The man was full of alcohol, his strong upper body muscles bulged, and he lifted his glasses by the hair, and he weighed less than fifty pounds and was as light as a toothpick in the man's hand. The man said coldly, "Did I let you touch my clothes?" ”

The glasses trembled, and he said in fear: "No, no." The man snorted and threw his glasses into the garbage heap, although the head of the glasses that flew out was stunned by the wine bottle, he didn't dare to snort, and knelt on the ground honestly.

The man opened his leather coat and counted the money with his back to his glasses, and after confirming that it was all right, he lay down on the bed and threw two one-dollar bills to the glasses.

"Go buy me two loaves of bread and come back."

After a few moments, the glasses handed the man the bread in the plastic bag, silently watching the man gobble up, screaming with hunger. He looked at the man in a daze, and he just didn't have the courage to speak. In the end, the glasses gritted their teeth and said hard-headedly: "Dad, I had a fight at school." ”

The man ate the bread and let out a muffled oh.

"The teacher said that parents should come to his office after school at 5 o'clock tomorrow."

"Oh."

Glasses was about to cry, and he took the man's hand, "You're going to go, right?" ”

The pull caused the last piece of bread that the man had thrown into his mouth to fall to the ground. The man's face was ugly, and he slapped him hard and slapped him in the face of his glasses: "Get out!" ”

The glasses covered the hot cheeks, and the young heart couldn't bear it anymore in a panic, and cried with a whimper.

"Cry, you still dare to cry?" The man who was lying down stood up, his voice was angry, he strode towards his glasses, and kicked him to the door, his small face twisted in pain, and his cry became a little louder. The man's face sank, he picked up a wine bottle from the ground and walked over viciously.

That night was the biggest nightmare in Glasses' life, and all his unrealistic illusions were shattered that night.

At about three o'clock in the middle of the night, the glasses were flooded with a pile of garbage, blood flowed all over the head, and bruises were all over the body. It's a good thing that the man still has a trace of reason, and he didn't directly put a wine bottle on his head. The fat man's words repeatedly appeared in his mind, and he couldn't shake it off.

Wild monkeys that no one wants, haha!

Wild monkeys that no one wants.

Glasses, who grew up in this environment, learned a self-soothing skill early on, and he hinted over and over again that he was just a man who was in a bad mood today, and that he was still a child with a father. To this day, Glasses still firmly believes that his father loves him.

The best proof of this is that when I woke up at dawn, there was a loaf of bread and a ham sausage on the table, which had not changed in years. No matter the wind, rain, winter, or heat, these will be neatly placed on the table. The glasses glanced at the man who was snoring on the bed, and his heart warmed slightly.

In the darkest places, people often only need a small beam of pitiful light to survive.

Stepping out of the house, glasses wore a red cap - the man had brought it back when he was working in a factory. Try to put on a happy smile to hide his swollen cheeks, as if others will look down on him if he doesn't do so. I met many neighbors along the way, and the glasses greeted them seriously one by one.

"Grandma! I'm going to school! Glasses shouted to an old lady watering flowers.

The old lady was over seventy years old, on crutches, and full of silver hair. After seeing the glasses, the wrinkles on her face were stretched, and she smiled kindly: "The little guy always gets up so early." Just as the glasses were about to leave, the old lady called out to him, and the old man came to the glasses slowly, and gently stroked the wound on the glasses face with his old tree-like hand.

"That bastard hit you again?" The old lady's voice was full of anger.

The glasses hurriedly shook their heads, "No, no, I accidentally knocked it." He said goodbye to the old lady as quickly as he could, and left as if he were fleeing. The old lady sighed angrily and shouted, "If that stinky thing dares to beat you, come to grandma!" Don't be afraid of him, no matter what happens, grandma is in charge! ”

The glasses lowered their heads and ran forward vigorously, tears in their eyes that were fiercely closed.

The old lady looked in the direction of the glasses and sighed: "Why is there such a ruthless father......"

On this day of school life, the glasses closed himself, and he didn't care about even the classmates who usually had a good relationship with him. It wasn't until the school bell rang after five o'clock in the afternoon that his glasses shook his heart, and he wished that the bell would never appear.

The rest of his classmates looked at him with strange eyes, and the whispers of his classmates reached his ears, and most of them were guessing what kind of person his father was. And the fat man stood on the podium with a smug face, dressed in decent and beautiful clothes, and told everyone that his father was the manager of a company and belonged to a white-collar thing.

Is that man also white-collar? Glasses thought to himself. No, I'm afraid not. What is a person who only knows how to eat, drink, play mahjong and gamble? ……

Glasses walked out of the office alone with a sad face, and that person didn't come after all. He looked inside the office, the fat man's father was wearing a neat suit, sitting opposite the head teacher, chatting vigorously, and the laughter of the two could be heard from time to time.

The smile was so harsh.

There were quite a lot of people in the small park just after school, and it took a long time for the glasses to sit on the swing as he wished, and he threw his schoolbag on the lawn and looked at the sky in distraction.

As the sun sets, there are fewer and fewer people in the park. The glasses looked at the pedestrians on the road in a daze, and he wanted to cry whenever a father and son, mother and son held hands and carried a large bag of snacks in their hands.

The grievances accumulated in the past eight years once came to my heart, and the glasses roared silently:

Why?!

Why!!

Why is my father like this? Why can't I buy food, why can't I wear new clothes, why can't I have a new backpack, why can't I pay the tuition!!

Why should I be bullied by others!!

I was born to be ridiculed??!

Before I knew it, the face of the glasses was covered with tears. There is unwillingness, humiliation, and a little stubbornness. So many mixed emotions appeared on the face of a child who was only eight years old.

He's only eight years old......

"Ugh!" The distracted glasses stumbled off the swing, and he turned his head to see through his tear-blurred eyes that the hateful fat man had a pair of big feet stretched out, and it was he who kicked himself off.

The fiery anger burned the nerves of the glasses, and he roared and pounced on the fat man!

A big foot came at him and kicked straight into the nose of his glasses, and he was so dizzy that he almost passed out. The force of this kick directly broke the bridge of his nose. The glasses covered the bleeding nose and looked at the man in a suit and a blue tie next to the fat man.