Chapter 44 Responsibility
"Grandma......" Bai Sheng's heart was very bitter, the old man said so, he really couldn't object.
Looking at Grandma Li's reluctance to the gold and copper coins, Bai Sheng couldn't see how precious this item was to the old man, and it might even be a relic or something, he really didn't dare to accept it, and it was impossible to ask Grandma Li about her son and grandson, because he was afraid of evoking the old man's sad past, and he didn't want to see her sad.
Although he has only known Grandma Li for a short time, Bai Sheng regards her as a relative, and understands the sadness of the old man's twilight years.
It was difficult to refuse, Bai Sheng couldn't refuse, and had no choice but to accept the gold and copper coins presented by Grandma Li.
Although this is a happy event, Bai Sheng can't be happy at all, nothing happens, it only increases sentimentality, his heart is very unpleasant, as if a knife has scraped on his heart; After all, he himself is still young and can't see through life and death.
When reunited, what people hate most is the inescapable separation.
Some people die, but they can still live in people's hearts; Others, when they die, only to turn into dust and disappear into thin air, never to be remembered by others.
I can't forget the feeling of missing my grandmother, but for Wei Zijian, Bai Shengneng also has pathetic feelings, pity Xiao Weilan, who needs to face the things he will discover in the future independently before he is an underage.
Although there was not much fun in an ordinary childhood, Bai Sheng now seemed to be a kind of excitement! People, if they can live a simple life at any time, it is not necessarily a bad thing, after all, ordinary is true, it is far better than losing oneself and becoming too accident in the magnificent gains and losses.
"Grandma, Wei Zijian has died unexpectedly!" Emotions fluctuated, Bai Sheng couldn't help but tell the truth, "I came today to tell you about this!" ”
"What are you talking about, Sheng'er!" Before, Grandma Li also thought that Bai Sheng might bring back some news about Wei Xiaozi, although she had already prepared in her heart, but she still couldn't believe this fact, after the great joy was the great sorrow, a grandson she had just recognized would bring her such a huge bad news.
"It's true, grandma!" With a whimper, Bai Sheng put away the gold and copper coins with his right hand, and reached into his pocket with his left hand, took out the small hammer from it, and handed it to Grandma Li.
"This, this ......" Grandma Li choked up and was speechless, and recognized at a glance that this little hammer was Wei Xiaozi's belongings, it was something heavier than his life, and he would never give it away easily.
Wei Xiaozi is dead, Wei Xiaozi is already dead!
Although Grandma Li is 10,000 unwilling to accept this death in her heart, she also understands that she must face the reality; Especially when these words came out of Bai Sheng's mouth, she had to believe it. What's more, she knows that there are some things that can't be escaped at all, and she can't escape them, because this is fate.
The moment she saw the little hammer, Grandma Li knew that everything was doomed. It's just that she didn't expect things to come so suddenly, so early. If it's late, maybe it's better.
With tears in her eyes, Grandma Li wanted to cry but didn't dare to cry, she was afraid that because of her cowardice, Xiao Lanlan would see it, and the impact on the child's soul would not be filled.
"Grandma, don't be too sad, everything is still with me!" Standing next to Grandma Li, Bai Sheng was afraid that the old man would be hurt because he was too sad.
Fortunately, Grandma Li controlled it very well, and there were not too many emotional fluctuations. Just looking at the old man who was much older in an instant, Bai Sheng realized that although some scars would not be shown outside, it did not mean that the damage was not deep.
At this moment, Bai Sheng realized that he was so cruel. There were just some things he had to say.
It's not about rubbing salt on grandma's wounds, how can the facts withstand all the suffering.
"Grandma, you still need to tell Lan Lan in person about this matter!" The voice couldn't be smaller, Bai Sheng didn't know how he spoke, maybe he was simply ruthless to the end.
Even if the voice was as small as a strand of hair quietly falling to the ground, Grandma Li really heard every word Bai Sheng said, and even the voice struck on her heart.
In this way, the only one of the next generation of young people in the village also died.
It's not that I'm not sad, it's just that Grandma Li doesn't know how to be sad. If it weren't for Bai Sheng still standing by her side, adding a little anger, she was really afraid that it would have passed now.
Holding a small hammer, Grandma Li pondered for a while before she said, "I understand, I have to talk about this." ”
"Grandma, don't think too much!" You don't care about Wei Zijian's death, but Bai Sheng can't help but care about Grandma Li's body, because he treats the old man as a relative. What's more, the dead are gone, and the living need to go on. Whatever it is, life has to go on, after all, there are more precious people waiting for us.
"Sheng'er, grandma is fine!" After several lives and deaths, Grandma Li can still see it.
Although grandma endured it and deliberately didn't care much about Wei Zijian's death, how could Bai Sheng still be confused at this time, so he believed what the old man said. It's just that sometimes, as long as you understand some things in your heart, you don't need to, and you can't pierce this layer of goodwill.
"Grandma, about Lan Lan, I want to ......" Reluctant to mention Wei Zijian too much, Bai Sheng hurriedly changed the topic, also hoping that the old man could see the long term, think more about Wei Lan, and no longer be sad and sad.
Suddenly made a look at Bai Sheng, Grandma Li asked him not to speak, and she put away the small hammer at the same time.
Closing his mouth inexplicably, Bai Sheng glanced at Grandma Li, and then subconsciously turned his head, looked out of the door, glanced at a distance with his spare eyes, and did not find anything abnormal.
When he turned back again, Bai Sheng didn't speak; And Grandma Li just sat up straight. For a moment, there was silence between the two of them, as silent as death.
Only two minutes later, a crisp sound accompanied by the sound of light footsteps broke the silence.
"Grandma, all the ingredients I prepared for my eldest brother are ready."
Walking slowly into the lobby, Wei Lan jumped to Grandma Li's side, smiled sweetly at Bai Sheng, and took his hand.
Wei Lan's sudden arrival made Bai Sheng's heart chill, his expression was stiff, and he really didn't know how to deal with it, for fear that the little girl would hear something that she shouldn't hear, which would be really bad.