Chapter 60: Round-the-back despair
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Because he himself is not to be trusted.
Lin Qing believes that language has no meaning.
Because he himself never told a word of truth.
Lin Qing felt that he couldn't judge the nature of others by looking at his actions.
Because he himself can play any image perfectly.
Therefore, in Lin Qing's thinking, it is simply impossible to judge what kind of person others are. The only thing that can be used as a reference is that he himself has a little vague essence of his own to infer other people's thoughts. As a result, although I don't know how those people thought about it, in the end, their actions are often consistent with what Lin Qing envisioned.
All are the same. Lin Qing finally made such a judgment, the reason why it seems to be different is only because no two people are in exactly the same environment, so their choices must also be different. Later, as his experience gradually improved, and his ability to communicate with others improved, he unexpectedly learned that even some important choices would make choices that he could not understand at all.
At this point, he fell into a state of panic and confusion, and for him, he had to live in fear once someone else turned into an anomaly that was completely incomprehensible. Because if "others" can do anything, then as long as he is with "others", he can be attacked at any time - and even he does not have the confidence to maintain 100% vigilance even when he sleeps.
Fortunately, when some people give a unified evaluation of these people who make choices that he cannot understand, for him, there are means to judge others. There are two kinds of people in this world, "normal people" and "stupid X".
Pale Flame is a stupid X, and Dark Forest is a normal person; Bai Yue is a stupid X, and the golden Libra is a normal person...... After evaluating everyone around you, it is possible to roughly predict the actions of others.
Driven by the harsh environment since childhood, I have developed the habit of analyzing others. Being able to understand people thoroughly makes it easy to play with them. The ability to manipulate the actions of others at will is God's omnipotence. In other words, it was the fate of letting himself survive in such an environment that he chose himself, Lin Qinglai, to become a god. Lin Qing didn't say anything else to fate, he was very satisfied with the feeling that he was appointed.
And now, he is only one step away from becoming a god in the true sense of the word. Fate had pushed him to this point, and he just had to push open the door. At this moment, Lin Qing didn't have the slightest excitement and excitement in his heart, but he didn't feel so sad, it's just that a poem in "Dream of Red Mansions" that he had read a long time ago suddenly flashed in his mind.
He didn't like the book "Dream of Red Mansions" very much, and when he read it, he just hastily flipped through it, and Lin Qing was even less interested in the highly regarded poems and other things, and he himself didn't understand how this poem could be so fresh in his memory at this moment as if he had just read it.
"Everyone in the world knows that immortals are good, but they can't forget their fame!
Where will the past and the present meet? The barren mound is gone, and the grass is gone.
Everyone in the world knows that the gods are good, only gold and silver can't forget!
In the end, he only hated to gather much, and when he reached a long time, his eyes were closed.
Everyone in the world knows that the gods are good, only the wife can't forget it!
Jun's birthday said kindness, and Jun died and went with others.
Everyone in the world knows that the gods are good, only the children and grandchildren can't forget!
There are many infatuated parents in ancient times, who has seen filial piety to their children and grandchildren? β
At this moment, Lin Qing suddenly found that this song called "Okay Song" was very much in line with his taste of misanthropic tendencies, but it was obvious that he suddenly sounded this song, not because of his second illness.
"Everyone in the world knows that immortals are good, but only ......" Lin Qing read a sentence softly, halfway through it, narrowed his eyes, and fell into a long silence, after a long time, he sighed, "But what can't you forget?" I used to believe this. β
Lin Qing held the golden scale, step by step, each step was as precise as a machine, so that it would be easier to calculate the distance, so that he could free up his energy to think about other things, and only need to calculate it occasionally like now, "There are still one hundred and fifty-three steps." "That's fine.
Speaking of the word "hold", the reason why the term "princess hug" is not used is mainly because the princess hug is generally for girls, at least it should be a living object, but for Lin Qing at this moment, the golden libra is just a dead thing, used to open the door, the last key.
The red blood was no longer bubbling out like it had been at the beginning, but slowly, pumping again and again, after a dark red wave, it flowed down the blood stains on the neck that had not yet dried up, falling to the ground drop by drop, occasionally splashing a few drops, and falling on Lin Qing's pants, it quickly turned rusty brown, mixed with the soil, and it was difficult to notice.
The long golden hair of the golden scales fell down, reflecting the amber brilliance in the reflection of the setting sun, but it was as dazzling as the morning sun. Although the skin, which was as smooth and fair as brand new porcelain, has lost its original luster, and after adding a lead gray, it has changed from pale to pale to pale, but it does not damage the overall beauty, but has a morbid delicacy.
Her breathing was light, and she kept getting lighter; The heart is still beating, but from the wound on the neck, you can see that the blood pump is getting less and less, but looking at this momentum, before the heart stops beating, it may have no blood to pump.
Lin Qing stared at the golden scale, with a hint of a smile on the corner of his mouth, and hummed softly.
A large amount of information flew through his mind, and he only picked out a few of them that he was interested in.
"The player's body is the soul of the player himself who is materialized in this world after being processed by technology."
"Then, this body is not a virtual data, but Xiao Jin himself." Lin Qing tilted his head, the smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker and thicker, and he gently read those few words in an almost pleasant tone, "Haha, interesting...... It's beautiful. β
Perhaps because of hearing Lin Qing's admiration, a smile actually appeared on the corner of Golden Libra's mouth.
Lin Qing immediately panicked, only to feel a chill down his spine, and his cold hairs stood on end. However, he did nothing, but continued to walk forward mechanically, and watched the golden scale's eyes slowly open, and smiled at him weakly, but seemed to be full of happiness, and said in a barely audible voice, "Thank you." β
Lin Qing's hand clenched for the first time because of nervousness, but after the golden scale showed a slightly painful expression, he gently and slowly let go, and the expression on his face changed rapidly as if changing his face, and finally froze on his most commonly used smile.
ββ¦β¦ What are you thankful for? β
"Thank you for complimenting me......"
Maybe it's because Golden Libra is now speaking intermittently with every word, she didn't use that strange way of speaking with four characters and one paragraph, but for Lin Qing, this change also made him feel very uncomfortable.
"No, you're welcome. By the way, little gold, do you know what happened just now? β
"Yes. Lin please, after feeding me the anesthetic on the player, he slashed me in the neck. Anesthetics are useful, and they don't hurt at all, right? β
Libra's last sentence seemed to be joking, she tried hard to laugh, but she didn't have that strength, and she showed a look of regret. And Lin Qing's lips moved several times, but he couldn't say a word.
ββ¦β¦ What are you talking about? Yes? I'm going to kill you, huh? What do you mean by that? If I'm going to kill you, you're willing, do you want to express that? Are you kidding me! β
The smile on Lin Qing's face couldn't be maintained at all, the expression on his face at this moment - it couldn't even be said to be an expression anymore, no one had ever seen this kind of expression on anyone's face, it didn't contain any emotion, but it was clearly venting some kind of strong emotion. He spoke softly, but his tone seemed to be roaring, hoarse.
Once again, the golden Libra made a great effort, and finally reluctantly showed a smile that could be said: "But, it's true." Of course, it was very difficult at first, but seeing how painful you have become because you want to kill me, I suddenly feel so distressed. It's inevitable, it has to happen, it's meant from the start of the final, isn't it? β
Lin Qing bit his saliva: "Really?" I didn't lie to you in the first place......"
"Of course!" The golden Libra said proudly, "Have you forgotten? You lie, I'm easy to see through. β
"It seems that there was such a premise in the beginning...... I thought I would have been thrown in the wastebasket. Lin Qing recalled, nodded in agreement, and suddenly changed his face again, and roared, "What are you kidding!" How could you be willing to die for an inexplicable person?! He was killed?! You're not stupid! You hate me, don't you? You want me to die, don't you? Speak up! Don't hide it anymore! β
Golden Libra smiled again: "No, if you have to say that, then I am indeed stupid X." β
"Lin Qing, we're here."
Lin Qing was stunned for a moment, and then realized that his count had been counted to "0".
This is the geographically central point of the six pillars of light that had risen earlier. Located in the city's largest park, in a small pavilion on the shore of a small lake. Because no one has been here for a long time, the tables and chairs are covered with floating dust, the pavilion is also in disrepair, the sparkling lake is overgrown with aquatic plants because no one maintains it, and several birds are more sensitive to danger than humans, and have noticed the disappearance of the tentacle monsters, and have returned to their long-lived home, hovering and chirping in the air.
ββ¦β¦ Ah, it's indeed here. β
"Really...... Beauty...... Yes...... Yes...... Follow...... You...... One...... ......"
Before he could finish his last sentence, he died quietly in the light of the setting sun.
Lin Qing had no expression on his face, and said without hesitation: "Sacrifice." β
"Seven Servants have been sacrificed and the Holy Grail has been summoned."
Accompanied by the white pillar of light rising into the sky, it belonged to the GM, and the mean voice that seemed to be mocking sounded in Lin Qing's ears. And it wasn't until the pillar of light dispersed that Lin Qing discovered that GM was really in front of him.
Wearing ordinary black trousers and a white shirt, sitting on the side of a stool with Erlang's legs crossed, pretending to shake a golden cup in his hand, with a mocking smile, GM said to Lin Qing: "So, do you still want to be a 'transcendent existence'?" β
Lin Qing responded with a blank expression: "Of course, then you still need to say?" β
"Huh." GM tilted his head, smiled disdainfully, put the cup on the table, let go of his hand, and gestured, "Okay then, this one, it's the Holy Grail." β
Lin Qing stretched out his hand, but he was stunned for a moment before holding it, stopped his movements, and looked at GM: "Excuse meβ"
"Yes." Without waiting for Lin Qing to speak, GM interrupted him with a contemptuous smile, "I said that it is any wish, of course it is any wish." Let's start all over again, right? No problem. For a creature of my level, the concept of time is no different from space, and it is natural to move freely. So, what conditions are you going to add this time? β
Lin Qing narrowed his eyes and smiled: "You guessed wrong, what I want to ask is, I made a wish to let you die, is it okay?" β
"Of course." GM replied with a smile without hesitation, and then, leaning his face closer to Lin Qing and making eye contact with him, "But, are you sure?" You're going to put this precious wishing opportunity to work for something like this? β
Of course it can't be. Lin Qing just remembered it suddenly and said it casually. In fact, what he wanted to ask was whether GM could fulfill his wish to start everything again, and the reason why he said that was only because he was a little unhappy to see GM's arrogant appearance. But if you think about it, GM has the ability to read minds, and it's normal to steal his talk.
At this moment, Lin Qing suddenly realized that GM had said that he didn't like mind reading, and there was a word in his words that was very noteworthy. "You said before, 'Again'?" Lin Qing stared at GM's eyes.
"That's right, 'again'. How many times do you think this is the first time you've gotten the Holy Grail? GM's smile was suddenly full of malice in Lin Qing's eyes, "Changing the conditions over and over again, starting again and again, but no matter what, you will end up killing the golden scale, and then, once again, you regret it and want to start over." β
"Here are a few things that I see are really effective so far."
"The first wish to let myself meet the first player is Pale Flame, and for some reason I am bound to him. You were confident in your humanity and thought that if you met a good person, you would change your approach. β
"The second wish made the time for the Golden Libra and you to meet greatly earlier, and it is said that it is to cultivate feelings."
"The tenth wish, let you be reborn in the 'Soul Eater' that you admire in the player world, give you a sense of crisis, and enhance your sense of companionship."
"The thirteenth wish, in the rematch, add a mechanism that will give you early access to the player's world. From this wish, you completely lose your purpose and logic, and you just keep increasing the number of random numbers in a vain attempt to change the outcome. β
"The forty-seventh wish has greatly advanced the actual time for you to meet the silent turtle and the dead house No. 1."
"The fifty-eighth wish, let the first dungeon boss be Feng Ming, and pull the first one into the dungeon."
"The sixty-third wish allows a player to travel to this world in advance. In the end, Tom Cruise was chosen. β
"The seventy-second wish, let a player's soul penetrate into this world and meet you, it is Xiao Yat."
GM paused, and the evil laughed, "It's the seventy-third wish." Speaking of which, isn't there a saying that 'seventy-three, eighty-four, Hades doesn't tell you to go'? Well, don't talk nonsense, what kind of wish do you want to make this time? β