The cold moon hangs high, and the night is thicker.

The sounds of hawking and laughter on the bustling streets are harmonious and pleasant.

In the cool breeze, Wang Yu was walking slowly alone. At this moment, Pan Hao stayed in the restaurant and did not stay with him.

Floating forward aimlessly, Wang Yu kicked a stone under his feet fiercely, and then let out a long breath.

It seems that he wants to sprinkle the depression and melancholy in his heart in the wind......

Not long ago, Wang Yu greeted Han Bin and Cui Jian immediately after arriving at the restaurant, and then left there immediately.

Because now that I have made the decision to give up, that lively place no longer belongs to me.

Since it no longer belongs to you, why should you stay?

Staying only adds to the distress......

It is said that Wang Yu at this moment should have put down the heavy stone in his heart, but I don't know why there is no relief on his face at this moment.

A pair of slightly narrowed eyes looked ahead, and there was not much expression on his slightly pale face, but his brows were tightly furrowed.

After walking out of the restaurant, Wang Yu originally planned to go back to the dormitory immediately, but as he walked, he changed his mind a little.

What can you do when you go back now? Is it really possible to pick up a paintbrush right away?

Wang Yu knew that he couldn't do it at the moment.

Put it down, where will it be so easy.

However, if you don't go back to the dormitory, where can you go now?

……

In the midst of his chaotic thoughts, Wang Yu stopped on the side of the street. Looking at the passers-by in front of him who hurriedly passed by, Wang Yu's heart suddenly swelled with envy.

They walked and made noise fast or slow.

They laughed softly and shouted loudly.

They drank and ate with great vigour.

They talked and listened quietly.

Although all this looks very worldly, it is so vivid and vivid when you taste it carefully, at least they express their emotions between truth and falsehood, and tell the bitterness in their hearts.

But to whom can I tell or confide in the anguish in my heart at the moment?

No one, really no one.

It's not that I don't have friends, it's not that I don't trust friends, it's just that some things are destined to be stuffy in my heart alone.

These things may be at a certain age, but they may be true throughout our lives.

In silence, under the cold moon.

Wang Yu slowly squatted down on the side of the street with his hands in front of his chest, and then slowly lowered his head, his blank eyes staring straight at the dim road under his feet.

Sometimes we often use words such as mature and sensible as a standard or basis for evaluating a person, but sometimes these beautiful words often make us feel extremely hateful and helpless.

Because sometimes these beautiful shackles often bind our young and unrestrained hearts, shatter the dreams of our youth, and kill our innocent souls.

Sometimes, I really want to be cruelly selfish.

But...

Under the cold moon, at this moment, the lucky and unfortunate Wang Yu was tightly bound by this seemingly 'sweet' shackle, deeply distressed.

He understood early that life was very difficult, and his mind was full of his parents at the moment, and he gradually became a little embarrassed; full of the eager and expectant eyes of parents; It is full of the vicissitudes of life of the mother sitting quietly next to the small fruit stand under the scorching sun; It was my father's big hand, which was suddenly missing a finger wrapped in snow-white gauze.

Dreams, ridiculous dreams are often so vulnerable in the face of cold and cruel reality, and sometimes, it is enough to make us want to use death to escape and liberate.

But we can't be so selfish......

Although we have the freedom to dream, we also have the responsibility and obligation to support our families.

Not only Wang Yu, but most of us are like this, and no one can be so selfish and ruthless.

Think about the loving parents who have given us an incomparably warm home, with their slightly clumsy and calloused hands to weave a dream sky for us, even if it is not the world we want, even if it is not our own favorite paradise, but what can we do? What about your own parents?

They have done their best, and they have really given everything they have for their children to have a better tomorrow.

Who in the world would not want their children to live well?

No, absolutely nothing.

In the cool breeze, Wang Yu thought wildly, and then lowered his head a little deeper.

"Jingle Bell..."

A crisp ringtone called Wang Yu back from his chaotic thoughts, reached out and took out his mobile phone and found that it was a call from Heizi, and Wang Yu was slightly stunned and connected the phone.

Wang Yu: "Hey, what's the matter?" ”

Kuroko: "How is it, is the food invited by the leader delicious?" ”

Wang Yu: "I don't know, I didn't eat it." ”

Kuroko: "Damn, why don't you eat it?" Didn't you really decide not to compete? ”

Wang Yu: "Well, I didn't participate, I already told Han Bin and Lao Cui." ”

Kuroko: "You have a kind, you don't even want such a good opportunity..."

Wang Yu: "Don't talk nonsense, is there something wrong with calling me?" I'll hang up if it's okay. ”

Kuroko: "Don't hang up, don't hang up, I want to ask if you want to come over for dinner, I'll treat you." ”

Wang Yu: "... Aren't you dating Lily? Is it appropriate for me to go to dinner? Are you sick? ”

Heizi: "Suitable, suitable, Man Man is also here, it's the two of them who asked me to call you, Yuan Jin and a few of them will also come over in a while, you can come quickly." ”

Wang Yu: "Okay, where?" ”

Kuroko: "This place you know is the same place you had dinner with Manman last time, hurry up, we'll start in a while." ”

Wang Yu: "Okay, I'll be there in a while, if you go late, you can eat first, don't wait for me." ”

Kuroko: "Okay, hurry up, I'm hanging." ”

Before Wang Yu could speak again, Heizi had already hung up the phone.

Looking at the dark screen, Wang Yu didn't understand for a while why Kuroko would sacrifice the time he spent alone with Lily. After thinking for a long time and still not finding a reasonable explanation, Wang Yu had to smile and put the phone in his pocket.

Standing up and looking at the lively streets, Wang Yu immediately looked up in his mind the memory of the last time he had dinner with Xu Jiaman.

The next moment, Wang Yu, who was looking for some clues, strode into the distance.

Under the cold moon, in the flow of people, Wang Yu slowly slowed down the pace of his feet, and at the same time looked up and looked around.

In his memory, Xu Jiaman invited him to eat last time, but looking at the dazzling stalls in front of him, Wang Yu couldn't find the sunspots and a few of them at this moment.

"Could it be that the old couple changed places?"

This idea was rejected by Wang Yu when it first came to mind, because these stalls basically paid 'protection fees' to the chengguan, and they were basically fixed in one place, and there was no possibility of changing places at will.

"Where? Depend on. ”

Thinking silently in his heart, Wang Yu walked back and forth on both sides of the street, and he would not let go of any possible figure wherever his eyes went.

"Brother Yu..."

Just when Wang Yu was struggling to find a place, a very loud voice suddenly sounded not far away.

Slightly stunned, Wang Yu turned his face to look.

Although the night was dark, Wang Yu immediately found the sunspot with two rows of big white teeth in the crowd, because his contrast was too many 'mortals'. Wang Yu smiled, and then strode over.

"Why have you been looking for so long, you can't have forgotten the place where you two ate last time, right?" Kuroko asked with a smile.

"I haven't forgotten, but I can't remember it clearly." Wang Yu said with a smile.

"Damn, wait a minute, don't say this in front of Yuan Jin and Li Kui, be careful that the two of them slaughter you." The two walked forward side by side, and Kuroko said and gently patted Wang Yu's shoulder.

"What's wrong? What's the matter with the two of them? Wang Yu asked puzzled.

"It's a big deal, hehe." Heizi bared his teeth as he spoke, and said, "Don't you know that Xu Jiaman is the goddess in their hearts?" Have you forgotten how they reacted when they found out that you had dinner alone with Xu Jiaman? If I hadn't stopped them, they would have eaten you right now, hehe. ”

"Do both of them really like Xu Jiaman?"

Wang Yu said with a smile, and he couldn't help but think of the ugly faces of Li Kui and the others who were very angry after learning that they had eaten alone with Xu Jiaman.

"Of course it's true, Pan Hao and several of them have a crush on her, hehe, if I didn't already have Lily, I would be one of them." Heizi didn't take the contempt on Wang Yu's face in his eyes, and smiled stupidly.

"Stop talking nonsense, let's go." Wang Yu smiled and punched Kuroko hard in the chest with his fist, and then strode forward.

"Ahh

Heizi snorted suddenly, looked up and saw that the murderer was striding forward, and for a while he had a thousand words in his heart, but the words became a short sentence when he came to his mouth, "Where are you going, here, I'll rely on it." ”

"Hehe, teasing you, of course I know it's over here." Turning around and walking to the side of the sunspot, Wang Yu defended in his mouth, but there was an embarrassed smile on his face, "Let's go, you have a treat, you go ahead." ”

"Damn, if you don't know the road, you say you don't know, why are you still stubborn."

Heizi glared at Wang Yu with disdain, then jumped forward, immediately dodged Wang Yu's iron fist, and said with a smile: "Let's go, they should all be in a hurry." ”

After speaking, Heizi waved his hand and walked out first, Wang Yu was stunned and then released his clenched old fist, and then strode to follow.

"By the way, Brother Yu, I have already decided not to play basketball, so I should be able to drink tonight, right?" As he was marching, Kuroko turned his face to Wang Yu and asked.

"Okay, drink some." Wang Yu smiled and nodded.

"Okay, let's go." Kuroko smiled, then turned his face and strode ahead to lead the way.

In the night, in the cool breeze, no one noticed that at the same time as the sunspot turned his face, the originally faint smile on Wang Yu's face disappeared without a trace in an instant.

It seems that just now, Kuroko inadvertently mentioned something that shouldn't be brought up.

Under the cold moonlight, the young heart seemed to have a slight tingling pain at that moment.

The bitterness is hidden deep in the heart, and the tears are sprinkled in the wind.