mermaids rushed in, making Huwan, Xiaodouzi, Bai Jasmine and even Li Mo, the little ghost, come.

"How did this happen?"

Ling Huwan was also shocked, although she complained in her heart that Wang Yan left her alone, she was still very concerned. After nearly two months, Wang Yan saw Ling Huwan again, but his heart was no longer as throbbing as before, and even in the face of Xiaodouzi, Bai Jasmine and even the fifth rhyme, Wang Yan's heart was much more indifferent, all because of 'empty me'.

"Out of the way."

Wang Yan waved his hand, and then said impatiently: "You guys go out first, I have something to talk about with the fifth girl." ”

Hearing this, everyone couldn't help but be stunned for a while, Ling Huwan's expression darkened, Bai Jasmine hung her head, Xiaodouzi looked dazed, and Li Mo, the little ghost, said bluntly: "What, I heard that you were injured, everyone was kind enough to come to see you, but you drove people out, without a good word, hum." ”

In the face of these people's reactions, Wang Yan didn't intend to say anything more but closed his eyes, seeing this, Wu Yun turned around and said: "You guys go out first, Brother Wang's situation is not good now, he must have something important to tell me urgently." ”

"Am I doing something wrong again?"

Xiaodouzi lowered her head and her eyes were red, she knew that the master didn't tell anything, but she called a large group of people, and it turned out like this. Seeing this, Bai Jasmine touched her head, took Xiaodouzi's little hand and went out, Ling Huwan didn't say anything, turned around and left quietly.

In an instant, there were only two people left in the small broken house, Wang Yan immediately opened his eyes and said straight to the point: "You once told me that self-nature is the foundation of the soul, a person's heart, likes and dislikes, etc. are all manifestations derived from self-nature, it is the core of personality, is the key to coordination, unification and integration of all parts of a person, and only with self-nature can you be a sound person, right?" ”

"Yes!"

Although Fifth Yun didn't understand why Wang Yan suddenly asked about this, she still gave a positive answer. Just hearing this answer, Wang Yan shook his head and said, "But I feel that I have no self-nature, or that my self-nature is incomplete." ”

Hearing this, Fifth Yun was not surprised at all, but his eyes lit up, and he said, "Why do you say this, what did you find?" ”

"I found another self and I called him 'empty self'. Perhaps this description is not accurate enough, but it would be more accurate to say that the 'empty self' is the original soul of this body, although this soul is blank and has no autonomous consciousness, like a pair of cold eyes on the sidelines, in your words, the 'empty self' carries the programmed instructions, and then quietly watches the cycle of this body repeats. ”

Fifth Yun showed surprise in her eyes, but she didn't say anything, just said with interest: "And then?" ”

"If that's all there is, I wouldn't have too many doubts, but the 'empty self' is not self-aware, but it will obey the body's instincts and respond outside of the program."

"Are you sure it's outside of the instruction program?"

The fifth rhyme instantly grasped the key point, Wang Yan nodded, and said: "Although I still don't understand what the instruction program means, if you look at it as a will, this will itself only sets the way of life that my body has repeatedly cycled in the past, and it has not given me emotions or other changes.

And I entered the self world through the secret technique of the Proud Sword Villa and went back to my memory, and I did discover this. For example, 'I' used to repeatedly mine in the Iron Cave every day, and some people laughed at 'me' day after day, maybe this is also a setting, but at first 'I' didn't react at all, but then I gradually became angry, and the daily work will also make the body tired, and the long-term accumulation of fatigue and anger at ridicule, 'I' began to get tired of mining in the Iron Cave repeatedly, eager to make changes, and finally the current me was born. ”

Fifth Rhyme was completely shocked and muttered, "It's amazing that you can actually find the reason for your birth in the in-game programmatic way, you are the most incredible I've ever seen... Life. ”

"What life?"

Wang Yan stared at the fifth rhyme fiercely, he felt that the fifth rhyme seemed to say something important just now, but the fifth rhyme was vague at the key point, so Wang Yandeng asked eagerly, but the fifth rhyme said: "This is a discussion about the type of life, are you sure you need to know it now?" Can you recognize it, will you make yourself more confused, have you forgotten the warning of Granny Long before? ”

Wang Yan shook his head, of course I haven't forgotten what happened in Ming Zhengtang at the beginning, he knows that his current cognition is still very limited, and he can't even understand the instruction program, let alone analyze the essence of the world and the essence of life, and what he is most concerned about now is the 'empty self', and then said: "I call the current me, that is, the self-conscious collective, the 'self', the 'id', from the situation I have explored in the self-world, the 'self' is derived from the 'empty self', in other words, the 'self' is born from the 'empty self'.

I originally thought that my consciousness was completely autonomous and unaffected by anything, but now I feel confused, because I am obviously greatly affected by the 'empty self', and although the 'empty self' has no autonomous consciousness, it can give me clear feedback of instincts, which makes my autonomous consciousness very skewed.

In this context, I feel that my nature is incomplete, because many times I am completely controlled by the 'empty self'. ”

"For example?"

"Ling Huwan, I have known her for a short time, but when I learned that she and I are the same kind, I inexplicably poured out the idea of taking care of her for the rest of my life.

For example, when I was in Shujian Village, there was a person who sarcastically said two sentences to me, and I didn't think about it at all, and I drew my sword and cut it.

There are many other examples, like you, I have a good feeling in the bottom of my heart at the first sight of you. ”

Wang Yan didn't shy away from it at all, he told everything in his heart, he was the most confused now, and he only longed for someone to guide him.

Fifth Yun's face turned slightly red, but he quickly said, "That's why you were so indifferent before?" You're not sure whether your emotions belong to the id or the ego, do you think you should be an independent and unaffected consciousness? It is precisely because of this confusion that you think that you are lacking in self-nature and have an unsound personality? ”

Although the fifth rhyme is ordinary in martial arts, its cognition in this regard is very clear, and it completely grasps Wang Yan's thoughts, Wang Yan nodded and said, "That's the case." ”

I just didn't want to listen to his answer in the fifth rhyme, but he shook his head and smiled: "In fact, for a 'person' like me, these troubles of yours do not exist, first of all, you have to understand that people's nature is not a purely rational performance, it also has a keen sense of tentacles, just like the likes and dislikes you mentioned before, do you like a person or hate a person, it must be the result of rational thinking?"

Human emotions are extremely complex, which must be mixed with reason and sensibility, it is impossible to completely separate it, especially love, maybe you don't understand it now, but we have a saying called 'love is blind', so is it possible that people who fall in love are missing their own nature?

On the contrary, it is precisely after receiving the refinement of emotions that human beings need to go through all kinds of emotions, so that their self-nature will become more and more complete, their personality will be more sound, and their soul will be a complete body, a person who is paranoid about reason or emotion, or a madman, or an ego that is beyond their own nature, these people are uncommon but they all exist.

As for your confusion, I think it's mainly because you are different from our life categories, and you have discovered the reason for your birth, and you have witnessed the whole process, and because of this, you have been confused, and even paranoid that the self must be a conscious body that is not affected in any way.

I don't know if your thoughts are right or wrong, after all, I don't understand your life form, and I don't know what your soul and consciousness carrier is, if you are a person, your manifestation is actually the continuous improvement of your own nature, but you are different from me after all, so I can't give you an answer.

But I think since you are from this world, you should use this world to explore the answer to this question. ”

Wang Yan can understand most of the words of the fifth rhyme, and the most important thing is that he is completely sure that he and Ling Huwan are indeed the same kind, which is different from other life categories such as 'players', so human logic, philosophy, thinking views, etc. may not be applicable to him, but he still expects the fifth rhyme to point out a path for him to seek answers.

"In what way?"

Fifth Yun smiled slightly, and then said: "See the nature of the heart and see the true self." ”

Wang Yan is no stranger to this sentence, this sentence is a sentence that will be mentioned in many internal strength and mental method review outlines, Wang Yan's eyes flashed, and he repeated this sentence thoughtfully, and in the end, his eyes became brighter and brighter, and said: "I came from nothing, I thought a lot about the dust, I didn't forget my original intention, I didn't forget my original intention, and I had to sing with a sword." ”

The words settled, Wang Yan patted the edge of the bed with both hands, and the whole person rose up, and then his right hand took a shot in the air, and the falling sand next to the bed roared up and fell into his hand, and then Wang Yan volleyed out with a sword, but saw three sword lights appear, and he said in his mouth: "I am not empty, I have no appearance, the avenue is difficult to find, and I am in a hurry?" Chop! ”

With a chopping exit, a fierce sword intent rose to the sky, followed by three sword lights, and the next moment, the fifth rhyme on the side saw a sword shadow shoot out from the falling sand, and before she could tell whether this was an illusion, she only heard a loud bang in her ears, and then the entire thatched house collapsed...