Chapter 34 Lost on the road of life
That day, Wu Fenmei watched the teacher cry in her arms for a long time before she stopped crying.
"Don't tell anyone about this," the teacher said, even though the redness and swelling of his eyes had not disappeared, but a bright smile had already appeared on his face, "This is a secret that only belongs to the two of us." ”
Wu Fenmei looked at the teacher's face and nodded subconsciously.
From that day on, Wu Fenmei knew that she was not as ordinary as she imagined.
She found that she could see the deep feelings of others.
To be exact, she knew she could do it from a young age, but she always thought it was something that everyone could do.
Because when I was young, the happiness and sadness in everyone's hearts were clearly written on their faces, and the expressions and inner thoughts on everyone's faces were always so consistent, and their cognition of other people's inner emotions was not deviated compared with other people's cognition.
But the teacher told her that this is not something that everyone can do, so there is a situation where she thinks the teacher is crying.
This secret is only known to Wu Fenmei and the teacher.
On the first day of school, Wu Fenmei made her first friend since entering junior high school, and this friend was a little special - because he was Wu Fenmei's teacher Xu Ke.
Although Xu Ke is only a math teacher, Wu Fenmei found that no matter what questions he was asked in his studies, he could easily answer them.
He seems to understand everything, and no matter how difficult the problem is, as long as Wu Fenmei is clicked by the teacher, he will suddenly feel enlightened.
"Teacher, why do you know so much? I want to be like you, too! ”
The teacher smiled when he heard this question and did not stop his work: "The more books I read, the more things I have seen, the more I understand." ”
"Sounds like a nuisance...... Are there any faster shortcuts? ”
"I want to think about it......" The teacher raised his head and made a frowning and thoughtful look, "I heard that the fathead fish synthesized by the new technology is very brain-replenishing, why don't you try eating a two-hundred-pound one without a head?" ”
"Teacher, your answer sounds like a perfunctory ......"
Wu Fenmei often went to the teacher, sometimes the teacher would accompany her to chat a few words or help her with homework, but more often the teacher had his own things to do. So most of the time she just lay quietly on the table next to her, staring at the teacher's face in a daze.
The teacher is not very handsome, but he is very attractive, his facial features and face shape are just right, and he is dressed generously and decently, which is easy to make people feel good.
But in the depths of the teacher's eyes, there was always a trace of lingering sadness.
"Teacher, what is it that makes you so sad all the time?" Although she knew that it was not good to ask such a question, Wu Fenmei finally couldn't help but ask the teacher.
The teacher was silent for a long time after hearing this question, and then looked out the window and said slowly, "Because someone I like has left me." ”
"Will it be sad if the person you like leaves?" Wu Fenmei had a puzzled expression on her little face.
"Of course." The teacher still didn't look at her when he spoke, "I naturally feel sad that someone who is very important to me suddenly separates from me. ”
Wu Fenmei blinked, and then seemed to think of something: "Then teacher, do you like me?" Would you feel sad if I left you? ”
The teacher was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting her to ask such a question.
But soon he turned his head and touched Wu Fenmei's head with a smile: "Of course...... If you leave me, Amei, I'll be very sad. ”
Wu Fenmei enjoyed the teacher's touch like this, because she found that the teacher was ...... when she said this to herself.
I was also very happy in my heart.
School time always flies quickly, and in the blink of an eye, Wu Fenmei has already passed her fourteenth birthday and has been promoted to the second year of junior high school.
In this year, Wu Fenmei has grown a lot taller, and she has grown to 1.6 meters when she couldn't even reach the position of the teacher's chest.
The original little girl gradually grew into a young girl.
She also gradually realized that she was really different.
For example, many times the principal obviously announced to the teachers and students of the school that he wanted to reduce the burden on the students, but Wu Fenmei could see that the principal did not take the content of the speech seriously in his heart.
Wu Fenmei's relationship with the teacher is also getting better and better, and when she was in school, she spent almost all of her time by the teacher's side except for class.
Other teachers or classmates will jokingly say that she is the teacher's little follower, and every time someone says this, she will feel extremely shy.
She found that she was paying more and more attention to the teacher unconsciously, and every time she heard something about the teacher, her heart would suddenly beat fast, and she was always listless in other classes, but when she arrived at the teacher's math class, she would become energetic.
Wu Fenmei can't say what this feels like - she will always subconsciously pay attention to everything in the other party, and everything the other party says and does is extremely important in her heart.
And every time she thinks of what the teacher said to her a year ago, Wu Fenmei feels that her face is hot.
It was her friend who first discovered the girl's problem.
"Ame?"
Wu Fenmei was staring out the window, as if she didn't hear anyone calling her name.
"Ame !!!!!"
“…… Well!? Wu Fenmei was startled by the sudden increase in her voice, and quickly turned her head to look at her friend who was calling out her name.
The friend looked at the girl's appearance, and suddenly sighed: "Amei, what's wrong with you lately, you can't give up in class and during breaks, and you look out the window in a daze all day long, sometimes smirking and blushing inexplicably." ”
Wu Fenmei's face was unnaturally crimson, and she looked like she had been knocked out of her heart.
"Hey, aren't you supposed to be ......" the friend seemed to have discovered something, "are you in love!?" ”
"Love...... In love? Wu Fenmei looked at her friend puzzled.
"yes, you have someone you like, right?" The friend seemed to be sure of his own judgment, with a gossipy expression, "Who is it?" Is it Xu Zhihao or Chen Zhilei...... Or xxx? ”
Wu Fenmei was a little dazed by the other party's series of questions: "...... Neither...... And I can't say how it feels, so don't talk nonsense. ”
"And tell me how you feel?"
Wu Fenmei thought for a moment, and then said with some uncertainty: "That's it...... There is a ...... I feel like I care about whatever he does, and I want to be with him at all times......"
"Then you're in love with each other!" The friend must have come to a conclusion, "Then what is the other party's attitude now, have you confessed to him!?" ”
Wu Fenmei was stunned: "I haven't told him yet...... But a long time ago he admitted that he liked me too. ”
"So why don't you admit it yet? This is love, love! The other party has already admitted it, what are you waiting for? The friend was extremely excited when he talked about "love", and his whole body seemed to glow brightly, "I see that you lack experience, but I happen to have two martial arts cheats here, you take it back and study it thoroughly all night, and confess it tomorrow!" ”
"Oh......" Wu Fenmei took the two books handed by her friend in a daze, and found that the covers of the two books read "Domineering XX Falls in Love with Me" and "Merry XX's Favorite Concubine".
After coming home from school, Wu Fenmei really obediently listened to her friends and stayed up late to read two books.
Even after hundreds of years, girls who watch romance for the first time will inevitably be brainwashed.
The content of the novel deeply attracted her, and the heroic love story between the male and female protagonists made her inexplicably excited.
For the first time in her life, she began to be dissatisfied with her ordinary life, and the plot of the novel formed a picture in her mind, like a movie.
If...... How nice would it be to have someone who loves me so much?
When this thought popped into her heart, the teacher's face appeared inexplicably.
Myself...... You really like the teacher, right?
……
"Teacher! I...... I'm ...... Like you! Let me do it...... Be your girlfriend! ”
When Wu Fenmei confessed to her teacher, she never thought that the teacher would react like that.
The teacher's face was very complicated, and Wu Fenmei didn't know how to describe the teacher's face at that time, but she felt that it didn't matter, because she had clearly seen the deep emotions in the other party's heart.
There is no happiness and surprise that I expected, only surprise and bitterness...... There's also a hint of absurdity.
All this fell in the eyes of the girl, and suddenly a basin of cold water extinguished all her enthusiasm.
"Why? Teacher, don't you want to be with me all the time? ”
She looked at the teacher in disbelief because she never thought the other person would react like this.
"Ame...... I think there was some misunderstanding between us. The teacher pondered the language for a long time before slowly speaking.
"Teacher, are you going to leave me?"
A hint of panic flashed in the teacher's eyes: "No...... I didn't mean that, I meant ......"
But when he said this, he suddenly ran out of words and didn't know what to say.
"Teacher...... Swindler! Big liar! The girl yelled at the teacher, and then ran off into the distance.
The teacher called out to the girl loudly behind her, but she didn't hear it.
Why is this happening...... For the first time, I had something I longed for, and I also had someone I liked, and two happy things coincided together. And these two happiness can give yourself more happiness. What I got was a new life that was supposed to be like a dream...... But why, is this happening......
The surrounding scenery began to blur as she ran, and when Wu Fenmei stopped, she found that there was only darkness left around her.
In summary...... I didn't get anything.
The darkness and the oppressive cold enveloped Wu Fenmei layer by layer, and her whole body was trembling at this moment.
She came down and curled up, trying to bring a little warmth to herself.
Don't know where this is...... I don't know where I'm going.
The girl could only see the boundless darkness, as if a huge monster was ready to swallow itself at any moment.
"Do you know why your teacher rejected you?" Suddenly, a neutral voice came from the darkness.
The girl looked up blankly when she heard this.
"Because he has another woman he likes in his heart......" The voice fell into Wu Fenmei's ears, making her tremble.
"So, do you want power? Want the power to change it all? ”
"If you give you the power to make the teacher like you more, you can monopolize your teacher, right?" There was a strange allure in the voice's words.
"Then what am I going to do......" Wu Fenmei raised her head when she heard this, her eyes staring blankly into the darkness.
"These things are actually very simple...... "A huge black door suddenly appeared in front of Wu Fenmei, and the intricate patterns on the black door inexplicably gave people a strange feeling, "You just need to push open this door, and you can get everything you want." ”
Wu Fenmei's heart suddenly began to beat extremely violently at this time!
Just push open this door...... You can have the teacher to yourself......
She subconsciously stretched out her right hand and slowly touched the black door, which seemed to be closed extremely unfirmly, and she just pushed it open with a random push.
Strangely, at the same time, Wu felt as if she had pushed something in.
There was a sudden hot touch on her right hand, and Wu Fenmei suddenly withdrew her right hand as if she had been electrocuted.
only to find that his hands were covered in blood.