The road with a faint residual warmth still winds into the distance as many years ago, and the houses are still as chaotic as many years ago, and the familiar call is still ringing as many years ago.

Everything seems to have never changed, but why is it so gradually blurred?

It turned out that tears were spilling out of my eyes and blocking my vision;

It turned out that the soul found a home and brought me back to my childhood.

Home is right in front of me, but why are my steps getting heavier and heavier? In the warm sun, a woman with black hair changed to hoarfrost was standing alone in front of the courtyard door at the moment, looking at her son who was walking towards her step by step, her heart was about to break.

"Mom..."

Choked up, Wang Yu knelt heavily in front of his mother and threw himself into his mother's warm arms.

"My cruel son... Do you know how much Mom misses you..."

The woman trembled and stretched out her hand, and held the son she had not seen for seven years tightly and tightly in her arms.

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A cool breeze swept through the forest, and the white clouds on the horizon lazily squirmed the slightly bloated body. In the distance, a mournful cry was heard, and I don't know what bird was frightened again. The grass on the side of the road swayed its head shyly in the wind, and the water in the ditch turned out to be a small fish that occasionally sprung up.

At this moment, a tall man with a sturdy back looking is slowly walking forward with a bamboo basket in his hand.

The man's full beard makes him look a little vicissitudes, but if you look closely, you will see from between his eyebrows that he is only a young man in his twenties.

This man was none other than Wang Yu, who had just arrived home after seven years away from home, and at this moment he was about to go to the family grave to pay respects to his father, who had been dead for seven years.

Before I knew it, the graveyard in the forest in the distance had faintly appeared in front of me. The corners of his mouth trembled, Wang Yu seemed to be unable to bear it any longer, and the tears that had already been filled in his eyes instantly gushed out.

It is often said that the earth is the mother, so we need to love the earth deeply.

However, Wang Yu, who was standing in front of a grave at this moment, hated this land full of weeds and wildflowers.

Don't tell me anything big about it, don't tell me anything calm, don't fucking talk to me about being sensible. Do you know that at this moment, under the dirt of all evil, there is a person he loves the most, who is devouring and dismembering him little by little.

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In the blurred vision, Wang Yu knelt down heavily.

Reaching out to gently pull out a few weeds from his father's grave, he clenched them tightly in his hand, and then crushed them violently. They deserve to end up like this, because they shouldn't have disturbed their father's peace, because they shouldn't have devoured their father's body so wantonly.

Bang, bang, bang on the muddy ground, Wang Yu knocked his head three times on his father's grave.

Looking at the cold grave bag in front of him, he took out straw and paper from the bamboo basket next to him with trembling hands. Although his lips twitched repeatedly, Wang Yu still didn't say a word after a long time.

Bang, bang, bang...

In the wisps of green smoke, there was a long prostration in the forest, and it was not until the low wail suddenly sounded that the sound of kowtowing gradually stopped.

"Dad, I was wrong, I'm sorry for you..."

Choked up, Wang Yu had already burst into tears, at this moment, where is he still a basketball genius who once became a blockbuster, and where is he still an Asian basketball legend who became famous. At the moment, he is just a child, a child who has lost his father, a child who is very sad because of the loss of his father.

Seven years ago, after Wang Yu was seriously injured, his father, who was angry with him because of Xu Jiaman's matter, was ready to forgive him, but when his father was about to take his mother to Hainan to see him and take care of him, the old couple suddenly received the news that their son committed suicide by jumping into the sea.

Wang Yu's father was not in good health, and he had been hospitalized many times due to heart attacks. When he heard the news that his son had committed suicide by jumping into the sea, he immediately fell to the ground with a heavy head.

On the night of his admission to the hospital, his father left this world with a bitter face.

For his father's departure, Wang Yu has always had deep self-blame and hatred in his heart, and he always believes that he is the real murderer of his father.

Under the torment of this inner demon, if it weren't for the fact that he couldn't give up his mother, if it wasn't for making up for his debt to Zhang Ping, if it wasn't for repaying Han Bin's kindness, I believe that Wang Yu would have taken his life seven years ago, and he would have turned into that white dust at this moment.

Love is great, love is holy, but sometimes love is so, so cruel. Cruelty requires us to live hard, and cruelty makes us not have the right to decide or choose our short life.

We don't have the right to decide how we come into the world, and we don't have the right to choose how we want to get out of this world in many cases. Because we have too many concerns, too many responsibilities, too many debts.

Why does the baby cry when it hits the ground?

Because he knows the sorrow of life, because he knows that from this moment on, his whole life will be lived in repayment and indebtedness.

Why do people laugh when they are dying and ascending?

For he knew that the suffering was over, because he knew that from this moment on the repayment and indebtedness of his life had come to an end.

However, often these many experiences are the most precious wealth of our human beings, and they are the link and sustenance for our life and reproduction.

Because we are human beings, we cry and laugh;

Because we are human beings, we have sorrows and joys.

People, since they are the carriers of ups and downs, we can only have no regrets.

"Dad, have you seen it, I'm alive and well now..."

Wang Yu trembled and lit a cigarette and stuck it on the ground in front of his father's grave, choked up: "I have lived up to your dying expectations, Dad, I came back to see you..."

Occasionally, there were a few birdsong in the forest, and no one answered Wang Yu's low sobs, only a gentle breeze gently caressed his tearful face like a pair of gentle hands.

Choked up, Wang Yu gently opened a piece of crumpled letterhead with trembling hands, and looked closely, it seemed that there were four crooked characters written on the letterhead: 'Live well'.

Although these four big characters look very rough, they can even be said to be a little ugly. But in Wang Yu's heart, they are the most beautiful words in the world, and even priceless treasures that can be guarded by his own life. Because they are the last gift that their father left to him when he was dying, it is full of his father's reluctance and regret for himself.

"Dad, I survived, and I'm alive and well now, do you see?"

Choking, Wang Yu gently put the letter paper in his hand into the fire in front of him, and it immediately turned into ashes and sprinkled in the wind.

"Dad, my son's debt to you can only be repaid to you in the next life, don't worry, I won't do stupid things anymore, I won't leave my mother alone." After speaking, Wang Yu knocked heavily on the ground a few times, and then slowly stood up.

At this moment, suddenly there was a call in the distance. Turning his face, he saw that several men were walking briskly towards the graveyard woods.

After being slightly stunned, Wang Yu reached out and wiped the tears on his face, and then walked out of the forest and walked straight towards the four or five male ** steps.

The next moment, when Wang Yu had just walked out of this cemetery, for some reason, the look in his eyes suddenly turned cold for a moment, and there seemed to be an inexplicable killing intent in those deep eyes.

(Three shifts a day, the second shift today.) ）