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"When I was younger, I always thought I had the best brother in the world. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Well...... You probably can't understand that feeling.
Ever since I was born, I have been seen as marginalized and dispensable by everyone in my family...... It's the kind of chicken rib like a chicken rib that is tasteless and discarded.
It's not because I'm not good - in fact, I'm good, much better than the rest of the kids in my family.
But......
The family only needs one heir.
Between me and my brother, they only need one heir.
So all the resources in the family are tilted towards my brother, and everyone thinks that my brother is the one who should be the heir.
And the elder brother did not live up to the expectations of those in the family, he grew up rapidly under the huge amount of resources, and by the time he was a teenager, he had already taken on a considerable part of the family's affairs, and at the age of twenty he was almost able to run the entire family operation.
Everyone thinks he is a natural emperor.
And I, the kid who was born a minute later than him...... If he hadn't been my brother, I would have been a very good person, but in front of him, I would have been bleak.
Note that it's 'only', and I'm using the word 'can'.
The word 'only' is more of a situation where there is no choice but to do it.
It's not just that I'm bleak because my brother is too good...... It's also because the people in the family think that I shouldn't block my brother's light, so I can only be dim.
So the treatment I have received in the family in the past 20 years can be imagined - everyone thinks that I was born to be a vassal of my brother, everyone snubs me, excludes me, and marginalizes my position in the family...... What's even more ridiculous is that every time the family arranges me to do something, if I don't do it well, they will compare me to my brother and say that I am not even half as good as my brother; And if it's done well, they'll probably praise me for doing a good job...... But judging from the look of disgust on their faces and in their eyes, they were not happy in their hearts.
Probably...... They were afraid that if I really did a good job, I would block my brother's light.
Ha ha...... Having said so much, it was all about being ostracized at home because of my brother when I was a child.
Are you wondering why I said earlier that I think I have the best brother in the world?
Actually, it's very simple, because of my brother, the culprit who directly caused me to be ostracized...... When almost everyone in the family was squeezing out me, they would still pat me on the shoulder, wipe away my tears of grievance, and gently say to me: 'Don't care what other people think, we will always be the closest and dearest people.' β
Therefore, children are always very naΓ―ve, no matter how much grievance and suffering I suffer, my brother's understatement can pull me out of the abyss of pain.
Even if all of this is actually caused by my brother.
But when I heard this, I still felt that I had been redeemed, and I threw myself into my brother's arms and cried loudly.
I remember my brother patting me gently on the back and constantly comforting me, telling me that I would always be his dearest person.
Sounds ridiculous, right...... But for me at that time, I really felt that my brother was the best person in the world for me.
That's why I've been able to endure that situation alone for so long, because when I compare myself to my brother, I think of his words:
Don't care what other people think, we'll always be the closest two people. β
Yes, he's my dearest brother, and even if everyone else in the family hates me, I still have an older brother.
You know what that feels like?
It's like all the people in the world hate you, hate you, and scold and beat you...... But there is only one person who not only does not scold you or beat you, but also tells you that he likes you.
But ah......
Later I found out that the only person who liked me was actually ...... He doesn't like me as much as he says.
He would always tell me that I was his dearest brother and would always promise me that he would never treat me like the rest of the family.
In fact, he did, never saying a word to me, never looking at me with the same indifference or disgust as everyone else.
But he was so busy that he didn't have time to spend with me, and he would only symbolically comfort me when I was sad.
After a long time, it was as if the two of us had become white water.
Why say whitewater?
Because white water is harmless and will never hurt the body......
But it also doesn't have any taste, anything sour, bitter, spicy, sweet, not at all.
If you drink it for a long time, it will only make people feel tasteless.
I didn't ask for anything, I just hoped that I would be comforted by him when I was hurt.
I just hope he can have time with me...... Don't all the guys in the family see me as his vassal?
Even if...... He really thinks of me as his vassal.
But he didn't, he was just busy with his own business and never cared about me...... He doesn't seem to even have any interest in raising me to be his vassal!
Am I so inconspicuous in his eyes!?
He is my older brother, I once thought that the best brother would willingly become his vassal as soon as he opened his mouth!
Even this ...... Can't he even do it!? β
The man who spoke was in a room in the Dragon Slayer building, screaming into the darkness in front of him.
By this time, the night had already been completely dark, and most of the adventurers living in the Dragon Slayer building had already slept, and only the sound of insects echoing through the building.
It stands to reason that this person should be very loud when he yells in such a quiet environment.
But when the sound came through the man's mouth, it seemed to be plunged into the darkness around him, and not a single sound wave came out of the room.
It's like a pebble thrown into a pool of stagnant water, but it doesn't make a ripple...... It feels weird.
Outside the hallway, only the chirping of insects could be heard.
The darkness around him was like a bottomless abyss that could swallow sound, and in this abyss there was a deep black shadow.
It was the color of darkness, but the black shadow seemed to be a little deeper than the darkness around it, and it was very obvious in this space.
The shadow seemed to be listening to the man's roar.
When the man finished roaring, a slightly hoarse and vicissitudes of a man's voice came from the dark shadow: "I can achieve what you want." β
When the man heard this, he turned around, and his long golden hair was a little messy in the air.
The man looked at the dark shadow and asked seriously, "Is what you said true?" β
The man's voice was a little shrill and sounded like he was pinching his throat.
"Of course it's true, this is not your family, it's not even your world, everything is possible here - as long as you can afford it......" The dark shadow's voice came through the darkness, and it sounded hoarse, "After all, this is the power of demons. β
"Of course I can afford it."
The blond-haired man suddenly smiled, and he smiled beautifully.
The man stretched out his right hand toward the darkness in front of him and made a false grasping motion.
"Just as a moth knows that if it pounces on the flames, it will burn itself out, and the moth that has never seen the light will not pay attention to the consequences of throwing itself into the flames...... All it wants is the result, the result of seeing the light even if its entire body is burned to ashes. β
When the man had said this, he stretched out his entire slender hand and wrapped it around his chest, as if hugging the shadow in front of him.
The man said slowly, "Among the adventurers who came to Belial City with us are a brother and sister, and I am especially jealous of them...... Especially the sister in there, why can she have a brother who is so good to her, and why...... Even my brother pays attention to her like that! β
"So...... Even if it's to be a moth that pounces on me when it sees the light, as long as it can achieve what I have in mind, I will try with all my might......" The man's mouth opened wide, and a series of convulsions came out of his throat, "I'm going to kill his sister in front of that waste adventurer named Lei Yang!" And then move her body to my brother's face! Don't they all care about that woman!? I'll let them see the woman's death with their own eyes!" β
Hearing this, the black shadow suddenly fell silent, and after a long time, he continued, "What about your brother? What do you want to do with him? β
"Yes, of course...... Destroy his dragon slayer first, and then kill him after showing him the woman's body......"
"Also, please don't misunderstand the relationship between me and my brother...... I didn't want to kill him out of jealousy of him, nor did I want to prove that I was better than him. I just feel that there are too many things that occupy his mind since I was a child, so I have to destroy the things he cares about one by one, so that there is no distraction from him. Kill him again at the end......"
At the end, the man in the darkness let out a shrill laugh, and his delicate face became distorted and hideous with almost madness, "That's it...... I'll be with my stupid brother forever. β
"He's happy, isn't he? After all...... He died with his favorite sister. (To be continued.) )