"What's wrong with him? Why does Ling Zun ......" Lu Pingchuan looked at Xia Yan's side face, I don't know if it is the effect of the moonlight, at this moment, she looks completely devoid of the evil spirit of the past, but looks extremely thin and desolate. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info Xia Yan raised her head, looked at Banyue and smiled bitterly: "In last year's X Games, in order to increase the chance of being selected for the national reserve team, the team dismantled the two of us, who were originally youth champions...... Originally, I could understand that it was a big deal to deliberately lose together and then fight for a new opportunity...... But I didn't expect that I was losing, but he didn't ......."

“…… After the dismantling, his partner is the head coach's personal disciple, who is beautiful and has a lot of eyes. At first, I thought something was wrong, and he always said that I was too careful, until the day before I made it to the quarterfinals, the girl sent me a picture...... Hmph, that's what you think, he's asleep, and the two of them are lying together...... I knew she did it on purpose, but I couldn't help it, I couldn't help it! I felt like the sky was going to fall that day, and I made a big fuss in the team and almost got taken to the police station that day......"

“…… Then, the next day, of course, I played a mess. Looking back now, I was sleepwalking in that game, I couldn't see where the ball was, all I could think about was his sleeping face in the picture and the way the girl was looking at me behind him...... I can't blame others, it's me who eliminated myself, and if I want to blame myself, I blame myself for being too irrational and too deeply involved...... Otherwise, why would he have been able to continue to reach the final with me on the verge of collapse, and finally secure a reserve spot as the runner-up......"

When Xia Yan was telling about the past, her body had been trembling slightly, I don't know if it was because of the cold or excitement, when she finished telling the old things that happened a year ago, she was already trembling like a reed in the wind, and she burst into tears. Lu Pingchuan knew that this was her most emotional and vulnerable side, thinking of her usual strength and ability, he couldn't help but feel distressed, and subconsciously stretched out his right hand and put it on Xia Yan's back. Xia Yan didn't break away, just pulled off her headscarf and wiped the water stains on her face, and continued:

"After that incident, I never participated in the team's training camp again, and I locked myself at home all day, not going out or communicating with people...... I don't understand why he did this to me, I don't understand why I still haven't been able to see through him after so many years together...... Then about a month later, I was fired from the team. When the coach called home, I even felt a sense of relief...... I finally don't have to go back to face them, to face those ...... The past that makes me feel sick! But I didn't expect that this decision would put my dad on a dead end. ”

“…… My father was a backbone fever agent in competitive sports, and he did professional training for a period of time in his early years, but because of his poor composition and physical condition, he finally failed to become a professional athlete. Ever since we had a baby, he has always wanted me and my brother to be in the national team, and since my brother struggled to get back to competitive form two years ago due to Achilles tendon injury, he has placed all his hopes on me...... After I left the team without permission, he was the most unacceptable, I ran out of the house after a bad quarrel with him, and three days after I left, I received a call from my mother: my dad was admitted to the ICU because of an acute stroke. ”

“…… It turned out that after I ran away from home, in addition to working with my mother and my brother to find my whereabouts, he also went to the team many times to find the coach and try to get justice for me...... I don't know exactly what he went through, but the last time, he came out of the team and fainted at the bus stop...... When he was admitted to the hospital, he had a massive cerebral infarction and lost consciousness...... He was already in the operating room when I rushed back, and the operation lasted more than six hours...... And then I was in the ICU isolation room, and I could watch the white mist coming out of his ventilator from afar, but I couldn't talk to him, I couldn't tell him how much I regretted it...... Forty days later, he was gone, and the last thing I said to him was, 'Only waste can impose dreams on children'! I really didn't have a chance to apologize to him again! ”

“…… My father's departure brought me back to my senses a little, and I suddenly understood what I had to do, not to degenerate myself and close myself off, but to take revenge! Whatever they did, my father's death was inseparable from them; No matter how many times Pan Yuxuan comes to me again, it can't change the fact that he is the initiator of all this! What I want to do is to completely destroy their selfishness and arrogance that they have worked so hard to manage, and what I want to do is to beat them to win the championship as a free agent on the playing field, and take back what should have belonged to me with my own hands! ”

After saying this, the tears in Xia Yan's eyes had dried up, she reached out and pulled down Lu Pingchuan's arm on her back, looked down at the string of rosewood Buddhist beads on her wrist that were reconnected with bullet shells, and suddenly frowned and smiled: "When I won the youth championship, my dad was happy for a whole month. This bead was originally a pair that he asked for from the temple, saying that it could bless me and Pan Yuxuan to be united forever, safe and smooth...... This stupid old man, when the team is training, he is not allowed to wear accessories at all, and this bead is too big for me, and I always worry about throwing it out when swinging the racket...... After he gave it to us, he basically didn't bring it much, but then he was able to bring it, and I accidentally broke it......"

When Lu Pingchuan heard this, he didn't know what kind of language the organization used to comfort the other party, so he just reached out and took off the Buddhist beads on his wrist and handed them back to Xia Yan's hands. Xia Yan took the handle and played with it for a few seconds, but then stuffed the beads back into Lu Pingchuan's hand: "You still take it, it was just a thought, but now that everyone is gone, I don't want to bring the same beads with that person again...... In this closed beta, you can come back alive with it, which can be regarded as fate. I don't need my father's blessing anymore, maybe in your hands, it can be easier, just as a pure accessory. ”

“…… What's ...... Can we help you now? Lu Pingchuan glanced at the dim sum stall behind Xia Yan that was still cold, and proposed like a fish in his throat.

"There's nothing I need help with, the dim sum stall was originally run by my mother, and in the past two days, she has suffered from rheumatism, so I just came out for her for a few days." Xia Yan restrained the expression on her face and returned to her previous cold appearance, "I have already decided that I will go back to 'Black Sheep' to report after the New Year - they have officially invited me to join the fifth closed beta test next year as a 'special recruitment'." (To be continued.) )