There is no beginning, no end, no direction, not even a trace of light anywhere. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info I can't see, I can't hear, I can't touch it in the depths of the sea, only darkness keeps me company.

I haven't said a word since I woke up again, and my head is empty. I vaguely heard someone say that I had been in a coma for a day. I could tell by the light that it was already night. There was no one around, and I was dressed in a patient's clothes, my feet trembling on the cold floor, shaking my stiff neck, and I walked to the hanger to take off the coat they had left behind when they came to see me, and put it on, and I vaguely noticed that there seemed to be a piece of paper under the apple on the table.

Gently removing the apple, this piece of paper was written by her, and she wrote a lot, nothing more than the three core words 'I'm sorry'..........

I put the paper back under the apple, and walked out of the room, there were two guards at the door who were already asleep, and I walked downstairs unhindered, and the nurse in front of me was surprised to see me leave and whispered to the nurse next to me. I know that my whereabouts will soon be known, already ....... It doesn't matter anymore.

The outside of the hospital seemed to be splashed with white, and the trees, walls, and cars were covered with a layer of white. And the ground has long been dyed snow-white. It wasn't cold at all when my bare feet stepped on the soft snow, as if my legs and feet weren't mine. The night wind mischievously lifted the coat that protected my fragile body, obviously my teeth were chattering, and my body was involuntarily curled up, but I didn't seem to feel the slightest bit mentally, and I couldn't even hear the sound of my teeth chattering.

Suddenly, I found that there were many stars in the night sky, and the beautiful starry sky seemed to be really a big plate, full of pearls, and they were shining and lively. I stood down there and seemed to be muttering something, but unfortunately I couldn't hear anything.

They accompany me on the night road, and the night wind, though not small, is the only playmate who can play with me on this road, and they whisper something in my ear around me, and I can only tell when they have come by the swaying of my clothes and the inconspicuous strangeness of my skin.

The twinkling stars in the sky are like a wonderful picture of nature, and the flickering light and darkness form a unique beauty of the starry sky. I reached out and gently brushed the painting, and my body seemed to be satisfied with withdrawing my hand.

With them along the way, my path became less lonely, and I followed the familiar path back to my familiar residence. Standing in front of the house, I stopped, the light was dark, there should be no one, right?

I looked up at the stars in the sky and was about to say goodbye to them and thank them. I noticed a crescent moon that curved into a strange arc on the side.

It....... Why is its arc so weird? Is it laughing at me? Am I doing something wrong? What stupid thing did I do?

"What are you here for?"

"To get home."

"What kind of place is called home?"

"A warm and comfortable sofa, a slightly old TV, the smell of oil smoke in the kitchen, and a small toilet connected to the bathroom. A small room, a desk with models of anime characters, a few Dragon Ball and Pokemon comic books, a radio station that worries day and night, and all sorts of messy items from elementary school to work are piled up in every corner. The bookshelf that occupies only a pitiful place and the old and wronged books on it. There is also a soft bed that I miss very much, although it will not be able to stretch its feet, although it will reach the head, although it cannot lie down and sleep properly, but it has never left, whether it was or will not leave. Every day when I wake up in that bed, I can see a girl with a bright smile gently waking me up and telling me to get up, the bathroom is occasionally smeared with toothpaste, there is always a mature man sitting on the sofa in front of the TV reading the newspaper carefully, and there is always a gentle figure busy in the smell of oil smoke from the kitchen............"

yes, that's the kind of place you call home.........

A small place where you won't be afraid, won't get hurt, won't worry, won't be anxious..........

"Where's the smiling girl? Where are the mature men? Where is the gentle figure? Are they really still at home? ”

A ruthless big hand suddenly dragged me back to reality, and my brain suddenly woke up, my cold paws were already pale and terrible, my body was like an ice sculpture, my arms were clutching my upper body, my teeth were so desperate that I lost my trembling courage.

Looking at the crescent moon in the sky, it was simply laughing at me for losing its meaning, mercilessly mocking me that everything I did was a bunch of colorful bubbles, and what I saw was all I imagined with a ridiculous term called 'hope'.

And my ears seemed to return to me, and the awe-inspiring cold wind whining in my ears slashed my skin and my soul with its sharp blades. The bloody heart dripped, clotting into pieces of frozen blood crystals, smashing into every corner of my body, and the frozen blood served as a slide to transport the hard blood crystals everywhere, blocking all the paths to my heart. I watched it slowly fall into a deep sleep.........

I slowly stretched out my hand and opened the door in front of me, it was really dark inside, everything was closed, but it was not warm at all. The cold moonlight shining through the window was so dazzling that I covered it up and walked deeper into the darkness............

Here everything seems to be frozen, whether it is time or space, even life has never reacted, it is all suspended here, as if everything is nothing.

It was groggy and muddy for a long time, and there was a little noise coming out of the door where the only soundproofing effect was not very good.

It's annoying!

"Ye Bai, you're not in there! Say a word! If you're inside, get out! You're still not a man! Don't let everyone worry! ”

Whose voice is it? I used to seem to have heard ........

"Ye Bai....... Come out and drink some water........."

And whose is this?

"Big brother, come out quickly.........."

Familiar...........

"Brother Ye, we broke down the door and entered!"

"Ye Bai, don't forget that you are still a team leader."

"Boss, how many faces do you show to make everyone feel at ease?"

I've heard them all.............

"Why don't we break down the door and go in?"

"It's useless, although the material of this door is different from the others, it's not something we can get into, at least a few missiles are needed."

"Ye Bai, come out, just as I'm here to pick you up."

Pick me up? Where to pick me up? Go home? All right! I do!

In the darkness, I seemed to reach out and touch something, it seemed to be very hard, and I lost a lot of strength just by holding on to it and standing firm, and the movements became more and more fluid, and I was about to open it, and I could go home.........

"Xiaoyezi is really sorry ............"

I remember this, I remember it very clearly! Her voice was so gentle, and the warm voice flowed in her ears like a stream flowing slowly.

My movements froze, and something suddenly surged through my head, and in an instant, six words filled my brain with despair: Mom and Dad died............

Once again, I clutched my head and fell into the darkness...........

To be continued............ (To be continued.) )