Chapter 20: The World Without God
"On August 19th, I didn't write a diary yesterday, because I was looking for Xiaoye all day, so I had to make up for it on the 20th. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ο½ γ ο½ο½ο½ο½β
"It's been raining since the morning. Said okay today to accompany me to the mall to buy a small tea table, it turned out that it was about to break, tomorrow is Tanabata, and you can watch the moon on the roof again, and count the stars...... Ah, no, no, I said that I would accompany me to buy a small tea table, but Xiao Ye has not seen anyone since the morning. β
The black-haired girl lying on the hospital bed, like a thief, was writing, and peeked in the direction of the ward door, and Juanxiu's font slowly jumped out under the tip of the pen.
But as it was written, the girl's shoulders trembled involuntarily, and the whole person seemed to fall into the memory of a nightmare, and her cheeks, which were already a little sickly, were less bloody.
"At first, I thought I was going to buy something, but I didn't even leave a note."
The girl's shoulders trembled even more, and when she remembered what had happened yesterday, she couldn't help but wonder if she was really not having a nightmare. A nightmare in which the whole world begins to fade slowly without a leaf.
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The flow of people was in a hurry, cars were coming and going, and passers-by all looked at the running girl with strange looks, and the girl felt inexplicable.
The eyes of those people made her the focus of the whole world, although most of them were amazing, but the same proportion of lewd (meow) evil still made her feel uncomfortable.
What's wrong with everyone? That wasn't the case before......
But this is not what the girl cares about, even the embarrassment and fear are only for a moment, in her heart, the most important task now is to find Xiao Ye.
But there was no surveillance, and no one saw it, and they called the police, and those police uncles who were originally amiable and made people feel very safe, just impatiently let them go back and wait.
While running, he shouted in an ethereal voice: "Xiao Ye, where are you?!" β
But such a shout is so pale and powerless in this busy street.
The lead-gray sky slowly sprinkled cold rain on the girl's thin clothes, and the running girl couldn't help but shiver.
What's going on?! Why is this feeling so uncomfortable? Is it "sick"? But like Xiaoye, I won't get sick.
Running around until the last of his strength was exhausted, he ran everywhere he could go, he searched all the places he could, and there was no ...... Not everywhere.
The girl's footsteps slowly stopped, and her unnaturally heated body couldn't warm the cold heart.
Can't find ...... I can't find it anywhere......
"Konophy...... Big liars ......"
The girl choked up, and stood alone in the deserted park, and the lead-gray sky began to turn black, just like the world, and began to pour out malice on the ignorant girl.
This is the park where she and Xiao Ye often come to, and it is also the place where Su Ye made a vow to "never lose you", in the park, the soaked cold swing squeaked, and the whole world began to become dark.
"Okay......
Choked with sobs, the elf-like girl cried and her face was full of weakness.
"Okay...... You won't lose ...... Butβwhy...... Why did Xiao Ye lose herself?! β
The whining wind slowly covered the girl's crying, and the cold ice rain ruthlessly took away the girl's body temperature, together with the temperature of the heart, slowly ...... And firm.
At some point, another figure appeared behind the girl, and she looked at her daughter with pity, and quickly stepped forward, draping her clothes over the girl who had already been drenched.
The girl was hugged tightly, and in this warm embrace, the girl cried helplessly, crying so much that the pear blossoms brought rain, and cried heartbreakingly.
Not long after, the sleeping girl slowly opened her eyes on the sofa, but Qiushui's eyes lost most of their light.
The note on the table told the girl that her parents had to go out and look for it again, so that Xiaoye would not catch a cold.
Although her mother made her wait obediently, the always well-behaved girl still walked out of the house.
At night, when the sky is completely dark, the city, overflowing with fond memories of the two of them, begins to show the girl a side that has been unknown to her.
"Xiaoyeβ"
She couldn't stop shouting anxiously, the girl's ethereal voice became hoarse, the afternoon ice rain made her weak, and the lively voice became a little sluggish.
kept running, the girl didn't realize that behind her, there was a group of people, a group of bad people.
Finally, the tired girl stopped in a secluded alley, her anxious face was still a little panicked, she nervously looked at the group of people behind her, and she didn't know what to do.
"Little sister, follow us, let's help you find it......"
Words full of kindness, but with sticky malice.
The girl should have agreed, and in that park, Xiao Ye once held her hand tightly and said with a smile: "In this world, how can there be any bad people?" There will never be! β
But the girl hesitated, the world must be asleep today, and she had nightmares, pouring out all her malice.
Those people were a little impatient, and a fat and strong man in front of him, with a vicious smile, moved forward step by step, like a beast that chooses people and devours them.
Ye Lingshui's big eyes were full of tears, and she read softly, as if she was firm in her beliefs: "In this world, in this world...... What a bad person......"
But the body is retreating, is Xiaoye wrong?
Suddenly, the girl moved, and with a kind of agility that should not have appeared on her at all, she simply dodged and shuttled through the group of strong men with hideous faces.
Then, before the group of strong men could react, they disappeared around the corner of the alley.
Behind her came the angry scolding of the group of hooligans, and all kinds of foul words entered her ears, so that the girl ran forward even harder as if she wanted to escape.
Wrong, all wrong! You're all wrong!
The world is asleep, Xiao Ye has gone out for a walk!
It must be so! It must be so!!
Slowly, something called faith slowly collapsed in the absence of the gods.
Hiding on the sofa and wrapping herself tightly in the quilt, the girl sobbed, restless, and panicked......
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"I'm so scared, I'm afraid I won't find Xiao Ye, come back quickly, Xiao Ye!"
Tears spilled on the paper, and the juanxiu font became scattered at the end, and the tip of the pen almost scratched the paper.
The girl's shoulders were curled up, her face was pale and bloodless, and her whole body trembled, and she couldn't wake up from that memory for a long time.
"Tuk-tukβ"
Someone knocked on the door outside the ward, and the black-haired girl lying on the bed was like a frightened little beast, and quickly put away the notebook in her hand, wiped away her tears, arranged the sheets, and lay down obediently, and then said to the door: "Please come in, the door is not locked." β
With a soft and warm spring-like tone and an ethereal and transparent voice, anyone who hears it will involuntarily sketch a girl like an orchid, a girl like an orchid in the first bloom.
It's been the first time I've been surprised by her, does such a pure and immaculate angelic girl really exist?
The man who entered the door couldn't help but think that he was the doctor of this girl with a mask and the child of the director of this hospital.
On that day, I just accompanied a friend to the hospital to visit the patient, and when I saw this girl, I immediately couldn't leave my eyes anymore.
It's not that he hasn't seen a woman's dirt buns, and he has also wandered in various conference halls, but he must admit that compared with the girls in front of him, the previous ones, even those second-tier supermodels and popular stars, are just vulgar fans and not worth mentioning.
She has a dreamy temperament, a unique temperament that will arise in anyone who sees it, the desire to possess and protect.
Although she has always worn a mask and never taken it off, just with those clear and flawless eyes, Yao Jue firmly believes in the peerless appearance under the mask, and only a fairy-like face is worthy of her temperament, Yao Jue thought.
It's a pity that no matter how beautiful the face is, it's not something you can have......
It is your luck and your misfortune to be seen by that person.
After feeling sorry for this in her heart for a while, Yao Jue smiled implicitly and politely, and asked gentlemanly, "How is it, Miss Ye Ling, do you feel better?" β
"Thank you for your concern, Doctor Pharmacist, I feel better, can I go out now?"
The ethereal voice is a pleasure to listen to for a long time, and the intoxicated Yao Jue has no abnormality on his face, and said with a light smile: "Yes, our hospital is not a good place to go, it is rare to meet someone as beautiful as Miss Ye Ling, but I have to say goodbye in pain, what a pity!" β
After being humorous like a gentleman for a while, seeing that Ye Ling didn't say anything, Yao Jue was a little embarrassed, but then changed the topic: "Why, why is Miss Ye in such a hurry to be discharged from the hospital?" Your body is weak, and it's best to rest for a while. β
Ye Ling frowned slightly, a little anxious: "But Xiao Ye hasn't been found yet, I can't stay any longer!" It feels so much better, no problem! β
"Oh? Leaflet? Miss Ye's relatives are missing? β
hooked, Yao Jue smiled lightly in his heart, but asked quietly on his face.
"Well, my ...... Brother, I didn't see anyone for a day yesterday, and everyone was worried about him. β
"It's really a big sin to worry a beauty like Miss Ye, but if Miss Ye wants to find someone, maybe I can help."
Yao Jue said unhurriedly, guiding the topic step by step.
"Really? Thank you so much, Doctor Pharmacist, but how can you help? β
The innocent Ye Ling, of course, would not be wary of this doctor who seemed to be very kind, and Yao Jue easily completed the task he had assigned.
"Actually, I can't help you......
Seeing Ye Ling's expectant eyes suddenly dim, Yao Jue felt his heart tighten suddenly, and hurriedly added: "However, I have a friend who has some connections in this regard, and he can check some surveillance footage and other things, I think he should be able to help some." β
"Thank you so much!"
Ye Ling said excitedly, but he seemed to remember something, frowned and asked, "But, is he willing to help?" β
Seeing that the goal was finally about to be achieved, Yao Jue also showed a knowing smile, and immediately said: "Don't worry, Brother Zhao is a warm-hearted guy, besides, seeing that a beauty like you needs help, even if it is a mountain of swords and a sea of fire!" β
"Zhao Fierce? What a strange name......"
"It's Zhao Guanyao, not Brother Zhao! Haha, old medicine, I heard you talking to me from afar, what, is this young lady in need of help? β
A hearty and magnetic voice came from outside, and a short-haired man strode into the hospital room and stood in the doorway.
Standing on the boundary between light and darkness, a faint shadow cast on the handsome face like a stone sculpture, but that face showed a sunny smile, driving all the shadows clean.
With his already heroic posture and tall height, he stood there like a pine and cypress, and he had a solemn aura.
This is a military man.
But somehow, when Ye Ling saw his appearance, he always felt a little uncomfortable, those eyes, those eyes seemed to be burning with some kind of flame, some kind of extreme manic flame, as if it was going to burn up everything in front of him.
So Ye Ling, who was originally generous, looked a little timid, and said weakly: "That...... That, you...... Hello, would you like to help me? β
Yao Jue, who had always been smiling as a background on the side, received a hidden look, and immediately stood up and smiled: "Look at you, you have frightened people!" β
immediately apologized to Ye Ling: "I'm sorry, Miss Ye, my friend is like this, he has been in the army since he was a child, and his voice is a little loud, but he is really good." β
The mighty man who was also like a stone sculpture immediately showed an apologetic smile, and tried to keep a small voice: "Indeed, I am used to it in the army, and I can't get rid of this problem when I come out, I didn't mean to scare you just now, that, Miss Ye Ling?" β
"When we met for the first time, my name was Zhao Guanyao, Zhao Qiansun Li's Zhao, the observation of Guan, and the distant Yao."
He took a step forward and stretched out his hand to Ye Ling on the hospital bed.
"Nice to meet you, that, Mr. Zhao Guanyao."
replied weakly like this, but Ye Ling didn't take that hand.
"On August 20th, my parents came to pick me up today, but I don't know what's going on, they came very late."
"When I was waiting for them, the medicine doctor came and told me that someone could help me find Xiao Ye, a guy with a very loud voice, who looked like he was fierce, but he seemed to be a good person."
"Mom and Dad searched for another day today, but they still didn't find it, that Mr. Zhao seemed to be able to help, left me a phone, try it tomorrow."
"I was watched very closely by my mother and didn't let me go out, but Xiao Ye couldn't find it, and he couldn't sleep!"
"Today, it's Tanabata, I used to spend it with Xiaoye, and now I'm the only one left."
"The stars are out, it's so late, it's very cold outside, Xiaoye don't catch a cold, it's very uncomfortable to catch a cold."
"Xiaoye, where are you? I really want to think about you! β
"I'm so worried......"
Putting down the pen in his hand tiredly, Ye Ling looked up at the window, the distant stars seemed to interpret the helplessness of separation, fell into those autumn water-like eyes, and suddenly turned into thoughts that could not be written by pen and ink, melted in the moonlight, and wandered among the stars.
Floated there...... An isolated island 100 light-years away.
Su Ye, who was killing, suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and some invisible emotion was contaminated and lingered.
Just after dodging the claws of a boss monster, Su Ye suddenly rushed forward desperately, as if he was going to die with the monster.
"Ahh!!!!!h
It was cathartic loudly, but the unexplained sadness still wrapped around him.
Holding the long sword tightly, Su Ye ignored the claws that the monster hit on his body, his eyes were red and slashed at it, the long sword seemed to be rendered with colorless flames, and when it came into contact with the monster, it was immediately burned clean, and even the ashes were not left.
Here it is again, obviously the observation period has passed......
Yuli appeared helplessly, but saw the young man's red eyes, sighed for a long time: "Don't worry, she's fine, you have time, I promise." β