Chapter 409: The Demon King's Awakening (4)
The damp dungeon, the rusty iron door, the white-haired boy with his hands chained, sitting upright on the only chair, bowing his head and not saying a word, I don't know if he is awake or not. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"Alan, I know you hear it, why don't you speak?"
Ellie was in the cell next to him, still wearing the knight's outfit she had attended the exchange meeting the day before, but her hair was a little disheveled, her face was slightly pale, and she didn't seem to be injured. She grabbed the iron door and called for Alan next door over and over again, but the other party never responded, just silently lowered her head, as if she had become a statue, and seemed to be completely lifeless, in short, no matter how Ellie banged, Alan just sat like that, silent, as if there was nothing.
"Alan, if this continues, Dax will be in chaos, even if Pop can't use you, he is already ready to fly, Hausman and Dax are bound to fight, and the casualties will be innocent citizens... I know, all this is meaningless to you, but everything now will determine what the future looks like, if Dax is ruined, then it will only be the demons who will benefit in the end, and then won't he give them a big gift for nothing? ”
“......”
Ellie took the trouble to continue,
"The demons have captured Dax, and then they will extend their claws to other countries, although Atenia is very strong, and Twin Star City has perfect fortifications, but what about other countries? They can't resist an army of the demons at all, but the demons will become stronger and stronger because of this, and when the time comes, no matter how stubborn these countries are, they will be conquered, and this is just the beginning. ”
'Rub, rub...'
There was a slight grinding sound of the chains on Ellen's wrists, and Ellie looked at Alice with hope, as if it would be best for Ellie if he could move even one finger in response.
"Ellie, I remember."
Allen's voice came from the strange body,
"Everything I've done, everything, I remember..."
In my mind, I was able to remember the image of my own hand holding Tia's neck, and until now, Alan's fingers can still recall the delicate and fragile touch, as well as the expression of Dusty when he fell off the cliff, and Tia followed without hesitation... The battle with Terry, merciless ridicule, but in the end humbly saved by him...... It was so clear that Alan could only close his eyes, grit his teeth, and clench his fists with both hands to hold back the vigorous feelings in his heart, the urge to fight again immediately. However, the fierce feelings were intertwined in his mind, but there was no remorse, which belonged to his human period, and now that he had become a demon, even if he anxiously hoped that he would be a little sad, but it had no effect at all, and recalling the picture of himself when he hurt Tia again and again could only arouse his stronger desire to fight, and pity and love seemed to be gone.
"Alan, do you hate me?"
Ellie leaned back against the iron door and looked up, but there was nothing but a hopeless roof.
"I don't hate you, I should say that everything is caused by me, and you are the one who should be hated."
Alan said calmly,
"I seem to have lost the feelings that ordinary humans should have, so I don't know what it feels like to hate."
The end of the words was a little sad, and Ellie began to weep silently.
"Are you crying? For Terry, or for the world he's about to face? ”
No matter what Alan said at this moment, he was like a doll, losing the support of his feelings, and his sentences became pale and ruthless.
"The world doesn't fall apart so easily, just like you, we all have our own persistence. I cry just because I feel uncomfortable, and when people are sad, they shed tears, even if you don't have such rights now, but you should have experienced it in the past, right? ”
Ellie wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her fingers, and reached through the iron door towards Ellen. Alan walked to the door and stretched out his hand as well, their fingers touching, and tears slid down their fingers.
"It's no different from water."
Alan retracted his arms, rubbing his thumb and middle finger against each other, feeling the temperature of Ellie's tears.
"Yes, they are the water in your body, the most precious thing in your life when you are alone. Alan, as long as you shed one more tear, you will win the world and yourself, so don't give up, even if you keep the status quo, it will be the best ending for you and for Tia. ”
Tia ...... I used to love this girl, but now I don't. ”
"No matter how much I remember her smile, it doesn't make me feel anything, but I feel a little irritable, and all the memories make me extremely irritable."
Ellie knew that Eren was now at a critical moment of change, and when they were brought here by Bane yesterday, Allen's change stopped, which made Pope very dissatisfied, so he locked the two up, and said that the first one after the Demon King awakened would kill Ellie, and from that moment on, the blood sacrifice would spread throughout Dax. However, a day has passed, and Alan is still in an intermediate state, without any mood swings, even if he now says that he is irritable, in Ellie's opinion, he is still calm, perhaps, his body has long forgotten how to act irritability.
Ellie silently made up her mind in her heart to protect Allen's last remaining human will no matter what, and she firmly believed that Dusty and Tia would definitely return, and in the future they would definitely sense that everything was changing.
"It's not that you don't love, it's that you have forgotten how to love. Believe me, as soon as you see Tia again, you will remember this feeling, because there is nothing happier in this world than to be in love. ”
Ellie said with a smile, thinking of Terry's tall back. She has been following that back, and even if she has never received a response, she already feels very happy. Sometimes Ellie is very envious of Dusty, who can always be by Terry's side, but sometimes she is worried that she will not be able to keep this little secret in her heart all the time, and once it is exposed, maybe his back will no longer belong to her. But Terry's words before leaving, Ellie was extremely moved, and all the worries that had been dispeld without a trace, although the gentle words like last words were Terry's last confession, but they gave Ellie a great comfort. It was this sentence that made Ellie bravely survive.
"I think you're right, and I want to have love again, and I believe that this feeling of irritability is proof that I've lost something, and only by getting them back can I become a whole 'person'." (To be continued.) )