It's finally on the shelves, and for me, an old bird who has written three books, I don't have the nervousness and excitement I had at the beginning. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Because every book is a painful experience, it is as hard as falling out of love. Yes, an unforgettable experience. Because you're destined to hit the streets. You are lower. But I had to pick it up again and look at it, what's wrong? What's wrong? How can you make readers like it? I honed my writing skills again and again. Think about the plot of your work again and again. It's not too old-fashioned, but also to keep up with new trends.

Some of the writers who wrote in the same issue as me have become small gods and have a considerable income. Some have given up writing to become editors, while others have simply given up, changed careers to start businesses, worked for people, and so on.

And me? Still walking on this endless road, there is a gloom ahead, no dawn in sight, not a trace of light. I'm scared if I'm going to just keep going, if I'm going to give up halfway through. The people who accompanied me gave up one by one, and I was worried that I would be like them, bringing nothing to the world and leaving nothing for it.

Sometimes in the middle of the night, I wake up in tears and I ask myself if I can hold on. I do not know... I don't really know... Sometimes facing the computer, I can't get a word out for a long time, and I don't know how to write next. I stayed up until the early hours of the morning to finish a chapter.

Actually, I took a break for a while last year, probably from the end of 2014 to the middle of 2015, and the last work was not very ideal, and it was very devastating. At one point, I wanted to give up what I loved.

Coupled with the reason for marriage and job transfer, I took a break for almost a year. There is a saying that success is also Xiao He, defeat Xiao He, so it is still the reason for work, I resigned. It was too chilling at work, so I started writing again.

Don't know what the road ahead is? Maybe it's not flat, maybe there will be thorns. But, since you have chosen, let's finish it.

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