Have you ever killed a chicken?

Su Ye didn't have it anyway, and he didn't know the feeling of strangling life with his own hands. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

And since entering this world, the few killings have either ended inexplicably or are a mess, giving Su Ye the feeling of playing a very rough stand-alone RPG game.

Although it is very novel, there is no sense of substitution, let alone any negative emotions such as guilt, sadness, and self-loathing.

However, when the long sword in his hand fell again and again, and when the monster's trembling body turned into a ball of light and disappeared, somehow, a layer of dark clouds slowly accumulated in Su Ye's heart that could not be eliminated.

The feeling of the passage of life was so clear that Su Ye instantly realized how much weight his sword was carried, and how much blood and sin were wrapped around his hands.

It's a disgusting feeling.

Gradually, the dark clouds in his heart became thicker and thicker, the long sword in his hand became heavier and heavier, and the feeling of strangling life became clearer and clearer, and the resulting sense of guilt, guilt, and self-blame became stronger and stronger, almost overwhelming Su Ye.

Life is always the most precious thing, and those who kill indiscriminately and blaspheme are guilty of a mortal sin.

Someone seemed to say this in the depths of his soul, but he was as weak as a mosquito, and he couldn't hear it clearly.

But the pain that followed the sound was so real that Su Ye couldn't even make the next move.

Hanging his arm weakly, Su Ye sat on the ground, the torment of his body, the torture of his soul, these things that were enough to make an iron man succumb also succeeded in making Su Ye succumb.

Looking at the continuous queue of monsters in front of him, Su Ye smiled bitterly, was that all it took to kill more than a hundred?

"Is the original difficulty here? A broken Sage's heart? ”

"Nope! Wrong! These are monsters, these are inanimate beings, they should all disappear—"

"Because, you're in front of me!!"

A low roar like a wounded beast came out of his throat, and Su Ye's eyes turned red, like a gambler who had already lost everything but still wanted to turn the tables.

Clenching the long sword in his hand, Su Ye closed his eyes and used all his strength to slash forward.

"That's not right! You guys are fake! Damn you! ”

The long sword swung over, and the trembling rabbit turned into a ball of light and disappeared in the next second.

But there was no change in my heart, and the guilt that came with it did not diminish by half a point.

"Damn anyone who stands in my way!"

"Die, die, die!"

Su Ye roared like an epileptic seizure, and the long sword in his hand waved like the wind, setting off a killing frenzy.

But with the disappearance of the monster, the long sword in Su Ye's hand swung more and more slowly, as if the delicate long sword was wrapped with invisible things, layer by layer, slowly wrapping the young man inside.

Two hundred, Su Ye's arms have been filled with lead, and if he mentions it again, he will have a rock-like willpower.

The killing continued, but Su Ye's eyes had turned red, and there was no trace of reason.

Two hundred and fifty, the young man at this moment has turned into a killing monster, and what supports him is only an instinct, a ...... The obsession of going home.

Three hundred, the flesh has reached its limit, the nerves have become sluggish, the pace has been unable to take a step for a long time, and reason has long been drowned in the madness just now.

But although it was slow, his pace did not stop.

Just like that, moving down step by step, he seemed to lift a mountain of ten thousand jun, holding the exquisite long sword, and slowly fell......

Finally, the long sword stopped on the monster's head, but it couldn't move down for a long time.

A long-lost voice came from the system, which resounded directly in Su Ye's mind, this was Yuli talking to Su Ye's already somewhat vague soul.

"Cut it down, and Su Ye will disappear."

"Cut it down, and your soul will be worn out."

"Cut it down, and you will never go home again, and you will never see anyone who misses you."

The arm holding the sword trembled slightly, as if Su Ye's faint and vague soul had really heard Yuli's words.

"Enough, Mr. Su Ye, you've failed."

Yuli's faint voice sounded in Su Ye's mind, mixed with a faint regret: "As far as mortals are concerned, you have done well enough, that's not what you should understand now." ”

Who I am now? What about me in the past? The one who has been shrouded in fog and can't see clearly? The mysterious existence that I'm not sure about?

If I really have something special, if I really don't know anything, please help me, I don't want to go on like this, I hate myself like this!

Cowardly, cowardly, incompetent, humble......

I've really had enough!

"Soul light! Stop it! ”

This time Yuli was really scared, but he didn't expect Su Ye, who was stunned, to feel the existence of the soul vaguely, but once he woke it up, it would be all over!

Seeing that the unrestrained part of Su Ye's soul began to stir, Yuli immediately activated the contract, and the golden majestic light slowly rose, but it still couldn't stop the flickering of the white light.

Looking at Su Ye, who was in a coma, Yuli's face was full of nervousness, and she watched nervously.

At this time, Su Ye, who was in a state of misze, saw a different scene.

Birdsong, flowers, fish, butterflies......

It's a living world, very different from the "perfectly clean" sight of the Trials Ground.

All things thrive, freedom flourishes.

An emotion called "joy" flows like a substance in all corners of the world, and all things perceive that emotion and become more and more prosperous.

"Life is always the most precious thing, and those who kill indiscriminately and blaspheme are guilty of a great sin."

Such information echoed in that joy, and Su Ye clearly captured it.

But then, as soon as the picture turned, the flourishing flower clusters suddenly withered, the flying butterflies fell inexplicably, the white feathers of the birds disappeared, and the fish sneaking in the water no longer waged their tails......

It was as if the whole world had been suddenly drained of life, everything became dead, and a mood called "sadness" gradually infected the world.

The sorrow was so deep that the earth was dyed it an ominous black-brown, the sky was no longer blue, the lead-gray clouds sowed black rain, and the whole world was silent.

"O life, so short, so beautiful, short because of its beauty? Or is it beautiful because of its ephemerality? ”

The heavy grief echoed with such a heart, and Su Ye felt the same grief for the first time. Even, I felt some kind of unspeakable fear, the black ominous rain, as if to show my end.

And just when Su Ye was still immersed in that heavy sadness, Yuli, who was observing outside, found that the white light was gradually weakening, and finally returned to calm.

Yuli breathed a long sigh of relief, and said fearfully: "Fortunately, this guy is stupid enough to find the wrong door......

So with a wave of his hand, the contract also relaxed the suppression of Su Ye's soul, and the golden light slowly restrained, and finally disappeared into invisibility.

At this point, the big crisis encountered by Su Ye, or Yuli, slowly receded unconsciously.

When the golden light completely dissipated, Su Ye also recovered from that strange state, his eyes were clear and powerful...... Sorry, it's not powerful, it's a little bit too dull at best.

After a trance for a while, Su Ye finally clearly perceived the current situation, and slowly recovered from the grand memories of just sitting and watching the world rise and fall.

However, when Su Ye wanted to concentrate on the indescribable magnificent scene he had just seen, he found that he was not impressed.

I only remember that I saw the prosperity and failure of a whole world, like a trance, but I can't remember the slightest detail.

But—

Su Ye clenched his chest, the feeling of the ebb and flow in his chest was still echoing, and the indescribable subtle feeling was the only gift he had received from that magnificent and vast scene.

How could a soul washed under the prosperity and withering of the whole world not be able to withstand such a little guilt.

Some kind of higher-level emotion filled Su Ye's chest at this moment, making him eager to sing a few songs, and at this time, he couldn't help but feel that everything was so beautiful, even the little winged elf who was looking at him with the eyes of a fool.

"Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud! Nana, Yuli, now I'm in a very open mood! ”

Su Ye said in an excited tone that he hadn't even noticed, and he almost got carried away and grabbed the rain glass to express the emotion flowing in his chest.

Yuli stepped back slightly, indicating that it had nothing to do with Su Ye, who seemed to have picked up something unclean on the ground and eaten his head.

Then, Yuli looked at Su Ye, who was still in a state of excitement, and said unhurriedly: "Ah, today's sun must be very dazzling, it's really beautiful, sunrise!" ”

"yes, that's what you think too, Yuli-chan! I think everything is so beautiful now! ”

The elated Su Ye even used some strange name for Yuli, and then was about to dance to express the joy in his heart, but suddenly remembered something and shouted, "Oh no! Immediately, he raised the long sword in his hand and rushed towards the pile of monsters with a roar.

Looking at the sun in the west that has begun to shimmer golden and ...... Su Ye, who was marching towards the sun, Yuli's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he sighed helplessly: "Really, what did you see!" Although the head is not broken, it might as well be broken! ”

And over there, Su Ye, who realized that he had no time, started to kill the monster as quickly as possible.

The sword turned into light and shadow, harvesting the life of the monster like wheat, and this time there was no more guilt, no, or rather, no more guilt.

The emotions rushing in Su Ye's chest, the little bit of emotion that belonged to a great being, washed away all the negative emotions that wanted to entangle, leaving no trace.

Soon, only a normal rabbit was left under the sword, and the sun was about to appear on the horizon.

The long sword swung down without hesitation, and the monster light disappeared......

But for some reason, when the first rays of sunlight shone on Su Ye's face, a tear quietly slipped from the corner of his eye.

The tears, clear and transparent, shone in the sun with a brighter brilliance than a gemstone.