Chapter Ninety-Six: The Darkness in the White Night
"The corpse you planted in the garden seven years ago, did it sprout? Will it bloom this year? It sprouts in the dark and blooms in blood. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info" Luo Hanya repeated suspiciously, feeling a tingling pain in his heart inexplicably, it seemed that the wound buried in his heart many years ago had seen the light of day, and the wound that had long since rotted was exposed to the sun, and only the tearing pain seeped into the atrium......
"Seems to remember? Hehe, you should have remembered it a long time ago. ”
"You...... That's me? ”
"Don't mess me up with you, you're so stupid."
"That'...... What should I call you? ”
"Huh...... You can call me Night. ”
"Hmm...... Nightfall? That ......"
"Okay, now you give me your body first, you are really stupid, when is this, you actually ask Xue He such a question......" Xiye interrupted Luo Hanya again, it seemed that he only had a moment of tenderness, and this moment was all left to Xue He.
"What a rude guy, but it seems to have a gentle side?" Luo Hanya muttered to himself.
"Whew...... Here you go, don't make Xue He sad anymore. ”
"Nonsense, how could I be as stupid as you!" Xiye said impatiently.
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"You...... Who exactly? Why...... Why is it so similar to him......" Xue He's voice trembled slightly, as if confused, as if surprised, and more likely to contain a variety of complex emotions.
Xiye's body stiffened, only to feel that all the blood in his body was surging, and the cerebral cortex was about to burn, at this moment he lost all his evil and coldness, just like a teenager when he was asked by his favorite girl, 'Do you love me', his cheeks were flushed, and he said hard-headedly: "I ......"
"You are not him, your eyes are different, and there is more darkness and gloom in your eyes than his." Xue He lowered his eyes and said faintly: "You are also a poor person, we are all the same kind of people, abandoned by the world, and lingering in the darkest corners. ”
Xiye looked at Xue He in a daze, and was silent for a long time, he didn't know how to say all this to Xue He, and he didn't know how to make Xue He believe what he said, although Xue He was only ten years old, he knew that Xue He had already seen through a lot.
He is Luo Hanya, and he is also Xi Ye, or Xi Ye is just a code name, his essence is the same as Luo Hanya, except that he took away all the darkness and gloom in Luo Hanya's heart, and at the age of eleven, he buried himself with his own hands, with all the darkness and gloom. He never thought that he would be reborn one day, let alone that he would be able to see Xue He.
"What are you thinking?" Xue He sat on the ground, holding a delicate little jade face in both hands.
"I wondered, am I a scrap that God created and discarded? Maybe I shouldn't have been there, I should have lost my breath a long time ago. The night hung his head, as if relieved.
Xue He glanced at the night in surprise, his eyes were sincere, and he stared at the snow outside the window full of reminiscence, "Then you are not the same kind of person, he is not like this, although he has never seen the sun in his world, he himself reflects enough light so that he can illuminate my night." I'm the same way, we borrow light from each other, like clownfish and anemones who live in symbiosis. Clownfish live between the tentacles of sea anemones, so that sea anemones are not eaten by other fish, and sea anemones have tentacles that stimulate cells, and protect clownfish from predation, snuggling up to each other, and struggling to live. ”
Xiye was silent, and agreed, it was true, since the moment he buried himself, he was no longer the original Luo Hanya, and Luo Hanya was no longer the original self, they were indispensable to each other, but they were separated for seven years.
"Maybe this is the opportunity, the opportunity to get back to completeness." I thought to myself secretly in the evening.
The two of them were silent, sitting dumbfounded, looking out the window, at the increasingly crazy snow outside the window.
"I had a strange feeling that I was about to die." Xue He turned his head, looked at the night seriously, and said word by word.
Xiye still lowered his head, and there was no emotion between his words, but he gave people a sense of reliability, "I don't allow you to die, unless I die, you don't want to die." ”
Xue He looked at the sunset with his head lowered, but always looking at the sky, and smiled happily, accompanied by the crisp sound of the silver bell, just like the two were together in the past.
"You wait for me here, you must be obedient, don't move." Xiye looked at Xue He's eyes seriously, waiting for Xue He to nod.
Xue He pursed her lips and nodded seriously.
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Walking out of the abandoned building at night, still wearing the black sweatshirt, lying in the snow stupidly, looking at the gray-white sky and the white snow in confusion.
"Is that all you have?" Xiye said to himself to the sky, "I'm afraid I'm going to disappoint you......"
The snow is getting heavier and heavier, far more than the one eight years ago, and the snowflakes the size of goose feathers seem to bury the whole world, and the bright white snow reflects the night into a white night......
"My life is very short, just more than ten years, I remember that there is a sky above my head, but there is no sun in the sky, it is always night, I have never had a chance to see white, I will naturally not be annihilated by white, my sky is only dark ......" Xiye didn't care about the extremely cold weather at all, as if none of this existed, he whispered, like an exiled mad poet.
On the endless white wasteland, the evening is the last touch of darkness, out of place, heaven and earth do not tolerate. But it is such a touch of darkness, no amount of white can annihilate it, but it is constantly expanding its scope.
The white night returned to darkness, the white snow turned into ink, the white world fell into eternal night, everything was gone, only the light remained bright......
"I won't allow you to die, even if I will." Xiye tilted his head, looking at the brightest ray of light in the dark night, and the corners of his mouth outlined a trace of smug arc.
He stretched out his hand, his fingertips touched the ray of light, and left the light in the center of his eyebrows, the light and shadow flickered, completely integrated into his soul, and it was also Luo Hanya's soul.
"You...... You lunatic! I burned all my spirit! You...... Are you dying? "The sound of terror echoed throughout the world, like the sigh of the dying and the wailing of the dead......
"I've never lived, and I'm not afraid of death." Lying on the ice at night, he looked at the dark sky as usual, and slowly closed his eyes, the only thing left was the smug curvature of the corners of his mouth............